I have always liked the idea of camping and really want to give it a try, but it seems like camping is a huge personal barrier that I can't get out of.
I have spent a good amount of money buying gear. Top of the line stuff like Exped Megamat, a nice tent, Thermacell, camping lamps, chairs, table etc to make it as comfortable as possible. My goal has been to sleep 1 night next to a lake outdoors this summer.
However every time I try and set out for a solo adventure it ALWAYS turns into a disaster. I can't tell you how many miles I have driven my car trying to find a spot to camp, only to find out it leads to a private road, a road that is closed off or an area that does not permit camping. Other times it might be too far off which requires a hike or too far into the bush which makes me feel uncomfortable OR it is in a really busy area which I want to avoid.
Recently I had the brilliant idea to rent a canoe and haul my gear with that. I thought it would be the ideal way to find a good campsite.
There is this large lake not too far away that has many small islands. I have been there before with my paddleboard and thought this would be the ideal place to have my first camping experience.
I found out that you can rent canoes locally however it required me to portage from one lake to get to my destination.
I spent yesterday tediously preparing all my equipment which requires a lot of effort. I made sure to have cold beers with me and told myself that this would be it. I headed out this morning to pick up a canoe and it was a huge two seater aluminium boat that was heavy as hell. That was just the beginning.
In order to get to the lake, I had to haul the canoe with all my gear up a steep hill for at least 1-2km. I was exhausted before even getting the boat into the water.
When I got to the first lake I was faced with headwinds so strong I couldn't keep control of the boat. I got cooked alive by the beating sun and the deer flies were so relentless to me that when I tried to swath them away my sunglasses dropped into the water...
By this point I realized I would have no energy to continue. There was no way I could portage to the next lake and paddle for 3km more, so I made the decision then and there to bail and head home.
Honestly it has gotten embarrassing at this point. I have spent all this money and a good year planning to do this, but I am too chicken shit to do it.
Now I am thinking to spend even more money buying a packraft to have easier access to lakes but honestly at this point I feel like giving up entirely. My only saving grace is having my friend with me who is into this stuff but honestly it feels like it all requires way to much work and I don't think I can cut it. He is very nonchalant about this stuff but I don't understand how he makes it look so easy.
Anyway sorry for the rant, but can anyone more experienced offer some advice?