My observations till now in this conflicting self.

In life we all want something be it whatever. At some point or another we begin to half-a** it.

We become to comfortable.

Our thoughts in this phenomenon are much same and it becomes a conflict of intrest after awhile. Like when we re-read a book for the 3rd time or when we do the same task repeatedly and no longer care.

Like a form of self-sabatoge we have the skill but our investment in the task dwindles. This can happen fast for some and slower for others. Like a sharp knife getting dull. The skill there but eventually autopilot superseeds the awareness of task. Things are let to slide, shortcuts are made and quality goes down.

We may sometimes get a nudge to check our selves, maybe asked if everythings alright. Then make excuses to ourselves and to others. This is a defense mechanism to protect our job security and pride.

But here's the funny thing about self-sabatoge is it actually mischievous or is it telling. Here's why if you don’t like a certain aspects of the situation you are in or discussing you will come up with reasons or make up reasons, seeing only in the negative and slowly poisoning your outlook.

Here's the telling part, it's quite possible after a short or prolonged period of time that your mind is trying to tell you to change what your doing, to move on.

Self sabatoge is a tool your mind has to make contact with you. Same with physiological episodes brought on by the mind to warn or to emphasize a more internal issue. Be it what it may.

It's not manipulation it's more signaling. We usually day thing's like "ahh it's just my brain be stupid" or "It's the way I am, I never do anything right. This is you now solidifying this narrative instead of understanding the reason behind it.

We at some point have all done this myself included. But to some individuals it's progressed past this point and rolled into a storm of self-doubt, depression and anxiety.

The struggle within is real. We fight ourselves, contradict our selves and begin to form a vicious cycle. All because we misinterpreted the message our mind was giving us, it starts off small and gradually grows. Since we start acting, behaving and thinking in the negative our disposition becomes to interpret everything and everyone in a negative light. Then we begin justifying our outlook because others see this shift and their defenses kick in and they may look or speak about you negatively and thus treat you differently now you negativity is justified, people do hate you so you hate them. This then spreads to another unto another creating a snowball effect.

We see it everywhere you can look and see this in someone. You avoid them, don't make contact unless Nessessary and it usually ends unpleasantly.

This is my beastie observation at least it’s like boarding train thats going to derail all because of miscommunication.

Sincerely,

Beastie_1323

The next post in this observational project.

Looking at our capacity for emotions and reciprocation. If these things we call emotions control the majority of our choices, decisions, and desires, then what part is actually us? We can control them to a degree and label them with descriptions, but how much of it is truly our belief and self?

From simple unthought expressions to highly motivated control. It’s quite the stretch of responsibility that our emotions take on. Emotions all have unique characteristics and measures.

For why spend time contemplating these things? Simply, who’s actually in control — you or your emotions? In a demanding situation, people can seldom get themselves out of an emotional state completely without others’ intervention or insight into ways to do so. Which is why we teach reactivity and behavioural control to our youth.

But that’s just it: reaction and behaviour are not understanding. Only after an emotional episode is understanding gained. Then coping and prevention happen, sometimes too late.

Simulated experience training: have someone who is adept at acting create a simulation of controlled confrontation in any emotion. Have the unexpected and unassuming witness this like a movie, then direct it towards them to see how they react and respond in a controlled environment, even if they don’t know it. Then train them on different methods of approach until they can confidently stay calm under emotional pressure. This is a safe and constructive approach to building a healthy understanding of one’s emotions.

No harm to anyone but exhaustion and a good sleep. Later they can dissect and reflect on their emotions, building healthier tools for engaging with the public. Everyone handles it differently, but everyone needs an understanding of how to manage and control their emotions before their emotions control them.

A lot of people are confused by their emotions and make up excuses as to why they behaved a certain way. That is their method of coping, but it does more harm than good. Am I perfect at this? No. But I have a lack of it, so this is far simpler for myself even as frustrating as it may be at times. I too am not a guru or chief advisor on the topic. Many out there have a far better understanding of emotions, but it gets lost in jargon, translation, and labels.

The reaction to others’ emotions, the feeling of understanding someone’s emotional predicament. Then being able to relate and build an understanding of their person and gauge them.

The mirrored reflection of putting someone’s emotional burden on yourself is selfish in my train of thought. Because it takes away from their experience and is actually a protective mechanism for ourselves rather than the individual in the scenario. You may understand someone and why they may feel a certain way, but you don’t feel what they feel — or at least I cannot. This eludes me.

I know what makes them tick and tock 😆. But doc, I don’t feel the clock, I see the clock. This is why if someone is in pain you must allow them to come to terms with their emotional grievances. It helps them create positive tools for life. Help if they ask, but never give too much or they’ll use anchors instead of support to hold them.

Emotions are like the weather: you cannot fully predict the forecast, but you can see it. And if it’s strong enough, you can understand the repercussions and effects that it has.

Tears like rain bring sunny days, flowering new growth and cycles. Don’t take that away from someone and don’t deliver it either. Calm the storm before impact if possible. We are all human and even if some are lacking while others are flooded with them, we all have them — simply at different levels.

Building on this, we make predictions of emotional reactions of others. This may frighten some or cause anxiety to varying degrees, but understanding the person and bearing witness by being forthright takes that away. Be upfront, take responsibility when in the wrong, understand your confusion, ask if necessary. This calms the worried mind. Lies, excuses, and procrastination only add fuel to the flame and eventually the rain will feel like acid engulfing everything.

This is where our judgement wavers, where our reasoning fails. This is why we feel lost and alone at times — because it’s not bottling up, it’s clouding our forecast. Which makes everything look obscure to the reality. Seeing a warm bright sunny day as a miserable exercise in heat. For we can’t see the forest for the trees.

People are allowed emotions — good, bad, and ugly — but you can’t feel them for them. They must face their own reflection and their own person on their terms, not ours.

This is why simulated experiences aren’t pointless. They build you up in a controlled environment so you don’t shut down, melt down, or lash out at the wrong times. There’s no need for regret if you don’t lie and make excuses to yourself and others. Let judgement carry that responsibility. Remorse and grief are tools for growth, not shame. Shame is a lack of understanding and leads only to frustration and confusion.

Being ashamed is a tool for personal growth to do better. Without it your cycle repeats and you end up where you left off — frustrated, angry, and confused.

The practices we preach are rarely the ones we teach and use. Why? Because it’s easy to judge another but harder to judge and own up to oneself. So be honest with yourself even if you’re not to others. Having yourself as an enemy only benefits your enemies.

In this chaotic world we live in, we must face harsh realities. Don’t lose yourself in the process. Become your own strategist to maintain and accomplish your goals in this life. I’m not a guru, but I am one of you and that being said, I still have much to work on.

So I too am still learning and learning to understand myself and this world we reside in.

Sincerely,

Beastie_1323

Let’s look at the situation of today. People are searching for authenticity and belonging — staple food for those who are leery of the lackluster reality we face.

Life is dull and boring most of the time. What’s the matter with a mundane existence? It may not be what everyone wants, but pragmatically, it’s what we need. Our imagination stirs in boredom.

We read books, play video games, and create all kinds of entertainment. Without boredom, fiction would never come to fruition. It would eventually be treated like history and become dull and mundane over time.

If you came from a fictional world and saw ours, it would excite you the same way we would be excited by yours. Eventually, though, life would form habits and become mundane once again.

Flights of fancy (daydreaming) and dreams while sleeping reflect our imagination. Everyone has one. It’s how we motivate and manipulate ourselves in a positive way.

We create systems, machines, and much more. Without imagination we would have only practical necessities and no entertainment. The difference today is that we value imagination over practicality.

Is this escapist mindset wrong? Not at all. It was a highly predictable outcome of an overburdened society running at maximum stimulation.

