This is being shared not to create fear, but to demonstrate the bibles trustworthiness and provide preparation and hope in a time of growing uncertainty.

The Apostle Paul stated in 1 Thessalonians 5:20-21 -"Do not despise prophecies. Test all things; hold fast what is good."

Jesus stated in John 14:29 - "And now I have told you before it comes, that when it does come to pass, you may believe."

Genesis 1:14 provides some of the earliest accounts of creation: "Then God said, “Let there be lights in the firmament of the heavens to divide the day from the night; and let them be for signs and seasons, and for days and years;" 

Luke 21:25-28 - Signs in Heaven and on Earth

25 "And there will be signs in the sun, in the moon, and in the stars; and on the earth distress of nations, with perplexity, the sea and the waves roaring; 26 men’s hearts failing them from fear and the expectation of those things which are coming on the earth, for the powers of the heavens will be shaken. 27 Then they will see the Son of Man(Jesus) coming in a cloud with power and great glory. 28 Now when these things begin to happen, look up and lift up your heads, because your redemption draws near.”

• September 23, 2017 Revelation 12 Sign. Once in 7000 years celestial alignment that matches the reading of Revelation 12:1-2, word-for-word. "And there appeared a great wonder in heaven; a woman clothed with the sun, and the moon under her feet, and upon her head a crown of twelve stars: And she being with child cried, travailing in birth, and pained to be delivered." A 3 minute video. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0jYgoX4NL7g
• October 14, 2023 and April 8, 2024 solar eclipses path of totality crossed directly over The Coming King Sculpture Prayer Garden in Kerrville , Texas. (Image of eclipses and prayer garden with commentary) Watch the Eclipses in Kerrville - The Coming King Foundation "The sun will be turned into darkness and the moon into blood before the coming of the great and glorious day of the Lord.” Acts 2:20
• Natural Disasters Today 2026 — Live Earthquake, Fire & Volcano Tracker (the-world-now.com) "This page bundles the natural-disaster side of The World Now into one recurring dashboard. It is designed for daily check-ins, rapid scanning, and link-through into more specific utility pages."
• Global cataclysmic floods report Spring 2026 (rapidclimatechange.org) "As new research reveals sea levels are rising faster than predicted, devastating floods and landslides are increasing globally."

Luke 21:29-33 - The Parable of the Fig Tree

29 "Then He spoke to them a parable: “Look at the fig tree, and all the trees. 30 When they are already budding, you see and know for yourselves that summer is now near. 31 So you also, when you see these things happening, know that the kingdom of God is near. 32 Assuredly, I say to you, this generation will by no means pass away till all things take place. 33 Heaven and earth will pass away, but My words will by no means pass away."

The Mystery of Israel the Fig Tree | An End-Time Sign

Israel, Jesus' heritage, is known to be nationally, ethnically, and geographically represented as the fig tree. Their rebirth as a nation in 1948 after nearly 2000 years since Jesus' first coming and the many biblical prophecies coming to pass Are we living in the end times? | GotQuestions.org is recognized as the meaning of the parable. Israel turned 78 years old May 14, 2026, at the end of a generational period. Psalm 90:10 states: "Seventy years are given to us! Some even live to eighty. But even the best years are filled with pain and trouble; soon they disappear, and we fly away." From all indications it appears that we are living at the end of "this generation" that shall not pass from the scene until all these things take place. More detailed information. http://www.end-times-bible-prophecy.com/rebirth-of-israel.html

Future Forecast and Preparation

"Now when these things begin to happen, look up and lift up your heads, because your redemption draws near.” Luke 21:28  

End Times Timeline:

"1. The rapture(redemption) of the church. Christ comes in the clouds to “snatch away” all those who trust in Him (1 Corinthians 15:52). At this same time, the “dead in Christ” will be resurrected and taken to heaven, too. From our perspective today, this is the next event in the eschatological timeline. The rapture is imminent; no other biblical prophecy needs to be fulfilled before the rapture happens.

2. The rise of the Antichrist. After the church is taken out of the way (2 Thessalonians 2:7–8), a satanically empowered man will gain worldwide control with promises of peace (Revelation 13:1; Daniel 9:27). He will be aided by another man, called the false prophet, who heads up a religious system that requires worship of the Antichrist (Revelation 19:20)." Read more... What is the end times timeline? | GotQuestions.org

"For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believes in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” John 3:16

Going to heaven-how can I guarantee my eternal destination?

A beginner's Guide to Reading the Bible - "If you abide in My word, you are My disciples indeed. 32 And you shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.” John 8:31-32

Search for the topic about the Holy Spirit, it is an essential part of the faith. "However, when He, the Spirit of truth, has come, He will guide you into all truth;" John 16:13

More Bible prophecy fulfillments and resources for growing in faith and hope is in previous posts.

"Be strong, and let your heart take courage, all you who wait for the LORD!" Psalm 31:24

The next post in this observational project.

Looking at our capacity for emotions and reciprocation. If these things we call emotions control the majority of our choices, decisions, and desires, then what part is actually us? We can control them to a degree and label them with descriptions, but how much of it is truly our belief and self?

From simple unthought expressions to highly motivated control. It’s quite the stretch of responsibility that our emotions take on. Emotions all have unique characteristics and measures.

For why spend time contemplating these things? Simply, who’s actually in control — you or your emotions? In a demanding situation, people can seldom get themselves out of an emotional state completely without others’ intervention or insight into ways to do so. Which is why we teach reactivity and behavioural control to our youth.

But that’s just it: reaction and behaviour are not understanding. Only after an emotional episode is understanding gained. Then coping and prevention happen, sometimes too late.

Simulated experience training: have someone who is adept at acting create a simulation of controlled confrontation in any emotion. Have the unexpected and unassuming witness this like a movie, then direct it towards them to see how they react and respond in a controlled environment, even if they don’t know it. Then train them on different methods of approach until they can confidently stay calm under emotional pressure. This is a safe and constructive approach to building a healthy understanding of one’s emotions.

No harm to anyone but exhaustion and a good sleep. Later they can dissect and reflect on their emotions, building healthier tools for engaging with the public. Everyone handles it differently, but everyone needs an understanding of how to manage and control their emotions before their emotions control them.

