Edit: Solved. I found a working tutorial series that is helpful and enough resources and tips
Is there a TUTORIAL OR ONLINE LESSON THAT CAN HELP ME OUT?
I am an absolute beginner.
I have tried this program multiple times and seemed to fuck it up multiple times.
I tried looking up blender PS2 character model tutorials online and stuff and every time I found one it was either too complex/not the style I wanted or someone telling me to make a reference sheet before working on my models (I can not draw and one look at my post history will make you understand the toxic relationship I have with art)
I do not understand topology and I feel like this is just as hard as any other program I've ever used.
I am incaoable of making anything and feel like I'm a charity case compared to all the people around me or in this sub.
I do not have the money to commission or buy paid courses and I just wanna make and rig and animate character models for my game.
I am probably to stupid to find something or figure this out on my own this out so I need your help.
where the fuck do I even begin? I don't wanna make photorealism, corporate looking 3D models or high poly models I'll never use in a game due to optimization.