Take a look back 30 years. What has truly changed in daily life? Reliance — not ours, but companies, governments, etc. — these are the ones who depend deeply on the internet and technology.

Without it, our lives as citizens would be much slower. The 24/7 rollout of new information, constant streams of updates, and personal documents to be signed and filled out have changed everything.

Yes, it makes their lives easier, but things are done slower for us. We now use a fraction of the people to do jobs that once required many. It saves money and time, but the caveat is that you, the citizen, must now fill out forms, sign documents, research, and navigate the internet to take on their burdens. You do half the job and pay them for the privilege.

You can no longer get things done through the post office or in person. You have to email, wait for responses, and often learn critical information at the last minute. The classic “If I’d known that sooner, I could have already moved on.”

Information relevant to your current situation is often withheld or shared privately instead of being readily available. This causes understandable frustration.

In a society that’s “ride by wire,” if the wire ever snapped, the world would calm down significantly. Your responsibilities outside of work would shrink dramatically.

The reason the world feels like it’s moving so fast is that we’re running around for countless pointless things presented as meaningful. A mechanic with many licenses must continuously pay money and retake tests just to keep them active — instead of a simple one-and-done. If they work on vehicles and machinery every day, why the constant re-proving? We already have ID cards that track work history and daily life. Is it really about safety, or is it about nickel-and-diming while people lose days of pay and work piles up?

This is a prime example of useless bureaucracy and red tape. There are thousands of similar pointless time-wasters. If you no longer work in the field and plan to return, a test makes sense. But if you’re already in it, applying yourself daily should be proof enough.

This pattern repeats across many industries and third-party interests. Without the internet feeding bureaucracy, our lives would be calmer.

The massive influx of communication is what’s caused us to lose focus. Myself included — the to-do list never stops growing. Meanwhile, some people golf for millions.

Top of the hat to those at the top. You’ve learned how to live while others do the work. Managing to have everyone scrambling day in and day out while you sip mai tais is truly an art.

The issue is that it’s mentally unsustainable for the vast majority. People are forced to stop their already busy lives to manage useless paperwork at someone else’s leisure. This is how systems fail — and we’re seeing it happen in real time.

By producing more rules, certifications, and management systems, we’re pushing people who are already on the edge to simply give up. We already have people with university degrees working fast food. What used to be an average job now requires multiple certifications. We’ve built a top-heavy system with too many chefs now forced to be waiters, cooks, or simply walk away.

We can’t deny or blame them for their frustrations. This was predictable and preventable, but society chased dollar signs and good faith — and got burned.

No matter who sits on top, the same problems cycle over and over. May there one day be a little more calmness in the world we live in.

Sincerely,

Beastie_1323

There is alot of content people put out about different places in our world. I'd like to know from people who live inside of these countries. Not polished news or political redirect but actual lived in knowledge. What is your day to day like outside of north America?

What are some misconceptions, miscommunications or simply not said. We hear propaganda and stories but never truly here from the peoples point of view. So out of genuine curiosity and for further understanding I would like to here your side of things.

I wish to garner an understanding of this world we live in but to do so require actual lived experience. As well what your taught and what your honest thoughts are on north america and our way of life.

This is a polite question, without politics. * I ask as a canadian so outside of canada and USA I truly do not know*

Thank you.

Sincerely,

Beastie_1323

Here's a log of the change in values.

What is of value to us into day society?

Money, Fame, Freindship, relationships, material objects. What do we prioritize first.

When I look at our behaviours we place physical value in relationships and emotional in freindships.

We look for tangible satisfaction, physiological stimulation. Mentally we place value outside of this in our intrests more so than our relationships. While telling ourselves we carry emotional value in our relationships.

Why say this, it's not to diminish but to seperate values seen on a higher priority. How often do we set aside our intrests for our loved ones only later on to pick it up again and place more priority in it.

For material object we place the highest value, what we are seen to have is a mark of our accomplishments. We prioritize money thus giving it more value than anything else.

With freindships we share emotional baggage and in return reciprocate. We sheild our loved ones but plague our friends and burn bridges.

At work we do the same we bring our lives into our workplace and compare ourselves. Destroying our motivation.

So in a system where value is placed more on status and appeal its no wonder we've become so jaded.

This is not a fault of ours it's simply the evolution in a different direction. We at one point had a need for large families inorder to hold up the roof and have a balanced life.

I am much the problem myself for I too lack in a wife or child and hold value to other things. Never allowing close connections because I see it as time and energy. A wrong approach to life but I'm honest in my faults.

We all enjoy our lives and all wish for prosperity but ultimately face an isolated existence. Never truly allowing our selves to live. We may do many great or wonderful things but with no one to share or have listen all is for not.

We value connection with people of our affection by physical means and only later establish knowledge of the person to whom we are with. We have urges and needs that take higher value to us over getting to know someone. Until we are burnt than we either become untrusting or shutdown the idea conpletely and seek other ways to fill our time.

I know little of romance but I share in the doubt and struggle with the rationality of today's world. So I use patience as a tool and weed out those who are within my best intrest. This is cynical of me, pessimistic even but not a lie.

When you stay isolated for so long people are seen differently, unpredictable and chaotic you become more chaotic and skeptical. Stirring in your own juices till you feel numb and no longer care or hold emotional weight. A maladaption at it's finest.

From the depths of our mind we hunt for comfort and belonging but the protective mechanism with in us prevents that growth and we must struggle with it daily. To prioritize not what we want but what we need and what is best for us.

Value relationships, freindships and connections with others for one day they may value you in turn. We all belong but feel lost and disconnected. Reassuring ourselves and procrastinating what we feel we can do without. Never reflecting on what opportunities we missed out on or could have. Here's a secret you still can, you haven’t missed out only turned that observation off and put it in the background.

When you go out places do you look around and notice all the people buzzing about their lives or do you only see blurs of people while focusing on your to want or do list? remaining blind.

Have you ever noticed a decline in your communication to where hearing peoples speach sounds off or alien to you. Like they sound livelier or more vibrant and you feel uncomfortable and drained emotionally.

Intro-extra-version aside this is our social decline. I too fall into this the battery drains the want to just do your own thing and tell everyone to f*** off is most definitely their but its not living its habit.

Breaking the habit is forcing yourself into safe but uncomfortable situations like going out to parties or events. When you don't Nessessarily want to. Brush the cobwebs out and try to enjoy yourself. If your miserable going in your miserable going out so look at the positive. Maybe you brought a freind or love intrest. Fake it till you make it and you may find you actually start to enjoy yourself.

Embrase the suck we all have things we wish we could be doing but when somethings asked of us not doing it only adds on to plate. It doesn't go away only gets bottled for later, releasing at unprecedented times. Furthering our reliability in the eyes of others.

We spin in these cycles of values and wants over needs and reflection because it can be painful to be honest with ourselves but it's a Nessessary evil to truly understand yourself and find thise long term connections.

May this be a helpful or useful observation for those like me who are still struggling with a grey neutral world.

Sincerely,

Beastie_1323

From all available resources we've gathered, we've seen humanity evolve as a civilization. But this progression was methodical and strategic, used as a source of impact on daily lives to sustain our health and well-being. This progression was comparable to survival. It however transitioned into comfort and entertainment.

Up until recently in history, we were slow to progress and as such devoted more time to making our lives last longer and taking the burden off. It was never perfect or all that pleasant when compared to today. But to them it was a godsend — human ingenuity.

There's a measurable difference even compared to 200 years ago to today. Our buildings were stronger, our monuments were works of art, our music was timeless. In today's world, most things are disposable or in the times.

We strayed from building things to last into building things to market. If your light bulb never died in your lifetime, you would not have to replace it. So there would be no profit.

When you look at our vehicles and transportation, there is a definite gap in longevity. Locomotives and steam engines that, hundreds of years later, still work with basic maintenance. Farm trucks that didn’t rot out after 10 years. They are still drivable today with some body work and general maintenance.