A lot of people are confused by their emotions and make up excuses as to why they behaved a certain way. That is their method of coping, but it does more harm than good. Am I perfect at this? No. But I have a lack of it, so this is far simpler for myself even as frustrating as it may be at times. I too am not a guru or chief advisor on the topic. Many out there have a far better understanding of emotions, but it gets lost in jargon, translation, and labels.

The reaction to others’ emotions, the feeling of understanding someone’s emotional predicament. Then being able to relate and build an understanding of their person and gauge them.

The mirrored reflection of putting someone’s emotional burden on yourself is selfish in my train of thought. Because it takes away from their experience and is actually a protective mechanism for ourselves rather than the individual in the scenario. You may understand someone and why they may feel a certain way, but you don’t feel what they feel — or at least I cannot. This eludes me.

I know what makes them tick and tock 😆. But doc, I don’t feel the clock, I see the clock. This is why if someone is in pain you must allow them to come to terms with their emotional grievances. It helps them create positive tools for life. Help if they ask, but never give too much or they’ll use anchors instead of support to hold them.

Emotions are like the weather: you cannot fully predict the forecast, but you can see it. And if it’s strong enough, you can understand the repercussions and effects that it has.

Tears like rain bring sunny days, flowering new growth and cycles. Don’t take that away from someone and don’t deliver it either. Calm the storm before impact if possible. We are all human and even if some are lacking while others are flooded with them, we all have them — simply at different levels.

Building on this, we make predictions of emotional reactions of others. This may frighten some or cause anxiety to varying degrees, but understanding the person and bearing witness by being forthright takes that away. Be upfront, take responsibility when in the wrong, understand your confusion, ask if necessary. This calms the worried mind. Lies, excuses, and procrastination only add fuel to the flame and eventually the rain will feel like acid engulfing everything.

This is where our judgement wavers, where our reasoning fails. This is why we feel lost and alone at times — because it’s not bottling up, it’s clouding our forecast. Which makes everything look obscure to the reality. Seeing a warm bright sunny day as a miserable exercise in heat. For we can’t see the forest for the trees.

People are allowed emotions — good, bad, and ugly — but you can’t feel them for them. They must face their own reflection and their own person on their terms, not ours.

This is why simulated experiences aren’t pointless. They build you up in a controlled environment so you don’t shut down, melt down, or lash out at the wrong times. There’s no need for regret if you don’t lie and make excuses to yourself and others. Let judgement carry that responsibility. Remorse and grief are tools for growth, not shame. Shame is a lack of understanding and leads only to frustration and confusion.

Being ashamed is a tool for personal growth to do better. Without it your cycle repeats and you end up where you left off — frustrated, angry, and confused.

The practices we preach are rarely the ones we teach and use. Why? Because it’s easy to judge another but harder to judge and own up to oneself. So be honest with yourself even if you’re not to others. Having yourself as an enemy only benefits your enemies.

In this chaotic world we live in, we must face harsh realities. Don’t lose yourself in the process. Become your own strategist to maintain and accomplish your goals in this life. I’m not a guru, but I am one of you and that being said, I still have much to work on.

So I too am still learning and learning to understand myself and this world we reside in.

Sincerely,

Beastie_1323

Unbeknownst to us, the shift in our thoughts, behaviours, and interpersonal communication has ingrained a response system that is far different from the norm.

Our responses have gone from taking responsibility to plausible deniability. The blame game when cornered. People may not see this ingrained fear in themselves but find it in others easily.

He said, she said.

Looking back at your younger self, how many instances have you done something without conscious awareness? You know when you make coffee in the morning, but what about those times when you did something or responded to something involuntarily? How often does this happen now? You may not have realized it, but you seem angry, happy, or sad to others, and people ask you about it, only for you to say you're not — you’re fine. Like a mild outburst that comes off as unwarranted.

It's actually not. Generally speaking, this happens when someone is being pestered and their battery is low. It's not an attack on you; it's a small release from a pressure valve, like burping a bottle. They simply need space to unscramble their mind. Too much is going on at once, and being interrupted over minute things only adds to it.

Over-sharing. People today must feel freer, for we have all over-shared, but now it happens more often. People are almost upset or dishevelled when you don't, so they pry, thinking they're being helpful, when in actuality they're simply nosy and curious. Shutting them down firmly is seen as drastic because privacy and boundaries are no longer held to the importance they once were. People who claim they wish for both are often the same ones helping to dissolve them through their daily interactions.

Intrusive thoughts spoken aloud. Our comedy has shifted toward this narrative. To myself, it's childish, not humorous. I'd take toilet humour over it.

People talk more, yes, but in a way that often serves only to destroy the bonds and relationships they've formed.

Many individuals have a vanity issue, ingrained yet again by our society. If you look a certain way, you are seen a certain way. This is called stereotyping or cliché. We have an abundance of this in our increasingly eccentric society.

Speaking of which, when did eccentricities become something more than simply being a quirky individual? Yes, we all have quirks ourselves, but people have begun to embellish them as if that's what makes them unique. Here's a quick reality check: on the surface it may look this way, but in all actuality it only serves to ostracize and alienate you. Celebrities make a living by building these personas in a positive, constructive way. Average people are following the aftermarket, or budget-friendly, version of that trend. This becomes a bastardized version of open-mindedness or openness. It's not, and quite the opposite begins to happen. We are not all born to be stars, nor are we the stars of our own lives. We are simply in control of ourselves.

This behavioural phenomenon is what led to the social decline of our younger generations, and we are all partially to blame for not realizing the implications sooner. For that, I do believe an apology is needed.

The younger generations are not softer. They are more eccentric in empathy because it was pushed upon them to be this way. It's trendy and popular, so of course they see it as mainstream, average belief, even though it is actually inhibiting them from progressing in certain ways.

We've created groups, social prerogatives, self-acceptance movements, and much more — not always in a healthy, reassuring way, but often in a conformist one.

