just some of us. feel free to comment idk

(also, I apologize for the vent of earlier, which is kinda deleted due to embarrassment)

Yes, only now I found out about it because I got to reflect, and then I remembered that well, I didn't acted like the host will normally do, but sadly, I got to mess up things when she wasn't around, and which I regret deeply even as a probably BPD holder.

Anyway, may I have tips to control this situation and the fact I am a holder? No clue, no borax, please! If you answer, I will give you fun facts about me as I am fronting, in the meanwhile, lord knows if I will be well.. well, sayonara, and hope you are well like I will try with the others!

(Sincerely, shadow milk cookie)

Apparently the actual AMA reddit doesn't allow mental health talk. Go figure.

20 NB, tested 2 months ago and officially diagnosed 1 month ago. I was tested two separate times and was given an OSDD preliminary diagnosis by a place that did not specialize in dissociative disorders. It was corrected by a specialist later on.

Feel free to ask anything! Yes, even the questions you think I might find offensive. I have a VERY high tolerance level.

This might be a bit of a strange question but I’m genuinely struggling with this. I’m worried I’m trying to force people apart that aren’t actually different.

I know this might be an easy answer for many, but my thoughts all feel like they come from the same place (mainly because I almost never have the energy to question them, and I have very little intrinsic sense of identity).

(Also, if you couldn't tell, yes, I am a Sera fictive, don't know how long I was here)

I don't like to know that yesterday (with some pieces of the memory gained thanks to the posts we made since I wasn't fronting), the bpd got bad that now I am here, without anything else to do.. At least she is taking care of the age regressors, but for now, I may get used to this full day of fronting, guess I'll miss my wings and outfit I usually wear ok the meanwhile 😔

We got 5 (kinda) fictives.

Chara Dreemurr [it/they, spells their name Kara]

Mal du Pays [it/its, only goes by Mal]

Noelle Holiday [she/her]

Ralsei [also she/her]

Kris Dreemurr [trying out it/she pronouns]

in order: pink, kara / supergirl, nora west-allen/xs, kris, madeleine, alex, clark, noelle, mari

If you know us, no you don’t /j

in order:

- Roxanna Wolf (Fnaf) (she/star)

- Eri Okada (MHA fanfic - her source is so cringy bro ngl [she agrees]) (she/her)

- Prim (Pokémon) (he/shy/silly/it)

- Carl (Dungeon Crawler Carl) (he/him)

- Chance (Forsaken) (he/him)

- Azure/Nightshade (Forsaken) (thxy/thxm)

- Bee (Transformers) (he/buzz/it)

- Medic (TF2) (he/him)

- Queen Elizabeth… (factive) (she/her)

uhhhh yeah 👍

🔵♾️: Was too nervous to put factives, but I figured I'd try to pitch in to the trend. It was kinda hard to pick only 9, cuz we're a VERY fictive-heavy system.

Sorry if this is sloppily made, it's very hot out rn and I don't care enough to clean it up rn 😭

I put our part in this, plus a template I found from a post on here (thank you to whoever added that, btw!)

But yeah, here ya go! Have fun, ig...!

Character in the bottom right is Tyger Salazar from the Arc of a Scythe series - he has no canon art :(

Tried to do this trend without repeating sources and while making the chart as incomprehensible as possible with who was included. Also, despite all seeming like fictives, one of these headmates is a factive. Try and guess who!

-Dorothea (yes I excluded myself lol)

we have soooo many fictives , i js did one character per source :']

These have a fair bit of information about us in-source, but I figure since a lot of people are going to be familiar with fictives/factives that aren't self-sourced (LOL) a little extra info was nice ^^

this is almost the entire roster of headmates for us, minus Roz (host), Daffodil and Vulpine (who are both semi-dormant and we don't know where they came from).

Anyway! Enjoy! (And yes, we drew these ourselves! I can't remember who drew which but a lot of us worked on our own ref sheets!)

-Morgan (she/her)

(sorry for babbling lol)

39 known transformers fictives with plenty in suspected hell (they make up like a grand majority of our collective of 70+ known headmates), I just included the ones that actively engage in front.

The Courier (who guys either by Courier, Six or just Wyv/Gun) is our main host so we just had to add them.

-- Prowl

Collect my fictives… - Jaiden (She/her)

Decided to draw myself (how i present in headspace) sorry if your retinas burned out ig

-🌒Moon

Top: Cassie (Animorphs), Rachel (Animorphs), Vivian (One Piece)

Middle: Deadpool, Death (Deadpool), Trafalgar Law (One Piece)

Bottom: Sanji (One Piece), Zoro (one piece), Franky (yooouu guessed it! It's One Piece!)

We highly suspect that we have a Marco and Tobias in here too, but that was so long ago, it's uncertain if they're introjects. They don't really identify as introjects of those characters, so they're not included.

We have one Factive of our maternal grandfather.

We only have three crewmates that aren't introjects, that we know of.

Make an assumption.

-Teshi (Law)

Top: Angel Dust (Hasbin Hotel), Double Trouble (She-Ra), Tulio (El Dorodo)

Middle: Steven Universe, Haruhi Fujioka (OHSHC), boy Pomni (TADC)

Bottom: Boy Hinata (Naruto), Honey Senpai (OHSHC), Gaspar Vladi (High School DxD)

Make your assumptions 😝

I get such vivid phantom limb sensations, and then I suddenly remember that I don't actually have that kind of body and reality comes crashing down on me. Just in my feelings about the fact that I can literally feel my body, yet, when I look down or in the mirror, it's something completely different.

Horns, pawpads, my tail... none of them will ever be physically real. I've considered trying gear, but the whole concept just kind of leaves me feeling like it'll just remind me of what I don't have and make me more upset. -Milky

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Saw a few folks doing this and thought it looked fun. Two are from novels, although their pictures *are* from official artwork. Another is from a podcast and has no official art to our knowledge.