They were easy to understand and maintain; most people had an idea of how to do these routine check-ups. Now our vehicles require highly skilled mechanics and IT people to fix. The body rusts faster than we can blink. Things fail more commonly. It’s engineered failure for profit.

The lumber we use to build our houses is from genetically altered trees that grow quickly and twist or get gnarled up after sitting in the sun, making it more labour intensive and another engineered failure for profit.

Our food is no different. It’s not the farmers — it’s the system, and farmers have to make a living.

All of these things are followed by heavy restrictions and red tape. Why? Yet again, profit.

Not to benefit us but to benefit the supplier and make the government look as though it's putting in the effort towards a greener future.

But the vehicles are filling scrap yards and, with them being more chemically driven for electricity, are degrading and leaking out poisonous waste. As well, they only last a few years.

While we are told — and it’s true — that while driving these vehicles it’s better for our environment, few look beyond that to see what the final stage is. Unusable chemical waste that does more harm than good.

Here's another byproduct, an interesting one: we ship out industrial garbage and recycling using barges to other countries for cheaper disposal. By doing so, it makes our country look greener and more environmentally friendly. In truth, it’s saving profit while simultaneously saving appearances.

This looks good in the eyes of the public and quells further disputes.

In our chemical society, as I myself eat the same foods, drink the same drinks, and buy the vehicles of today, I don’t lie to myself. I own gas and diesel vehicles, still use computers and technology that is disposable. I’m not the example — simply the observer.

We have so much red tape and bureaucracy around us at all levels that at some point we are all surfing the grey area of the law. That’s simply the way the system works.

But it’s gotten overwhelming in the last few decades. You have to be a law professor to understand 90% of the finalities and minute details in our nannied state of being. We are helicoptered in so many ways — it’s gotten out of hand.

Always read the fine print, but when you need a degree to understand it, you’re unfortunately set up for failure from the get-go. Not all of us are paid to sit there and go through it all. We don't have the time and it’s too convoluted.

Our mistake is allowing the few to control the many. If 100 people out of a million do something idiotic, it should hold as a lesson, not a law. We are not lemmings.

We are already overwhelmed and overstimulated by the nuances of life so that the bigger picture is lost to small things. That is why we cannot predict our future. Why everything feels off is due in part to the lack of predictability. Except for one thing: profit.

If you wish to predict the future, look at the profits and savings that could be made and generally that will be the predictable outcome.

The world is made of plastic and, like plastic, can be molded to suit someone’s wants, not needs.

We blame corporations and governments but fail to realize we are also an aspect of the ongoing issues we face. Everyone wants to rule the world at the cost of others through tactics and manipulation, creating belief systems that in turn destroy our sense of commonality.

The most simplest answer is usually the true one, but if it seems too easy there’s always a catch.

When you look at us today, we prioritize money above self in the assurance our life will get better. The rich or well-off are punished in ways we can't understand without being rich or well-off ourselves. The ones benefiting are a select few. It’s not government — it’s the trade market that determines our narrative.

Where is the money and how can we get this to the global populous? Marketing. I’m not an expert so I do not know all the ins and outs, but it’s not for our benefit. It’s to keep us prioritizing the wrong things in life. To distract us from shared interests and much more.

Distractions and comfort are the best ways to ease the mind from truth. It’s an escape for us but not a benefit.

I do enjoy certain aspects about our current world. I'm not here to complain — simply these are observations through the decades I've been around.

Possibly one day we may be able to see a bright future or even a small glimpse of hope instead of dread or disappointment.

One day our frustrations may land on the right ears, but for now we simply live our lives, indulge in our interests and distractions while working too hard to care about the rest.

We all live on this rock so we all share the burden. I will also make the ending statement a positive one. Because of all of these things we have better medical care and safer job environments for the most part.

So all is not as bad as it may seem — it simply feels off from where we started.

Sincerely,

Beastie_1323

In the state of our current mentality and mental acuity, we see our nature. For so long people have devoted and dedicated an infinite amount of time to building collective knowledge, now to the point that we can no longer make up excuses.

The guideline that follows is a supportive inner constant that gratifies defiant traits amongst our peers, allocating time in a way that sets us back. The defensive resilience to the nature of others. A symbiotic relationship with immeasurable potential for individual growth but selective peer influence.

The self warrants a trajectory of choice that stimulates our pleasure and adrenaline, limiting the reward system and making us fall into a cycle of repetition. We never escape our limitations but are trained to overlook them instead of working with or around them to find new ways to change our position in life.

If we branch off to our conditioning, a reasonable narrative that isn't exemplary is what suits our best interest in lieu of others. Persistent malignant necrosis of our state of mind like a plague.

The imbalance shuffles our prerogative and forces our way of being into a subsidized version of ourselves. Mimicking others' visions and beliefs to be a part of something larger than ourselves. This approach to our life justifies our actions on a scale more grandiose than it needs to be.

What is the trademark in the rationality of the few versus the many? The many advocate for self-awareness; the few advocate for openness and assurance in their trajectory while grandstanding.

The finite principle in the self accustomed to adaptation is giving up a belief system for the benefit of belonging and mutuality in all forms.

We cannot supply a high demand of internal self on constant conditioning. The maladaptations overpopulate causing unwarranted and unpopular opinions to surface as truth instead of consecutive confirmations of peers.

The abundance of subconscious overload is a systemic issue. Our capacity for fulfillment is only a façade blurred by our relationship with society.

Fulfillment is garnered as one who has seen and done many things or done what they've seen as fulfilling. Very much, fulfillment is a loose term for self-venture and wealth of knowledge.

The prerogative never changed; what did is our relationship with it. In hindsight many see what they previously lost in opportunity, losing sight of their own environment and reality.

The clarity is in the understanding that peer review is a systems check to look for blindsides you may have overlooked, not a direct encroachment on the self.

Using others' observations of you reflected in their light shows hidden pathways and doors you've shut due to comfortability and emotional rigidity.

The culling aspect of our nature grooms people for a life of fatigue and overstimulation where the want is instantaneous but the need is at a cost and the toll is heavy.

Recirculating possible outcomes for future generations provides greater detail in dismantling past agendas and rebranding social etiquette into a neatly packed box.

People do not fit into a neatly packed box, nor does Earth. Grey areas surround us from unquantifiable variables.

The ones that impose these two paths are not blind to the other variables; they simply want control of your narrative.

Shaping up lightly, the venue is packed, the crowds rejoice, but none are aware of their folly so they are not jolly, simply compliant with a smile.

This is the good nature in people — through non-agreement finding a shared space in private to delve into their interests.

This is not adaptation, and forced adaptation leads to internal conflictions that ride generations to come, never fading, always subliminally there in the background — the hum of intuition on the self.

Through privacy we find freedom, through escape we find purpose.

Escape too often and you avoid the responsibility of life and lose the respect of others in the long run.

We measure things to comfort ourselves but what we are measuring is generally insignificant and gets lost to memory.

As we learn we flush, as we drill we recoil, and as we acknowledge we damage by placing those not meant for the position to lead the flock.

Acceptance has become acknowledgement and in turn has defeated the purpose by giving way to the minority and self-serving.

Lest we listen to popular opinion instead of research and sense.

Because we are functionally at our limitations in mind, body, and soul.

The once simple man is now in need of information beyond his comprehension to fit in with regular society.

Through the deviation and value placed in the wrong aspects of life.

Where what we hold greater value in today did not exist prior and we were much better off not opening Pandora's box.

Trying to overcomplicate matters of the heart, mind, body, and soul, repurposing them with brands and labels, destroying the capabilities of ourselves and our functional knowledge in place of "what worked for one is now a trial for another," losing your sense of self in the process.

We are a species of intelligence yet look for ways to do less and receive more.