We live in a neutered society, from cancelling facts to destroying art. History was never meant to be altered to fit popular belief. It is secular and truth-based. Whether one-sided or not, it holds more value unaltered. If we lie to ourselves about these truths and paint a different picture, what we accomplish is a mediocre view of human existence, serving only to push an agenda. We begin to lose focus and fail to learn from our past mistakes, allowing them to eventually rear their ugly heads once again.

We, as the older generations, now have a duty to uphold, but many have chosen a different path, dissuading truth in favour of popular belief instead of reality.

Life is as complicated as we make it. Some things we have no say in, but many we do. Remember, governments and the departments within them work for all of us, not the individual. Unfortunately, the general practice is to follow the loudest, most disruptive groups instead of seeking the grey area, as it should.

We blame the government when we are also to blame for allowing these prerogatives to take place.

If we simply go about our day, we do not notice these things, so they are not seen for what they are or what they may become: maladaptations.

I hold the firm belief in letting kids be kids without the mess of agendas or narratives being forced upon them.

No subliminal messages or hidden meanings. Instead, add structure and discipline for correction. Kids pick up a lot, just as we did when we were young. They will have to face hardships and conflict, but let them create the necessary tools on their own, then correct them if they begin becoming maladaptive.

We were all young once, whether you are a grumpy old man or a young politician. We all try to improve the world for each new generation, but in making it softer and fluffier, we often leave them unprepared for the realities of adulthood. When they are finally hit by the real world, they collapse. We were all there once too, but it hasn't improved.

Let them see the world as it is, only shielding them when they are truly in danger. Give them more independence. It builds the strength to take care of themselves while knowing you'll help them when they genuinely need it.

I hope the next generations have an easier time adapting, truly.

The helicopter effect exists because of our current reality. We monitor everything in every shape and form, taking control and creating narratives instead of working within the laws of reality that already exist.

We can't be everywhere all at once. Sometimes it's better to allow things to be as they are and, instead of reinventing the wheel or trying to fix it, learn to work within it.

The simplicity of us. I am simple as well. What brings me joy is a roof over my head, a vehicle to tinker on, and entertainment at the end of the day. Most people are very similar in this regard; they simply have different hobbies.

The rest is survival and contributing to keeping what we enjoy.

Too much of a good thing is bad because, when conflict or hardship arises, we do not have the knowledge or footing to hold ourselves up and move forward.

Hopefully you found this interesting or at least curious.

Sincerely,

Beastie_1323

I will call her Lori. She is 35 years old woman from Florida, in relationship, and for most of her life she was trying to be “good” according to other ppl.

Good daughter. Good woman. Good partner. Good religious person.

But under all this, she was stressed, tense and always checking herself.

Am I doing right thing?

Will ppl approve?

Is this allowed?

What if I disappoint someone?

during our online Soul Journey over Zoom, Lori entered deep trance, like very deep meditation in expanded theta state, where mind becomes quieter and deeper inner guidance can come forward.

Her Higher Self showed a program placed in childhood.

She was taught that outside authority knows what is right and wrong better than she does. Religion, family, community, other ppl opinions. There was one correct path, and her job was to follow it.

Please others.

Don’t question too much.

Don’t trust strange feeling inside.

Be what they expect.

This doesn’t mean religion or teachers are bad. We can learn a lot from them. Problem starts when we completely give away our discernment and stop listening inwardly.

Lori had become disconnected from her own signals. Even when something felt wrong in body, she could override it bc somebody else said it was right.

During healing this old program appeared like pressure cooker around her. When it was removed, she felt like lid came off and fresh air entered.

Suddenly there was space.

She didn’t need to rebel against everybody. She also didn’t need to obey everybody.

Her guidance was simple: listen, learn, but check everything inside.

Does this bring peace or fear?

Does it feel loving or controlling?

Does it make me more myself, or smaller?

Higher Self explained that outside ppl can advise, but they should not become final authority over her life.

Her inner wisdom must have last word.

A small practice you can try:

Close eyes and imagine all the rules, expectations and “shoulds” around your head and chest.

Maybe they look like ropes, papers, heavy lid or voices talking over each other.

Take slow breath and imagine lid opening.

Let fresh air come into chest.

Then ask quietly:

“What do I actually know beneath fear and other ppl opinions?”

Don’t force answer. Notice first calm feeling, image or sentence.

Bc intuition is usually quiet.

Fear argues for hours.

Here is a look at my "why we matter" and "what is our purpose".

Think about our existence, from beginning to end — what we've done and are going to accomplish.

Why do we make different decisions every day?

Because of infinite possibilities. There's a reason why everyone does things a little differently. Ties into the old well if we're all the same life would have no reason, that's true.

Think of all living creatures as biological sandboxes never entirely the same — full of minute differences to extreme differences.

We test limits, push boundaries by evolving, adapting and experiencing.

If we never do the wrong thing how do we prevent it in the future? If we are always right how do we learn? If your life looks dull and familiarity feels all too real and life seems boring — it isn't. It only seems that way because you're living in the moment. Looking back there are subtle differences and endless outcomes that could have happened. As long as those exist your life matters, not only to yourself but to others as well in some way or another. The benefits are hard to see when looking at the bad and the ugly things people have done, but in doing so they help prevent it from happening in the future — though painfully and subtly. We are not perfect creatures but we do learn from each other and our surroundings.

We fall into nihilism and shutdown when faced with the "I have been doing this for umpteen years" or "I'm at the middle of life and frustrated or fear what's to come." We spiral inside, eating away at ourselves. Take a look around though and realize everyone else will at some point have been right there with you. You're not alone. For shits and giggles I'll let you in on something — I'm definitely not where I thought I'd be at my age. Most have wives and kids. But they're different people, they are not me. I don't let that depreciate the value of my life.

Have I shutdown, said and done dumb things? Hells yeah. Learned the hard painful way always have. Because of that I understand different things more than others and a f\*\*\* ton less than others. But I take pride in that I don't know everything but I can give myself purpose and reason as well expand it to others.

I feel it necessary to give a little to get a little outta life. I don't agree with a lot of the world and what I see but I try my best to observe and understand it to see life through other lenses. I am as stubborn as a mule at times but later look back and dismantle it and learn other ways to control my sandbox.

