Horse piss and GGD is appreciated as tipping. Testing out the name Melinoë.

1. I hope my sona is welcome here. ^v^

2. before anyone asks, this was recent events and I am now %100 talking to a pro about the subject if I can.

3. I AM THE SOURCE!

I hate it when my situation forces me to boymode like this. Don’t I deserve to be a girl? I find this very upsetting, to be stuck in an identity that I know I don’t belong in. It’s going to be a cruise to Alaska. Luckily, I have my own room on the boat, but the idea of being on a boat with people that closed-minded worries me. They’re very conservative and religious, so I can’t let them know that I am in any way queer. Do you think it’s understandable for me to be worried. If I can get through the dysphoria, I‘m sure I’ll have fun on the trip, but my dysphoria can get pretty bad. May I please have a bit of advice to maintain my composur?

Hahahahahahaha. I'm miserable and I can't feel it, and it makes me doubt if this was for anything. I just wanna be a girl, but what if I'm not a girl, what if I'm actually a boy. I don't wanna be a boy. I've been getting a lot of those guys shorts which makes me feel so confused. I hate it. Numbness is really not helping because I can't fall on my dysphoria for validity. When does this stop? I hate myself, I'm worthless. Can't do anything anymore because of questioning, even I'm more in denial than anything.

Hi! This is my 1st post here. I have been lurking in this sub for some time with the occasional comment there & there. So hopefully this goes well!

I have been bit a down as of late because after watch the TADC Finale & especially I saw the tv glow, I have gained the urge to transition (medically).

But before I can execute that I wanted some affirmation because I feel like I am a liiittle late to the party. As in I feel like 23 is a bit late, ofc not crazy late like I know people who transitioned in their 30s, 40s, & beyond & went on to have good lives but in spite of that knowledge I still feel like it should of happened sooner.

Also the art is from “Yurierdraws” from X.

I think I'm just scared because of the way the world treats Trans people, because like before I was like yeah I'm Trans but now I've been getting more and more unsure but I think thats because my mom has been more transphobic as of lately. I'm also incredibly numb rn. when will it stop it won't stop. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaagh. I just putting this off until tomorrow again and again and I need to stop. when will I accept who I am?

I need to listen to sensei wu. "Don't put off til tomorrow what can be done today" there's also another quote from garmadon that really good and applies to my situation. "people don't change they only reveal who they truely are".

I'm also incredibly mad that I can't start my transition yet despite how unsure I am. Saw another post that was like "stalling because I'm not confident in this yet" im paraphrasing from memory here so probably not exactly what was said but you get the idea.

transphobia is really getting to me rn. I'm listening to breakcore rn it usually helps me process this stuff.

Yeah I’m just nervous about telling them and if they’ll accept me.im also nervous is they’ll actually agree to call me my new name (Amy!)
Uh thanks bye

I've already talked to him about a few of my "body image issues" (disphoria) and outright told him there was more that I couldn't tell him yet. He is generally accepting of trans people, though I don't know how supportive he will be or if he will even believe me. I also thinks he already suspects what's going on, because I am Unsubtle™.

Art: https://xcancel.com/toho10min/status/1567918205527801857

My primary self-insert OC is canonically transfem and has been for years. Should I be concerned?

That's totally normal cis behaviour right?

:3

I genuinely believe I'm cis as of today.

The character is Lofi Boy from the Lofi Girl channel.

(Emily, 15y/o)

So i want to social transition, y'know change clothes, go by different name and pronounce.

And I told my mom that I wanna do it and in response she said "can't you just wait until HRT"

(She supports and just means it in a protective way)

It made me kinda sad because its not like I'm not fem enough to pass with some work but she still thinks it's better to wait after meds.

How should I feel and what should I do?

got any name ideas folks?

How I feel after running out of meds for a bit

the prophecy still stands, eggs are oblivious to every sign until they crack

and i will be ok. but i'll never be the same.

No i dont play overwatch anymore and even if i did still play im an Orisa main

Hello everyone. My appointment for HRT is today. My heart is beating loud as hell.

I just wanted to say that even though I've just been lurking here, seeing everyone's posts and reading everyone's nice comments has made me feel a lot better about being who I am. You're all such incredible people.

So, thanks. I love you more than you will ever know, be well.