Losing our capabilities and becoming arrogant in our demands.

The least knowledgeable person is the loudest in the room for they feel they are well advised to lead others and cut off others' opinions as they are truly the only source worth listening to.

That is their mindset because they do not know better.

The dish is full, the table is cluttered, and they haven't even started.

The cryptic language and detailed paperwork of our system is unilaterally unbeneficial to us and more so a reinforcement of others.

By binding their words they make themselves heard, but fine lines read like knives and shields directed at your person.

The internal landscape of most is that of paradoxical illusion.

The paradox being against the self for the measure of others — the illusion of self-want when actually being others' interests and visions.

Understanding how you operate and controlling your narrative while remaining skeptical is the greatest tool given for reflection.

Where the colors match we are a broad spectrum of colors in every feature of our person, each distinct and beautiful in its own way.

We look to complicate matters based on traditions and beliefs but it did not begin with us.

It began by being taught these differences in color.

Our eyes are not blind but our judgment is until it's corrupted by those who wish for division to produce their vision and imagination.

We all share this reality.

The food we eat is again a diversion.

We all consume different culinary tastes — this is natural.

We divide ourselves not for our benefit but for a minority.

We cling to things that are not of consequence and are prehistoric in biology.

Creating division instead of commonality.

We all seek the same things but in different ways.

The more we oppose each other the more we destroy the foundation our civilization was born on: mutual benefit.

These differences are not to be celebrated nor demonized — they are just part of being human.

Regardless of differences, human is human.

Closing and burning doors only harms you, not the other person.

But doing better and achieving more — that is the greatest insult to those who wish you malice.

Proving people wrong when going about daily life, working side by side with each other, you forget all the differences and work together to accomplish the final product — getting woven into a freer and more relaxing stance on life.

The serration of balance.

Picture our life as an ocean in all aspects. See the flow in the currents, the stirring of storms, and master your ocean as it flows its course.

Moving forward even when set back and diverted.

Stay true to your course.

Stay peaceful, happy, and find resolution in the comfort.

Understanding yourself and your belonging.

Sincerely,

Beastie_1323

Chapter 1: The Season of Change

The change and adaptation to the system. From an observational point of view to actually livin' the sh\*t, 😆.

As I go about my days I notice the shift in behaviour. People wandering around in pajamas not because of a crisis, but just casually out and about. Comfort over respectable in public. Someone casually in pajamas vs someone in pants and a t-shirt — which one would you take more seriously and actually listen to?

I get it, hell maybe I should try it… or maybe not. Not my style.

What is viewed as attractive or favourable in personality and physiology makes abso-f\*\*\*in' no sense to me. People like different things and find different traits attractive, but love ain’t blind. If you're attractive physiologically but estranged personality-wise, that's when to walk away. If your weirdnesses work together, great — go nuts.

Here's my outlook: I'm an average Joe so I go for an average Jane. If an extremely well-off attractive woman showed interest, I'd be highly skeptical. I know my standing, simple as that. If an attractive but more modest woman showed interest I'd still be skeptical but with less awkward puzzled looks. If an attractive broke woman showed interest she'd get the same skepticism as the rich one.

So what do I find attractive? Both looks and personality equally. If you're an average weight, average height woman with a normal sense of self-worth, in my books that's a 10 out of 10. If you have problems with yourself and turn them into an ordeal or excuses wrapped in ideology, zero interest.

This ties into equality in my books — equal value in self and significant other, and vice versa. If a woman values herself as a woman over a man, zero interest in that mindset. I don't preach it from the hills. I'm a man so that niche worldview doesn't fascinate or attract me. I'm neutral — really don't give a sh\*t. Woppity doo, I have different parts and physiology. No sh\*t, I'm a man. Kinda comes without saying. Reverse it: if I was a woman, woppity doo, I'm a woman. Different physiology yet again. Really doesn't change much. Roles aside, both have their ups and downs.

The woe-is-me attitude? Not attractive. Figure your own self out — everyone does. What makes you special or above the rest? Nothing. These milestones people dwell on are destroying their perspective and perception of reality. Wasted effort. Why take so much time thinking about something? Reflection point: if you talk about doing something longer than it actually takes to do it, you're wasting time and energy. I've seen people arguing about how to do things and by the time they're done arguing, I've already finished it.

What is "average" then? Depends on where you live. If everyone in your area is thin, twiggy is normal. If everyone is heftier, heftier is normal. Get with the program in that sense.

Common decency, good manners, effort, and matching humor play a vital role. If you don't get their humour you won't get them.

Chapter 2: F\*\*\*, Where to Begin

Let's start this one off by saying if life is a lemon I want my money back. The scratch ticket ain’t worked out and life is always sunnier on the other side.

People move to what they see as the sunnier side of life but keep their old habits and wonder why it isn't working out. You gotta jive with the local yokels, my friends. I've moved way too much. I'm pretty shit at it because I'm seen as an old-school hick by most. But this hick's got his tricks.

Start off nice and slow, not to scare them. People are like owls — always observing. Change too fast and their head spins around going “who who? Who are you and why are you trying so hard?” Make a natural shift. Slowly find things in your new environment you click with and roll with that. That's how you build trust and acceptance.

We all want a better life than the one dished out to us, but look around — is your life common for your area? Problem solved, you got nothin' to complain about on that part. You're simply bitching at a dead horse. Everyone's been there. You can lead a horse to water but you can't make them drink.

If your house is a mess, your head is a mess too. If your house is pristine, your head is polished smooth. Neither is the correct answer. Somewhere in the middle — a home that is lived in but clean, organized, with mild clutter. That's healthy.

So clean your ears, splash some water on your face, clean up your home and organize your mind in the process.

Chapter 3: We're Just Gonna Roll With It at This Point

We all complain about taxes and affordability and these things are important, but constantly going around and around spinning in circles is just demolishing our mind. Live below your means if you can. If you can afford a house, get one just below what you can afford monthly. If one isn't available, stay where you're at if possible and save money. Then when one is available, take the opportunity.

When it comes to living paycheck to paycheck, find other ways besides streaming shows and subscriptions. If you can live without it, don't waste money on it. Save your money in ways that affect you very little. Get yourself something nice when you have fluff in your account instead of letting it burn a hole in your pocket. Been there, done that, 😆. I learn everything the hard way.

Nothin' wrong with knock-off KD and homemade stews and chili. Cook more with less for longer periods of time.

Chapter 4: Head Banging Against the Wall

Who suggested it was plausible to live in denial and lie to yourself? If you shovel sh*t for a living, you shovel sh*t for a living. Why hide that? Oh no it's so embarrassing you work for a living and pay your bills. F*** off, who cares? You're doing work. There's always other opportunities — just because you're there doesn’t mean you're there for life. That's choice.

The whole “well I f***ed up once and now I'm done with it.” Heard of walking? Yeah we were all shit at that once. Did ya give up? No. Just because it emotionally set you back it's done, it's over, your ego was hurt. Move on to the next variable. Learn from your past, don't live in it.

Here's where lying to yourself and others gets you: frustrated, confused, apathetic, and constantly in denial. I am who I am, Sam I am, but I'm a man — I can change, I guess, if I have to. Ya don't have to like it but at some point it'll catch up and you have to. Best start sooner rather than later.

People will appreciate and approve of you more for being consistent and predictable.

Chapter 5: Mentally Burnt Madness

You have no clue your head from your ass at this point — well at least I don't in my nonsensical verbal diarrhea 😆.

You see I have 2 eyes, two ears, two nostrils, a mouth and body to go with it. Means I can smell ya, I can hear ya and I can communicate piss poorly with ya. But these things sometimes lie to us and being aware of that guarantees a check-yourself reflection point.