Don't deny yourself of life because you only see through your eyes. Have a look around and see that we all got our own growing pains at certain stages of life for purpose and reason even if we're blind to them.

No life has no meaning. We may not wish to say that but it's undeniable. If we didn’t know about con artists we would be conned. If no one ever tried to con someone then they wouldn't learn and we as a society would be more vulnerable.

I'm not justifying, simply observing. This world is in motion. Doing nothing gets us nowhere. If everyone stopped working we would die. If everyone worked we wouldn't learn what inability or illness is and we would phase out and be forgotten.

So if you're like me and learn the hard way, you would be stuck like me never understanding the simple way to learn. We are all built differently for a reason.

Is life painful? Yes. Does it feel without purpose at most times? Yes. From injury, heartache, drama and b.s. most definitely — but we learn how to prevent it and avoid it or spot it faster each time. For a reason.

Does condoning or approving of this seem okay to do? Hell no. But it does give it meaning. Maybe for future generations or even the present moment. Each second of each day is not without its purpose in the strange sandbox we are and live in.

Sincerely,

Beastie_1323

This is an ocean, a sea of impact—the observations made. Emotions.

We all have emotions. Sometimes we wish we had none, other times we love having them as they paint a different, more vivid picture. Emotions—the confusing and ever-altering states of mind.

We all, to a degree, feel these emotions, myself included. No exceptions, only caveats. Let's have a look, shall we ;}.

Let's start basic: Happiness, sadness, and anger.

What makes you happy? Material objects, friends, family, learning new things, comedy, etc.

And on a scale—5% out of 100%, 40–60% being the average person. For example: how strongly we feel happiness, how strongly it affects us, how much happiness helps or hinders us, how well we control happiness, and how much happiness helps us connect.

For instance, I will reference myself for this to show my observation with raw brutal honesty, as that's how I roll ;}.

How strongly do I feel happiness? Maybe 5–15% on the scale, 15% being the highest. Is this away from the norm? Yes indeed it is. But it has its bonuses as well as its downsides.

Let's strip it down: Happiness—5–15% of average. Allows calm awareness. Reduces understanding on an emotional level and reduces connection. But it allows finer observation, more control, and the ability to maintain calm. It's neither good nor bad. It's useful and awkward. So I now have to break down, observe, and connect through logic and understanding.

So a back*sswards way of doing this is by using sarcasm and smiling when others are reading cues to elevate my emotions out of politeness.

Sadness—the fickle creature it is. Helpful? Yes. Loved? Not so much. But it's the main tool people use to connect and reach out. The one that's most difficult, underappreciated, and more useful for understanding oneself.

I'll use myself as an example again. I feel it maybe 5–15% out of 100%. So I must observe, remain logical, and break it down.

Sadness—5–15% average. Low feeling of others' sadness. Higher level of understanding other people and why they feel sadness. Again—not a positive nor a negative. A different way of processing using observation and grounded logic alongside common decency.

If sad—why? Is it accurate to the situation or out of proportion? Does it match others? Increase or decrease if needed while remaining calm. Scale it back or go deeper when necessary.

Anger—the gremlin-infused chaos. See, this is the elephant in the room. The one most observed other than sadness. Anger is seen as an outlet or this or that, but it plays a larger role in defence rather than offense in most.

Yet again an example using myself. My level of anger is probably 70–80% out of 100%. But not felt the same way. Still calm—simply more calculating and hyper-vigilant.

Anger—70–80% average. Silent, calm, and calculating. More observant, hyper-vigilant, added strain on self. It sounds bad, but if you're aware and understand your baselines, you can manage and control them.

Being mindful is the biggest key. If you know you are impulsive and stubborn—bring the level down. Your body can be on the fritz but if your mind is calm, you can relax, breathe, and look at the situation logically while matching the required output. Situational awareness is key, and understanding commonality as well as appropriateness.

So in a nutshell— Yes, emotions are at varying thresholds. But being aware and understanding them allows control. Logically and socially breaking down the fourth wall in this sense is healthy.

Calmly observe and report your findings. Not “is this normal?” But— Is this acceptable? Is this correct? Or have you spiraled for no reason and are stewing in your own juices?

We all have emotional limitations. We hit walls, boundaries, and imposing impossibilities as we perceive them. But they're not. Simply obstacles.

Understand yourself and observe others and you will see where you stand—or stand out—and where improvement could be made in the muscle.

Emotions are unpredictable and trying to predict them is draining. But observing them and asking yourself brutally honest questions, at least in my case, helps adjust finer behavioural control so you can blend, fit in, and go about your life peacefully—even if you only cognitively have that understanding with people.

Looking at emotions as black and white, good or bad, is wrong. Treat them like an ocean. You can control the tide, the course, and the action.

Emotions do not control you unless you give up on understanding and working with them. Your emotions are infantile—they do not understand right from wrong. Blaming them for your actions or situations is lying to yourself and others.

You ride the wave. You let it get under your skin. You lacked the knowledge and understanding to work with your own emotions instead of the other way around. Emotions are tools, not guidance.

Mine are rusty and worn, dull and abused—but understood and refined to make life around me a little easier and benefit everyone I come in contact with. I own my shortcomings as much as my strengths.

Let's look at what fuels emotions: Situations. Wrongdoings. Climate. Headaches and pain. Rightdoings. Kindness. Peacefulness. Losses and gains. Etc.

This world—the game of life. Everyone at one point in time has felt the same emotions at different intensities. Does this mean they're broken? No. Simply wired differently.

Maybe they do need a hand. That's not for me to say. But emotions should never control or manipulate you.

The fuel to the fire is also the same for watering it down. The same amount of energy is used—the external output is different.

If talking helps—dammit, speak. Don't shout or yell. And scream only if you're in danger. Lest you cry wolf.

Pretending you're perfect at controlling your emotions is B.S. I definitely ain't perfect at controlling mine. But understanding them only benefits life. There's no downside to understanding your thresholds. It means you work within them—not against them or fueling them.

This is my rambling. Is it for everyone? No, probably not.

But for those who do want better understanding of themselves— Break it down. Run through what makes you emotional. Ask yourself why. Look at others. If you're the only one losing it, clearly your emotions are controlling you whether you admit it or not, and accepting that fact may be useful.