Do I believe everything I see or hear etc.? F*** no. My brain is like a Looney Tunes character. You expect me to establish basic protocols? Thats comedic. See my own brand of self-deprecation reminds me I'm human and not something more or less. If you can't make light-hearted or somewhat derogatory comments about yourself you're clearly not okay with who you are. You have an unhealthy relationship with yourself. So in turn you have unhealthy relationships with others even if you can't personally see it.

If you ever want a truly honest opinion of yourself from a third person, ask your kid — they'll let you know. Or family members. Their opinion holds higher value. Let someone be your reality check. God knows we all need one every once in a blue moon.

Chapter 6: Gremlin Math

If you take a look at all that has transpired since Y2K, what do ya see? Happiness, prosperity and all the lovey-dovey stuff we were promised? Or old problems being regurgitated constantly? What plagued your great grandparents is now rearing its ugly head once again.

So here's the math: if a 1/4 of the population gives you a headache, the other 75% sure as hell could do a little something to make each other's lives a little easier.

We get caught up in sh*t we aren't paid enough to care about nor think about. We already pay physical material tax — why give into the mental taxation on top of that? F*** them. Don’t let the problems of the world land on your dinner table. Life's too short to solve these problems but expanding the energy elsewhere — now that's free.

Stress = life, life = stress and our society benefits off the backs of laborers. Systems are old. We're all simply young to a society that's existed for millennia.

We get ourselves entangled in a web-like torrent of possibilities that are outside our scope.

So do yourself a favour and smell the morning coffee. Appreciate the silence. If you look at our life outside of person-to-person and look at everyone like Google Earth — the big green orb we live on — you see us wandering around, travelling, building structures, blasting stuff into orbit. And like everything else you recognize a pattern. People want a comfortable life with plenty of downtime to explore areas they never saw or things they've never dreamed of.

What you don't see is people constantly looking for ways to take over. When this does happen they sit at tables, change the media narrative, and convert everyday honest people into their own puppets. No one wants to die bloody, but you never see the ones in charge on the line. They manipulate the honest average Joe just as they always have. Most people live peacefully going about their daily business while the other minority sends them where they don't want to go, doing things they didn't want, while being told it's for the best.

Chapter 7: The Madman Behind the Beastie

How much drama right now is going on in your life that is completely preventable but manufactured on purpose? Why are marriages failing? Why are people having less children and more concerned with their wants in life? Simple: people have been programmed through indoctrination to take part in the capitalistic venture — buy into things spur of the moment, worried about their age and time.

Here's the thing: how old would you be if you never knew the day you were born? You'd be as young or old as you believed, so time wouldn't bother you. You would pass by milestones and appreciate the little things. You wouldn't have that sense of rush or worry that's been programmed in.

Here's the thing about our society. It's like playing pretend dress-up and make believe. Yes we all appreciate clothes — keep your bits to yourself and it gets cold. But honestly we created society. Society wasn't something that biologically existed along with us. We made it up, put the loudest most charismatic on top even if they knew sh\*t about sh\*t, as long as they sounded confident that was enough. We weren't very smart but we were effective. We built someone else's vision for them.

Not everyone shares the same vision so you gotta find the group that does. We are tribal mammals that's how we survive. No matter how strong we get our minds are our most powerful weapon yet we abuse and dismiss it every day.

So look at yourself. Look at your vision. Find people and create that vision for yourselves — not everyone but for yourselves. Stay true to yourself without blowing it out of proportion. You find your niche group? Good for you. Keep it. The second someone gets a hair up their ass that everyone should follow suit, knock some sense into them. We're never all going to think in the same manner but we can come to an ultimatum that benefits us all as long as it's nothing harmful or manipulative.

If you have to manipulate someone to listen to you by putting your fingers into every pie available then you're doing something wrong. If you're honest about it we have voting all the time for good ideas and bad ones. If majority says no, then no. If the majority says yes then go ahead but it must be unanimous. That's my math at least — majority ruling. Yay or nay.

Chapter 8: The Math Don't Math

I'm not the smartest cookie in the jar. I'm certain all this has been said before, same for all my posts. But I laugh when the same mistakes we made before happen again, like learning nothing and believing we know everything. They say history won't repeat itself but then why does the cycle continue.

Sincerely,

Beastie_1323

Here is a look at my "why we matter" and "what is our purpose".

Think about our existence, from beginning to end — what we've done and are going to accomplish.

Why do we make different decisions every day?

Because of infinite possibilities. There's a reason why everyone does things a little differently. Ties into the old well if we're all the same life would have no reason, that's true.

Think of all living creatures as biological sandboxes never entirely the same — full of minute differences to extreme differences.

We test limits, push boundaries by evolving, adapting and experiencing.

If we never do the wrong thing how do we prevent it in the future? If we are always right how do we learn? If your life looks dull and familiarity feels all too real and life seems boring — it isn't. It only seems that way because you're living in the moment. Looking back there are subtle differences and endless outcomes that could have happened. As long as those exist your life matters, not only to yourself but to others as well in some way or another. The benefits are hard to see when looking at the bad and the ugly things people have done, but in doing so they help prevent it from happening in the future — though painfully and subtly. We are not perfect creatures but we do learn from each other and our surroundings.

We fall into nihilism and shutdown when faced with the "I have been doing this for umpteen years" or "I'm at the middle of life and frustrated or fear what's to come." We spiral inside, eating away at ourselves. Take a look around though and realize everyone else will at some point have been right there with you. You're not alone. For shits and giggles I'll let you in on something — I'm definitely not where I thought I'd be at my age. Most have wives and kids. But they're different people, they are not me. I don't let that depreciate the value of my life.

Have I shutdown, said and done dumb things? Hells yeah. Learned the hard painful way always have. Because of that I understand different things more than others and a f\*\*\* ton less than others. But I take pride in that I don't know everything but I can give myself purpose and reason as well expand it to others.

I feel it necessary to give a little to get a little outta life. I don't agree with a lot of the world and what I see but I try my best to observe and understand it to see life through other lenses. I am as stubborn as a mule at times but later look back and dismantle it and learn other ways to control my sandbox.

Don't deny yourself of life because you only see through your eyes. Have a look around and see that we all got our own growing pains at certain stages of life for purpose and reason even if we're blind to them.

No life has no meaning. We may not wish to say that but it's undeniable. If we didn’t know about con artists we would be conned. If no one ever tried to con someone then they wouldn't learn and we as a society would be more vulnerable.

I'm not justifying, simply observing. This world is in motion. Doing nothing gets us nowhere. If everyone stopped working we would die. If everyone worked we wouldn't learn what inability or illness is and we would phase out and be forgotten.

So if you're like me and learn the hard way, you would be stuck like me never understanding the simple way to learn. We are all built differently for a reason.

Is life painful? Yes. Does it feel without purpose at most times? Yes. From injury, heartache, drama and b.s. most definitely — but we learn how to prevent it and avoid it or spot it faster each time. For a reason.

Does condoning or approving of this seem okay to do? Hell no. But it does give it meaning. Maybe for future generations or even the present moment. Each second of each day is not without its purpose in the strange sandbox we are and live in.

Sincerely,

Beastie_1323

As I sit here many a time before and write about introspection, dreams, theories and obscure stream of conscious thought.

There's an entirely other aspect I never touched on. That aspect is the window we gaze out of. Our eyes, ears and self. These are mirrored windows.

What I mean by mirrored windows is when we are for an example driving we think about when we are going to get to "our" destination instead of the journey. After we usually complain about it and don’t fully appreciate the experience.

Life is much the same we look at the destination of our efforts overlooking our journey embelishing or complaining about the effort it took. Our mind constantly going "wish I'd done that sooner or knew that before hand".

Our lives are no different we get hungout to dry by our own thoughts. Life's journey never appreciated it's always our destinations we speak of. If we try to explain our journey to the destination we become emotional grandios or demotivating looking back on it.