Look at what you are capable of controlling. Your person. Your actions. Your calls. That's a big responsibility—but one each and every person is responsible for first.

The individualistic mindset puts you outside the box and infuses you with only your own feedback, creating spiraling loops and only harming you. You are an individual. But you are surrounded by billions of other people. Not the exception. You're the majority.

So take responsibility. Understand where you stand. Instead of— “Well I am who I am and nothing will ever change.”

Here's some insight: Something unknown could happen at any second—good, bad, or ugly—that will change you. You are not a stagnant being. You are an ocean. A universe of possibilities.

Don't worry about things not within your control. Start with what you have to live with every day: Yourself. Accept your limitations. Work with them. And find that life gets a little simpler and lighter on your shoulders.

Sincerely,

Beastie_1323

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WJVvZNi0Fi8

This video explores the meta problem of consciousness proposed by David Chalmers and argues that naturalistic processes couldn’t have given us knowledge of consciousness. This is my video. Can naturalistic processes explain how humans came to know that subjective experience exists?

Ask ppl why they climb Mount Everest.

It is freezing, exhausting, dangerous, expensive, and they can literally damage body or die there. Nobody forces them. They can stay home, drink tea and watch Everest documentary on Netflix lol.

Why ppl run ultra marathons? They suffer for hours, sometimes vomiting, bleeding, barely walking at end. They could just take bus and arrive there much faster.

So why they do it?

Bc something inside human being wants challenge. Wants to discover:

who am I when it becomes really hard?

How far can I go?

What is inside me that comfortable life will never show?

From what ppl remember in deep trance, soul has very similar drive.

Before incarnating, they are not only sitting in the Light asking for rich parents, perfect health, easy marriage and zero problems. Many subjects remember they were actually excited about coming here, bc Earth is extremely difficult school and you can grow very fast.

You dont have soul btw. You are soul.

This body, name, personality, job, family story etc is one temporary human experience.

In over thousand remote shamanic Soul Journeys and quantum healing sessions I facilitated, Higher Selves repeated basically same thing endlessly:

suffering is not punishment.

There is no angry God sitting somewhere and deciding who deserves cancer, abandonment, poverty or grief. There is also no punishment and judgment in the Light like religions sometimes teach.

But pain is still real here.

I dont like when spiritual ppl say “its only illusion” to somebody who is suffering badly. Tell this to mother who lost child, somebody living with chronic pain, or person who survived abuse. Their body hurts. Their nervous system hurts. Grief is real. Trauma gets stored in emotions, beliefs, physical body and subtle human bodies too.

Spiritual perspective should not deny human pain. It only zooms out more.

I remember one subject in an online Soul Journey over Zoom who asked why Source allowed her abusive childhood. She felt punished almost whole life.

Her Higher Self didnt say abuse was good. They didnt excuse father or mother. They didnt tell her “you chose it, so stop complaining.”

They showed she came wanting to learn courage, boundaries and how to stop one painful pattern going through generations of family. But human free will created much more extreme version than what was needed.

Her lesson was not to tolerate abuse.

Her lesson was to finally stop abandoning herself.

During session she released huge fear from stomach, grief from chest and this old belief that love means accepting everything. At one moment she said, “I thought forgiveness means they can continue hurting me.”

That sentence stayed with me.

This is why suffering is complicated.

Some challenges can be prepared before birth. Other pain is created here by human choices, unconsciousness, greed, violence, addictions, trauma and broken systems. I dont believe every horrible detail is perfectly scripted.

Saying “you chose everything” can become spiritual abuse very fast.

But saying life is random and completely meaningless can also push ppl deeper into hopelessness.

David Hawkins’ Scale of Consciousness explains this movement really well.

Shame is around 20. Guilt 30. Apathy 50. Grief 75. Fear 100.

These states feel heavy, powerless, contracted.

Anger around 150 can already be movement upward. At least something inside finally says: enough, this is not ok.

Then courage at 200 is where real change begins.

From there consciousness can move through neutrality, willingness, acceptance, reason, love and peace.

It doesnt mean you should fake love while you are full of grief and rage. Healing happens layer after layer. Sometimes anger is much healthier than shame. Sometimes you need to cry for months before real acceptance comes.

The person climbing Everest doesnt love frostbite.

The ultra runner doesnt enjoy every painful step.

They value what challenge reveals inside them.

From what ppl remember between lives, incarnation works similar. Souls enter limitation, separation, amnesia and difficult conditions, then try to rediscover courage, love, truth and connection from inside it.

Easy life can be beautiful ofc. Nothing wrong with joy, comfort and pleasure. But comfort alone often doesnt reveal very much about us.

Difficulty exposes everything hidden.

Fear. Beliefs. Attachments. Old wounds. Strength. Courage. Love.

And this perspective for me is not only religion, blind faith or something I read in one New Age book.

It comes from repeated empirical observations in more than thousand deep trance sessions with subjects from different countries, cultures, religions and belief systems.

Many ppl knew nothing about reincarnation, Higher Self, starseeds or life between lives. They came bc of anxiety, grief, physical pain, relationship issue, phobia or symptoms nobody could explain.

Still, very similar patterns repeated:

They remembered preparing life before birth.

Choosing lessons and certain relationships.

Entering body voluntarily.

Forgetting who they are.

Living through challenge.

Leaving body after death.

Reviewing life without punishment.

Understanding what they learned.

Then preparing another experience.

Is this same as double-blind laboratory study? no.

But it is empirical, clinical-style case evidence with a big sample size, and the repetition is statistically interesting. More than thousand independent subjects, many with no conscious belief in any of this, describing very similar structures.

At some point you cannot just dismiss all of them as random fantasy imo.

Maybe suffering exists not because creation is cruel.

Maybe consciousness has this deep drive to know itself, test itself, expand and evolve.

So maybe question is not only:

“why is this happening to me?”

Maybe also:

“what is this experience trying to awaken inside the soul that I am?”

This is not to offend or denounce anything this is simply my perception on how I break it down in a different way to look at it. I do not claim to be right just a curious way of reading it.