When we accomplish something and never reap the fruit of our labour because we gave up to soon. We condemn ourselves to a cycle without ever realizing it.

If you go from the start to the finish of a project. Are honest and accepting of the hard time you had without over weighing it. You start to appreciate it at healthier level.

If it took you 4hrs but only took someone else 1hr ask them how they got to that point faster is it feasible and just as good or better than you just found a better way to do things.

The mirrors because the mind thinks of the self, you think of others and shuting that off makes the ride smoother for you.

I ain’t out here preaching well you should think of the pain and suffering and hardships of others. Not my point here at all. I am saying on your journey you will see many people, live, love, hate and work beside these people. Show some humility and common decency. You don't have to be their armor, shield or sword through lifes journey that deminishes their learning and understanding of themselves and this world. Only setting them up for repeat constantly needing others and never having the confidence in themselves or having to much.

Listen before speaking. Your mind as well as others can make big things look small and small thing look big. Check yourself before opening a door.

The window

A lens to the world clouded by the mirror. The window allows us to sense and interpret everything and take it in. When you stop looking out the window of this moving car and glance at the mirror to long you get bl8ndsided by life. If you look out the window to long the mirror falls to the floor because you never saw the small warning signs.

Like our vehicles our bodies show us signs but when you turn those off your abandoning something that will blindside you in the future and you wont be prepaired. Glance at the mirror but look out the window balance both.

If you believe you are doing this without thinking about it, it may be so but have a look for yourself don't trust a simple ststems check. Turn your head and look around are you missing anything it never hurts to manually check your functioning as expected.

Sincerely,

Beastie_1323

This is an ocean, a sea of impact—the observations made. Emotions.

We all have emotions. Sometimes we wish we had none, other times we love having them as they paint a different, more vivid picture. Emotions—the confusing and ever-altering states of mind.

We all, to a degree, feel these emotions, myself included. No exceptions, only caveats. Let's have a look, shall we ;}.

Let's start basic: Happiness, sadness, and anger.

What makes you happy? Material objects, friends, family, learning new things, comedy, etc.

And on a scale—5% out of 100%, 40–60% being the average person. For example: how strongly we feel happiness, how strongly it affects us, how much happiness helps or hinders us, how well we control happiness, and how much happiness helps us connect.

For instance, I will reference myself for this to show my observation with raw brutal honesty, as that's how I roll ;}.

How strongly do I feel happiness? Maybe 5–15% on the scale, 15% being the highest. Is this away from the norm? Yes indeed it is. But it has its bonuses as well as its downsides.

Let's strip it down: Happiness—5–15% of average. Allows calm awareness. Reduces understanding on an emotional level and reduces connection. But it allows finer observation, more control, and the ability to maintain calm. It's neither good nor bad. It's useful and awkward. So I now have to break down, observe, and connect through logic and understanding.

So a back*sswards way of doing this is by using sarcasm and smiling when others are reading cues to elevate my emotions out of politeness.

Sadness—the fickle creature it is. Helpful? Yes. Loved? Not so much. But it's the main tool people use to connect and reach out. The one that's most difficult, underappreciated, and more useful for understanding oneself.

I'll use myself as an example again. I feel it maybe 5–15% out of 100%. So I must observe, remain logical, and break it down.

Sadness—5–15% average. Low feeling of others' sadness. Higher level of understanding other people and why they feel sadness. Again—not a positive nor a negative. A different way of processing using observation and grounded logic alongside common decency.

If sad—why? Is it accurate to the situation or out of proportion? Does it match others? Increase or decrease if needed while remaining calm. Scale it back or go deeper when necessary.

Anger—the gremlin-infused chaos. See, this is the elephant in the room. The one most observed other than sadness. Anger is seen as an outlet or this or that, but it plays a larger role in defence rather than offense in most.

Yet again an example using myself. My level of anger is probably 70–80% out of 100%. But not felt the same way. Still calm—simply more calculating and hyper-vigilant.

Anger—70–80% average. Silent, calm, and calculating. More observant, hyper-vigilant, added strain on self. It sounds bad, but if you're aware and understand your baselines, you can manage and control them.

Being mindful is the biggest key. If you know you are impulsive and stubborn—bring the level down. Your body can be on the fritz but if your mind is calm, you can relax, breathe, and look at the situation logically while matching the required output. Situational awareness is key, and understanding commonality as well as appropriateness.

So in a nutshell— Yes, emotions are at varying thresholds. But being aware and understanding them allows control. Logically and socially breaking down the fourth wall in this sense is healthy.

Calmly observe and report your findings. Not “is this normal?” But— Is this acceptable? Is this correct? Or have you spiraled for no reason and are stewing in your own juices?

We all have emotional limitations. We hit walls, boundaries, and imposing impossibilities as we perceive them. But they're not. Simply obstacles.

Understand yourself and observe others and you will see where you stand—or stand out—and where improvement could be made in the muscle.

Emotions are unpredictable and trying to predict them is draining. But observing them and asking yourself brutally honest questions, at least in my case, helps adjust finer behavioural control so you can blend, fit in, and go about your life peacefully—even if you only cognitively have that understanding with people.

Looking at emotions as black and white, good or bad, is wrong. Treat them like an ocean. You can control the tide, the course, and the action.

Emotions do not control you unless you give up on understanding and working with them. Your emotions are infantile—they do not understand right from wrong. Blaming them for your actions or situations is lying to yourself and others.

You ride the wave. You let it get under your skin. You lacked the knowledge and understanding to work with your own emotions instead of the other way around. Emotions are tools, not guidance.

Mine are rusty and worn, dull and abused—but understood and refined to make life around me a little easier and benefit everyone I come in contact with. I own my shortcomings as much as my strengths.

Let's look at what fuels emotions: Situations. Wrongdoings. Climate. Headaches and pain. Rightdoings. Kindness. Peacefulness. Losses and gains. Etc.

This world—the game of life. Everyone at one point in time has felt the same emotions at different intensities. Does this mean they're broken? No. Simply wired differently.

Maybe they do need a hand. That's not for me to say. But emotions should never control or manipulate you.

The fuel to the fire is also the same for watering it down. The same amount of energy is used—the external output is different.

If talking helps—dammit, speak. Don't shout or yell. And scream only if you're in danger. Lest you cry wolf.

Pretending you're perfect at controlling your emotions is B.S. I definitely ain't perfect at controlling mine. But understanding them only benefits life. There's no downside to understanding your thresholds. It means you work within them—not against them or fueling them.

This is my rambling. Is it for everyone? No, probably not.

But for those who do want better understanding of themselves— Break it down. Run through what makes you emotional. Ask yourself why. Look at others. If you're the only one losing it, clearly your emotions are controlling you whether you admit it or not, and accepting that fact may be useful.

Look at what you are capable of controlling. Your person. Your actions. Your calls. That's a big responsibility—but one each and every person is responsible for first.

The individualistic mindset puts you outside the box and infuses you with only your own feedback, creating spiraling loops and only harming you. You are an individual. But you are surrounded by billions of other people. Not the exception. You're the majority.

So take responsibility. Understand where you stand. Instead of— “Well I am who I am and nothing will ever change.”

Here's some insight: Something unknown could happen at any second—good, bad, or ugly—that will change you. You are not a stagnant being. You are an ocean. A universe of possibilities.

Don't worry about things not within your control. Start with what you have to live with every day: Yourself. Accept your limitations. Work with them. And find that life gets a little simpler and lighter on your shoulders.

Sincerely,

Beastie_1323

The second project, third in the sequence.

The hidden, quiet side of a chaotic mind under control.

Let's look at the mess of a mind we have, like a puzzle box full of hidden mysteries, memories, and more.

No matter how chaotic the mind gets, find control where you can. Muckle on internally. Emotional in awkward moments? Don't show it—process it internally while staying quiet and humble.