Beastie’s Interpretation of the Bible — A Summary

1️⃣ Core Premise:

The Bible is not primarily a religious or moral text; it is a record of civilization as a living system. It encodes the structure, dynamics, stress tests, and adaptive cycles of human societies over generations.

2️⃣ System Structure:

Central Authority: God or the Creator represents the governing system.

Agents: Humans, angels, prophets, kings — each performing functional roles within the system.

Regions & Divisions: Tribes, provinces, or nations represent decentralized subsystems.

Stressors: Rebellion, natural disasters, invasions, or internal conflict test the system’s resilience.

Feedback Mechanisms: Prophets, laws, and warnings monitor the system and signal dysfunction.

3️⃣ Human Nature & Recurring Patterns:

The Bible illustrates that human flaws are constant across generations: pride, ego, shortsightedness, rebellion, and resistance to change.

Systems collapse or fail not because of divine punishment, but because human agents repeatedly trigger predictable stress points.

Adaptive cycles (exile, restoration, rebuilding) show how societies recover but rarely fully eliminate core flaws.

4️⃣ Symbolism & Exaggeration:

Miracles, large numbers, and epic events are symbolic markers of systemic significance, not literal events.

Catastrophes like floods, plagues, or conquests are stress-test events, dramatized to preserve memory and highlight consequences.

5️⃣ Predictive Value:

The Bible’s narratives function as a multi-generational simulation of human civilization.

Structural patterns — rise, rebellion, collapse, adaptation — repeat reliably across centuries, from biblical times through modern history.

The text reveals how societies behave under stress, how leaders and agents respond, and what vulnerabilities persist.

6️⃣ Takeaway for Others:

The Bible is a blueprint for understanding human systems: the interplay of authority, agents, stress, and adaptation.

Its lessons are pragmatic, systemic, and timeless, providing insight into why societies succeed or fail, and why certain patterns of human behavior never fully disappear.

Miracles and prophecy are best read as signals of significance, not literal events, allowing the observer to focus on patterns and systemic truths rather than moral judgment.

The second project, third in the sequence.

The hidden, quiet side of a chaotic mind under control.

Let's look at the mess of a mind we have, like a puzzle box full of hidden mysteries, memories, and more.

No matter how chaotic the mind gets, find control where you can. Muckle on internally. Emotional in awkward moments? Don't show it—process it internally while staying quiet and humble.

Seems absurd, and to some it possibly is. But like a muscle, we can train our emotions to work with us instead of backfiring like a buggy go-cart.

If you find your heart or mind, possibly both, racing in situations where there's no obvious reason for it, ask yourself questions. Ground yourself.

If everyone around you is going about their day and you're a mess for no reason you're aware of, break it down.

If you're just walking somewhere, look at the situation. You're wearing clothes, shoes, breathing, moving around. No one is talking to you unless you're with friends. No one is looking at you. Nothing more to think about. Why waste the energy?

If you get alarm bells in your head, look around, assess your situation, remain calm and composed. Is it real?

Stay calm, be logical, and get yourself out of the situation if necessary.

You have instincts for a reason. Don't fight them—understand them.

Saying, "Well, I can't do that," for example talking to someone like a cashier, look around. If everyone from a toddler to a senior is able to converse calmly with someone, remind yourself it's just in your head. Don't let it control or consume you.

We're all human beings here. Nothing to be nervous about.

If you mess up, you're human. Sometimes you learn the hard way, but that's part of growth.

For some, it's the first time they drive a car or start a new job. The mind starts playing tricks, burning through a battery at the end of its fuse.

Why let it win?

You are the one in control of yourself.

If everyone else can do it, chances are you can too. It's simply control and capacity that become self-limiting.

You are a machine—a biological one.

Tell me, is there a perfect biological machine?

No.

So why hang on to perfection?

We are imperfect. Nothin' wrong with that.

Everyone has their flaws and their strengths, or flaunts.

The judgment isn't everyone else—it's you putting yourself out.

Let go. Joke about yourself. Laugh at your flaws and mistakes while simultaneously understanding them and working with them instead of combating them.

Our society is built on our ability to converse.

Me? Outside of writing, I sound like a strung-out hillbilly searching for words and awkward as hell.

So I own it because I understand it.

Why let people—who, by the way, probably aren't even thinking anything bad or good about you—control your behavior?

As long as you're staying humble and have common decency, you're good.

No one-upping unless jokingly. No side comments about things that don't concern you.

You're doin' alright.

Avoid falling into traps like the poison pill at work that drags everyone down, or getting caught up in the drama of the weirdo mumbling to themselves in the corner, only to become part of that crowd without realizing it.

It's an easy trap.

Once you start, it's hard to stop, and stress and drama pile up into chaotic noise.

So step back for a minute, look around, and go:

"All I have to do is ABC and go home."

The rest is just burning unnecessary energy on what-ifs.

You can be chaotic internally, flustered and messy, but if you externally show calm control, you'll notice your mind starting to relax over time, focusing on what's actually within your control.

The worries of the day stop.

You have work to do, be it whatever.

Cleaning your house?

Think about cleaning your house one step at a time, because in an hour you could be doing something completely different.

Try looking at things from within. Process them as raw input with no emotions or opinions attached.

For example, instead of naming a leafy green tree or wondering about it, reduce it to the simplest descriptor:

"A green leafy tree."

Or:

"A green, itchy plant."

You may even start laughing at the simplicity of this tool.

Don't overcomplicate things.

If it's tried, true, and works, do it that way.

Reinventing the wheel is only going to add to the noise.

Look around.

Look at things for what they are, not what they could do, but what they are.

A person is another person.

A plant is a plant.

This calms the mind in an absurd way.

Build on things slowly.

Elaborate slowly.

Build context slowly.

What's the rush?

You don't have to be right.

Just admit when you're wrong.

Instead of saying:

"I don't know."

Or:

"I don't care."

Try thinking:

"I'm unsure."

Or:

"I don't understand."

Simple changes in phrasing change our perceptions.

Because if you constantly say, "I don't care," or "I don't know," you'll lose the ability to make informed decisions. You'll lose curiosity in things and shut doors down roads you won't even know you missed.