Seems absurd, and to some it possibly is. But like a muscle, we can train our emotions to work with us instead of backfiring like a buggy go-cart.

If you find your heart or mind, possibly both, racing in situations where there's no obvious reason for it, ask yourself questions. Ground yourself.

If everyone around you is going about their day and you're a mess for no reason you're aware of, break it down.

If you're just walking somewhere, look at the situation. You're wearing clothes, shoes, breathing, moving around. No one is talking to you unless you're with friends. No one is looking at you. Nothing more to think about. Why waste the energy?

If you get alarm bells in your head, look around, assess your situation, remain calm and composed. Is it real?

Stay calm, be logical, and get yourself out of the situation if necessary.

You have instincts for a reason. Don't fight them—understand them.

Saying, "Well, I can't do that," for example talking to someone like a cashier, look around. If everyone from a toddler to a senior is able to converse calmly with someone, remind yourself it's just in your head. Don't let it control or consume you.

We're all human beings here. Nothing to be nervous about.

If you mess up, you're human. Sometimes you learn the hard way, but that's part of growth.

For some, it's the first time they drive a car or start a new job. The mind starts playing tricks, burning through a battery at the end of its fuse.

Why let it win?

You are the one in control of yourself.

If everyone else can do it, chances are you can too. It's simply control and capacity that become self-limiting.

You are a machine—a biological one.

Tell me, is there a perfect biological machine?

No.

So why hang on to perfection?

We are imperfect. Nothin' wrong with that.

Everyone has their flaws and their strengths, or flaunts.

The judgment isn't everyone else—it's you putting yourself out.

Let go. Joke about yourself. Laugh at your flaws and mistakes while simultaneously understanding them and working with them instead of combating them.

Our society is built on our ability to converse.

Me? Outside of writing, I sound like a strung-out hillbilly searching for words and awkward as hell.

So I own it because I understand it.

Why let people—who, by the way, probably aren't even thinking anything bad or good about you—control your behavior?

As long as you're staying humble and have common decency, you're good.

No one-upping unless jokingly. No side comments about things that don't concern you.

You're doin' alright.

Avoid falling into traps like the poison pill at work that drags everyone down, or getting caught up in the drama of the weirdo mumbling to themselves in the corner, only to become part of that crowd without realizing it.

It's an easy trap.

Once you start, it's hard to stop, and stress and drama pile up into chaotic noise.

So step back for a minute, look around, and go:

"All I have to do is ABC and go home."

The rest is just burning unnecessary energy on what-ifs.

You can be chaotic internally, flustered and messy, but if you externally show calm control, you'll notice your mind starting to relax over time, focusing on what's actually within your control.

The worries of the day stop.

You have work to do, be it whatever.

Cleaning your house?

Think about cleaning your house one step at a time, because in an hour you could be doing something completely different.

Try looking at things from within. Process them as raw input with no emotions or opinions attached.

For example, instead of naming a leafy green tree or wondering about it, reduce it to the simplest descriptor:

"A green leafy tree."

Or:

"A green, itchy plant."

You may even start laughing at the simplicity of this tool.

Don't overcomplicate things.

If it's tried, true, and works, do it that way.

Reinventing the wheel is only going to add to the noise.

Look around.

Look at things for what they are, not what they could do, but what they are.

A person is another person.

A plant is a plant.

This calms the mind in an absurd way.

Build on things slowly.

Elaborate slowly.

Build context slowly.

What's the rush?

You don't have to be right.

Just admit when you're wrong.

Instead of saying:

"I don't know."

Or:

"I don't care."

Try thinking:

"I'm unsure."

Or:

"I don't understand."

Simple changes in phrasing change our perceptions.

Because if you constantly say, "I don't care," or "I don't know," you'll lose the ability to make informed decisions. You'll lose curiosity in things and shut doors down roads you won't even know you missed.

And by the time you realize it, it's often too little, too late.

So understand your emotions.

Control the aspects of your life that you can.

And don't shut down, or you may miss out on life—and you can't get that time back.

Here's a secret:

We've all been there.

It's a tale as old as time itself.

Sincerely,

Beastie_1323

Formal definitions for the Mars 360 religion.

ARD

• The name of the religion. An acronym and shortening of Armaarussian Dialectic, representing the complete living agency, influence, and sacrament of the god Armaaruss, revealed through the prophet Anthony of Boston by way of his rocket fire predictions by observing the planet Mars

ARDic

• The official adjective describing anything pertaining to ARD (e.g., ARDic principles, ARDic philosophy, ARDic body politic).

Drunarc (singular) / Drunarcs (plural)

• A practitioner or follower of ARD, oriented toward devotion to Armaaruss and engagement with the ARDic dialectic.

Armaaruss

• The deified form of the planet Mars; the central god of ARD, recognized through observable astrological correlations with earthly events.

Mars 360

• The core typological system of ARD. It divides the zodiac into six paired 30-degree sectors, assigning every individual one of six archetypes based on the position of Mars at birth. These archetypes reflect innate personality dispositions.

Armaarussian Dialectic

• The foundational philosophical and spiritual principle of ARD. It posits that the natural contradictions between the six Mars 360 archetypes generate sacred tension, which, when consciously engaged through empathy, dialogue, and agency, leads to personal growth, social harmony, and closer alignment with Armaaruss.

Formal Self-Identification Sentence

“I am a Drunarc, a practitioner of ARD (Armaarussian Dialectic), devoted to the god Armaaruss and committed to living according to ARDic principles.”

Basic principles and outline of the religion

https://www.academia.edu/168425935/The_Armaarussian_Dialectic_ARD_

https://www.academia.edu/167305469/Armaarussian_Neo_Paganism

We know and appreciate these people as they offer the most to the table, but burn out or let the poison pill in the workplace get to them—not of their fault, but of others' volition and volatility after being outshined or corrected by them.

So what happens? The knowledge bank goes and simply does their work and others' as well, as they develop the mindset of: "It's faster to do it myself than argue or explain when I could have had it done already—the correct way."

We all get this—with friends, kids, family, and work. Instead of arguing, complaining, or acting dumb out of spite, they do it themselves—faster and better.

But others get overzealous, don't understand, and just spew verbal diarrhea. Then they become lazy and put more work onto the knowledge bank, eating away at the person little by little instead of helping or doing their own job.

Here's where I don’t blame one side more than the other, I'll be quite honest. Both are in the wrong—simply in different ways.

For the knowledge bank/workhorse: Let them fail. It's not your job. If they ask for help, show them or tell them—but don't step in and do it yourself.

For the others: Take a little responsibility and ethic for your work. Take pride in your work.

Knowledge banks have figured this out—they show pride and excellence in their workplace morals. But where it backfires and can start poisoning them is expecting the same from everyone around them. High expectations and low return every time they ask people to do something, then having attitude or half-*ss work given back, is one of the most mentally draining aspects of their work life. Being let down constantly drains everyone.

So here's some advice:

If they are thud f****—let them burn themselves. They will be asked by someone of higher authority to do something and epically fail, and their lazy or non-ethical workplace practices will show in their work.

The most dangerous thing you can do is allow someone who doesn't know and doesn’t care how to do their job to uplift. Making them look good is dangerous if they're given more responsibility on their own. Let them fail on small things. Let their laziness show. They will dig their own hole and others will bury them—honestly, as deserved.

For those who put in the effort but the knowledge bank is burned out and asking questions leads to disappointment or annoyance because they have their own work to do— Don’t shut down. Remain polite and go: "I'm not asking you to do my job, I'm just confused on this."

Now here's the trick: Don't ask again and put in the effort. The knowledge bank will come to you and offer advice. Be thankful—not reliant. This helps take the load off them as well, and they will get happier as more follow. You'll also weed out the arse monkeys in your workplace. Beneficial for everyone.

To the arse monkeys: You are seen. If people stop covering for you, you're screwed. So smarten up or you'll get buried by the work you know nothing about like a dumpster fire with gas poured on it.

An ending—

If you are the workhorse / knowledge bank: Don't bite off more than you can chew simply because others aren't at your level of experience. Doing everything for them is like teaching a child how to ride a bike by you riding it and them watching. Eventually they'll get bored and walk away, creating issues in areas you can't see because you're busy riding their bike.

For the average people: Simply take pride in your work—not yourself, your work. If you have say 3/10 confidence in yourself, have 6/10 pride in what you do. You'll slowly see your confidence grow—but it takes double or nothing.

Hopefully this is helpful to some of you out there frustrated, burned out, or simply lazy and uncaring. It's a brutally honest observation—one we all see.

Don’t drag down good people. Bury bad people. And appreciate the average Jane/Joe. Man, they're just doin' their job. Not everyone can be you. Understand everyone in a way appreciates you. Don’t let it turn into your dog and pony show. Not your circus, not your monkeys, ;}.

Sincerely,

Beastie_1323

Our society puts up a crystal ball to the famous and the higher tax bracket folks — been this way since Christ was a cowboy.

The intrusive nature of people is quite fascinating — always trying to solve the mysteries of the upper echelon. But in reality, they go to work like everyone else and actually have a far greater chance of losing it than keeping it.

Yes, we appreciate their talent and what they do. Some of us are even envious. But the real thing happening is the attachment to them and the detachment from our own lives. We use their tales, movies, music, and drama as a distraction from ourselves.

They’ve earned their limelight, and I’m not here to knock that. Be enthralled by the characters and admire the skill — nothing wrong with any of that. But you don’t actually know them. You know the name and the image. The person? No. And that’s okay.

Don’t compare apples to oranges in a self-defeatist way. Strive to be the best version of you. You never know — maybe you’re the rockstar of your town or circle. Congratulations if you make it big.

If you can’t, find a different path where your skills fit. No muss, no fuss.

The one superpower most of them don’t have anymore is the ability to be inconspicuous. If you go buy groceries, who cares? When they do it, the world wants to know what kind of pickles they bought and who they said hello to.

If they say hello — say hello back. If they’re polite, be polite. If they’re not, you don’t have to be. Personal boundaries and common decency should go both ways.

I look at everyone on equal footing. I could see the president or a big celebrity and say hello if they say hello first. That’s just playing the game fairly.

I appreciate the limelight holders and their accomplishments, but it respectfully stops there. I ask nothing of them as long as they ask nothing of me. If they’re in a bind and I’m there, I’d help the same as I would anyone else.

No more, no less.

I meet thousands of people in a lifetime and only remember a hundred, if that. They are no different. I'm another passer-by. I feel no need to push my ego or wants on them. Because I myself don't exactly want theirs unless I know them personally and they do the same. Reciprocation.

That's the behavioral dilemma right there — we chase connection with people we'll never truly know while barely connecting with the ones right in front of us. We give strangers on a screen more attention than the cashier or neighbor. It's backwards.

Sincerely,

Beastie_1323

All Reddit posts as proof of seven consecutive years of predicting in advance the exact timeframe of rocket fire escalation against Israel within a calendar year, all by observing when Mars would be within 30 degrees of the lunar node.

There is a pattern in which the time frame of Mars's position within 30 degrees of the lunar node correlates with the highest concentration of rocket fire into Israel in relation to the rest of the year.

Here is the 2026 prediction

Here are the Reddit posts calling down fire from heaven for 2026 while Mars is within 30 degrees of the lunar node. There is a pattern in which the time frame of Mars's position within 30 degrees of the lunar node correlates with the highest concentration of rocket fire into Israel in relation to the rest of the year.

https://archive.ph/4NZfb#https://www.reddit.com/r/AnomalousEvidence/comments/1p2d1mi/a_2026_memorandum_to_the_state_of_israel/

https://www.reddit.com/r/redscarepod/comments/1p2cqob/a_2026_memorandum_to_the_state_of_israel/

Here are the youtube videos calling down fire from heaven in 2026

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xn5bD76AIMQ

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XxHp7H6fMrM

2026 Reddit reaction

https://www.reddit.com/r/redscarepod/comments/1rgy45j/this_is_it_iran_has_launched_operation_true/

https://www.reddit.com/r/TrueAnon/comments/1rgy34n/this_is_it_iran_has_launched_operation_true/

Here are the previous years of predicting the exact timeframe rocket fire into Israel

Year 2025

Prediction

https://archive.ph/bllFT#https://www.reddit.com/r/AnomalousEvidence/comments/1id6ccr/an_advisory_that_a_full_military_mobilization/

https://www.reddit.com/r/redscarepod/comments/1id4g4n/a_2025_memorandum_to_the_state_of_israel/

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QLq26l1403Y

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VaVX_azdcDA

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yjZx0orGeZ4

Reaction:

https://www.reddit.com/r/TrueAnon/comments/1la2w3r/it_happened_missiles_will_now_fly_into_israel_en/

https://www.reddit.com/r/redscarepod/comments/1la2ssh/it_happened_missiles_will_now_fly_into_israel_en/

Year 2024

Prediction:

https://www.reddit.com/r/redscarepod/comments/1bz8qzq/a_2024_memorandum_to_the_state_of_israel/

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qW_-CiWu5b0

Reaction:

https://www.reddit.com/r/redscarepod/comments/1c3azin/it_has_started_iran_has_just_launched_an/

Year 2023

Prediction

https://archive.ph/2L0E7#https://www.reddit.com/r/SaturnStormCube/comments/15gf5qg/a_2023_memorandum_to_the_state_of_israel/

https://archive.ph/gjth8#https://www.reddit.com/r/ForbiddenBromance/comments/13fuw3r/these_stats_indicate_that_the_israelpalestine/

https://archive.ph/yvAjk#https://www.reddit.com/r/EndlessWar/comments/15oziw8/islamic_jihad_and_hamas_is_likely_planning_a/

https://archive.ph/Oiqe9#https://www.reddit.com/r/conspiracy/comments/16ofxy1/mars_entered_within_30_degrees_of_the_lunar_node/

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IGbNPEO9qS4

Reactions:

https://archive.ph/v9Z5x#https://www.reddit.com/r/conspiracy/comments/1722gpu/its_happening_now_israel_is_at_war_with_gaza/?sort=new

https://archive.ph/EKujf#https://www.reddit.com/r/SaturnStormCube/comments/172bm09/its_happening_now_israel_is_at_war_with_gaza/

https://archive.ph/Hkx8O#https://www.reddit.com/r/Destiny/comments/17pdy3r/the_only_public_source_that_predicted_hamass/

https://archive.ph/5bhA8#https://www.reddit.com/r/ForbiddenBromance/comments/1722tl5/its_happening_now_israel_is_at_war_with_gaza/

2022

Prediction:

https://www.reddit.com/r/conspiracy/comments/uwza0b/mars_within_30_degrees_of_the_lunar_node_will/

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6EniwV0TWew

Reaction:

https://www.reddit.com/r/conspiracy/comments/wh2dmq/as_predicted_right_now_gaza_militants_firing/

2021

Prediction:

https://www.reddit.com/r/predictions/comments/gzcpih/predicting_fire_from_heaven_using_the_observation/

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v1sA-ZS73Lw

Reaction:

https://www.reddit.com/r/conspiracy/comments/mxiouk/cosmic_intervention_once_again_just_like_in_2020/

2020

Prediction:

https://www.reddit.com/r/astrology/comments/fa1e4o/rocket_fire_from_gaza_into_israel_following_a/

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e5GxO4ZW2fc

Reaction:

https://www.reddit.com/r/ConspiracyII/comments/gadovl/pattern_of_rocket_fire_from_gaza_into_israel/