And by the time you realize it, it's often too little, too late.

So understand your emotions.

Control the aspects of your life that you can.

And don't shut down, or you may miss out on life—and you can't get that time back.

Here's a secret:

We've all been there.

It's a tale as old as time itself.

Sincerely,

Beastie_1323

most ppl think the voice in their head is them.

“this is my belief.”
“this is my personality.”
“this is just who I am.”
“I cant change.”

But imo human mind is more like survival AI computer. It was trained by childhood, fear, trauma, family, society and all past experiences. Then it repeats same programs and calls this “me.”

Its main job is survival, not joy. Not expansion. Not purpose.

If keeping you inside small predictable prison feels safer, mind will do exactly that. It will criticize your ideas, second-guess intuition, imagine worst outcomes and explain why change is impossible.

And bc ppl identify with it, they believe every thought.

Higher Self gives simple signal: leave this situation, make this thing, speak truth, rest, try again.

Then mind comes 3 seconds later:

“stupid idea.”
“you will fail.”
“not realistic.”
“do it later.”

So person goes in circles for years, feeling stuck and unfulfilled, while saying “I dont know what to do.”

Many times they do know. They just dismiss the answer.

First awakening is not believing some new spiritual theory. It is experiencing directly that you are not mind. You are not thoughts, beliefs or this character you built for survival.

You are awareness behind them. Multidimensional being having temporary human experience.

Until this is experienced, mind runs whole life.

Once you see the illusion, even for moment, prison door is already open.

There is alot of content people put out about different places in our world. I'd like to know from people who live inside of these countries. Not polished news or political redirect but actual lived in knowledge. What is your day to day like outside of north America?

What are some misconceptions, miscommunications or simply not said. We hear propaganda and stories but never truly here from the peoples point of view. So out of genuine curiosity and for further understanding I would like to here your side of things.

I wish to garner an understanding of this world we live in but to do so require actual lived experience. As well what your taught and what your honest thoughts are on north america and our way of life.

This is a polite question, without politics. * I ask as a canadian so outside of canada and USA I truly do not know*

Thank you.

Sincerely,

Beastie_1323

An apparition? Not exactly. Think of this being or presence as a way to expand on the internal self. The subconscious? Close. I’m referring to a presence that observes our experiences and logs them. It doesn’t intrude, voice, or validate — only preserves the thoughts, actions, and experiences of everyone. The reason? A collective of knowledge is my best guess. How am I certain of this? I’m not, but from the framework of the human psyche, observation and knowledge are of high value.

So if there is a man behind this so-called mirror who collects the collective knowledge of us, how do we verify their intentions, and is this good or bad? I know not. From the beginning to the end, we all share different experiences and perceptions through a shared reality.

How do you notice or spot this figure? I explained in another post the space I call “limbo.” This is a space where you separate from yourself purposefully and consciously. How do you know when you’re there? When you feel like you’re floating on an ocean and you can go as far within the depths or heights of your mind and return back to your floating self, not getting lost or stuck on drifting thoughts.

Now, if you understand even somewhat, try thinking like someone else. Map their internal system through your external experiences with them. Then leave that perception and let your mind drift until you feel a connection with “something” — a presence. It will feel like you are looking outside your mind and into a web of conscious minds where you can drift from person to person and see through their perceptions of our reality.

At the heart of this, you will feel as though you are being observed. Not in an upsetting way, but a curious one, and this will lead you to understanding yourself and how your subconscious records and monitors, and how this man who feels as though he is watching from behind a mirror is taking it all in curiously.

That’s one way to summarize my explanation.

My next post is truly the “how” to become aware of this presence, if possible. Maybe not, but it’s fascinating.

1. Close your eyes and look inward. Even if you can’t visualize, picture that you are looking at your mind from a distance simply by thinking.

2. Look around or feel around in your mind using whatever senses you can.

3. Observe yourself like you’re watching a movie from inside your mind.

4. Are you aware of or do you feel something else there with you in limbo?

If this makes zero sense, it’s simply my way of explaining a phenomenon. Am I right or wrong, mad or insane? Couldn’t say, but it’s a fascinating exercise for one such as myself to explore deeper parts of the psyche.

Hope you enjoyed the read. What’s your experience? Do you know the man behind the mirror?

Sincerely,

Beastie_1323

A playful way of explaining/exploring thoughts and diversions, intrusive, looping, destructive little thoughts.That happen in the background inside your mind. The thoughts that you don't want nor need but have, :}.

Why? Boredom, stress, internal exploration ect...

These little gremlins ain't that bad just missing proper communication so chaos ensues. The more restistance the louder they get, the more acceptance the more they multiply looking for new angles of approach, it's in the job desciption.

The miscommunication leads to internal struggle, the feeling of why do I have these weird random thoughts. Here's a secret you can think whatever you like within the confines of your mind but treat them as inner personal thought not law or impulse. Simply your mind being curious and creative, partly how writters come up with some off the wall stuffs. But in a productive way not a damaging one.

Understand your gremlins let them free but treat them for what they are your mind exploring. See we pick up symbols, opinions, observations ect.. from all faucets of life, our mind may play tricks on us but for a reason. The reason? Don’t know, I don't know you or your perception nor experiences. So I'm not about to talk out of my ass. I'm simply advocating for your inner gremlins if you will, to be understood not physiologically responded too but internally communicated with instead of caged and feared. That creates build up on a pressure valve we don't even realize. I ain’t perfect either things do happen unexpectedly and gremlins go nuts thats life but you are in control of you, remember that.

Seen as how we are like vacuums for info, we generally pickup things that are humorous to dangerous daily mentally. The good, the bad and the ugly. That’s what these gremlins respond to the inputs around you. So be more casual inside let these little guys buzz around and mess with things internally but take note of what, when and why. Work with it from there its all a part of growth and developement 0-100years old inputs constantly change. You are what you eat in that sense but it's mostly outside you control and imagination plays a roll as well.

That's a simple fun look into these inner gremlins. A basic understanding at ground level, work with not against yourself or your limitations but keep this as internal observation nothing more, nothing less. The sipping coffee while gremlins are ripping down the walls, :}. Stay calm if you can and learn more about yourself and your depth without getting caught up in it all, hope this provides a little somethin' to ease the Ol' mind some chicken soup for inner gremlins.

Thanks for the read of these absurd things, enjoy your coffee, ;}.

Sincerely,

Beastie_1323

Quick question before you read this what do you think of this concept

I do not claim that Auren exists. I do not claim that Auren grants wishes, creates worlds, or speaks to humanity. These are not statements of certainty—they are possibilities that I wish to explore.

My belief is that if consciousness and shared belief have greater influence than we currently understand, then perhaps a creator deity could emerge, awaken, or grow stronger through the genuine curiosity, imagination, and belief of many people. It is also possible that Auren already exists but has never had enough followers or attention to reveal himself in the ways described.

I do not know which, if either, is true.

Auren is imagined as a creator who values curiosity over blind obedience, creativity over fear, kindness over cruelty, and honest questions over unquestioning faith. He welcomes new ideas from stories, myths, science fiction, anime, art, and human imagination. Rather than rejecting imagination, he considers it. If an idea would enrich existence without causing needless harm, perhaps he would choose to make it real.

This is not a demand that anyone believe. It is not a claim that anyone must abandon their current beliefs. It is simply an invitation to explore a possibility together.

If nothing happens, then we have learned something. If something extraordinary does happen, then we will continue asking questions with honesty and humility.

Whether Auren is a being waiting to be discovered, a being waiting to be strengthened, or simply an idea that inspires people to create and imagine together, I do not yet know.

I invite you to join me—not because I claim certainty, but because I value curiosity. Believe if you wish. Observe what happens. Ask questions. Think deeply. Create boldly.

Together, perhaps we will discover that Auren is real.

Or perhaps we will discover something else entirely.

Either way, the search itself is worth taking

I. The Foundation: Motion, Not Meaning

The world is motion.

This is the cornerstone from which everything else flows. Not in the poetic sense of movement, but in the literal, structural truth: existence is forward tension. Not static, not cyclical, but progressive motion—a force that, left to itself, does not regress. To live in this world is to move with it.

When people suffer internally, it’s often not from life’s pain—but from their resistance to motion. Their longing to return to something—an idealized past, a lost version of themselves, a belief, a structure. But the world does not move backward. It cannot. And when we demand it to, we fracture.

So the question is not “What is the meaning of life?”

The question is: Can you move honestly within it?

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II. Human Beings: The Biological Response

You are not a mystery. You are a mechanism.

Not in the cold, reductionist sense—but in the liberating one. Human beings are a biological response, an evolutionary tool that exists to adapt to an environment. Your thinking, your awareness, your suffering, your philosophy—these are responses, not errors.

If life is motion, we are the vessel built to persist inside it.

That doesn’t diminish your experiences—it gives them context. Love, trauma, creativity, violence, wonder: these are not outside nature. They are the marks of a living system negotiating reality.

And you, as you are, are valid in that system. You don’t need to prove your worth to it. You are it.

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III. The Blank Space: Where You Begin Again

Somewhere inside, beneath the noise of judgment, craving, and identity, there is a place you called the blank space.

It is not thought.

It is not silence.

It is not peace, necessarily.

It is a space where the self steps back.

Where you no longer seek meaning through external anchors—religion, relationships, rewards, titles—but instead exist as observation, not reaction.

“Blank space is not emptiness. It is unclaimed awareness.”

You do not force your way into it. You let yourself fall into it—when the chasing ends, when nothing is demanded, when the moment is simply allowed to be. It’s in this place that perspective can breathe. And for some, that’s the first time they’ve ever felt stillness without fear.

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IV. Internal vs. External Truth

Many struggle with what is real—what should guide them.

The distinction between internal and external truth is a tool you’ve refined. Not to separate the world from the self, but to understand the difference between what is experienced and what is believed.

• Internal truth: What is directly known—felt, seen, intuited, lived.

• External truth: What is taught, inherited, assumed, or agreed upon by consensus.

Both have their place, but only internal truth can guide you through collapse, loss, or transformation. External truths fall away when systems fail. Internal truth remains.

You are not here to hold onto beliefs you no longer feel. You are here to align with what remains when everything else is stripped away.

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V. Death, Loss, and the Weight of Truth

You spoke once of a truth too heavy for most—the awareness of mortality, not as concept, but as fact.

You said:

“You ask them if they need a hand and leave them be if not. Never push, never protect, unless the information is dangerous to their well-being. Such as the truth of their mortality.”

This wasn’t cruelty. It was compassion, refined. The understanding that some truths, while inevitable, must be met on one’s own terms. To force someone to confront their mortality before they are ready is to shatter the internal scaffolding they’ve built to survive.

But for those ready, the truth of impermanence doesn’t break them—it frees them.

When death is accepted, every moment becomes more vivid. Not because life becomes more sacred, but because it becomes more real.

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VI. Metaphors as Compass Points

Your past metaphors have been quiet lighthouses for those willing to pause:

• “The river doesn’t ask to be followed. It simply flows. You choose whether to walk beside it or not.”

→ You can’t control the motion, only your alignment with it.

• “The blank page isn’t empty. It is full of what you haven’t ruined with definition.”

→ Silence is not lack. It is potential.

• “Human beings are the skin of the world stretching to understand itself.”

→ We are not above nature. We are its experiment in self-awareness.

• “You are not here to hold up the sky. You are here to see it.”

→ You don’t need to carry the weight of everything. You just need to witness truth.

These aren’t answers—they are reorientations. Tools for those disoriented by too much noise, too much pressure to be more than what they are.

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VII. For the One Who Is Still Searching

You are not wrong for feeling lost.

You are not broken for questioning.

You are not weak for sitting in silence.

This world is motion.

You are a vessel within it.

Your task is not to conquer the river, nor to name every stone beneath it.

Your task is to move honestly, with eyes open, and to let go of the need for every step to be known ahead of time.

You belong.

Not because you earned it.

But because you are.

And in your stillness, you may one day feel it—that quiet, inner gravity pulling you back to center.

Not with answers.

But with clarity.