I'm currently placed in a big 4 in the external audit department. It's been nearly 4 months since I've joined. Gained above decent exposure in a mid size firm during my articleship. So, the transition in terms of work hasn't been hard. I'm getting used to the big 4 way of work.
My major problem is the pressure. I understand from talking to people here and based on my previous articleship experience that the pressure is always present here.
There are a few bad apples in the hierarchy too in terms of micromanaging and sometimes raising their voices.
I know that external audit is not a long term plan for me. Looks like I won't be able to manage it here in the short term too. My health has taken a toll. I'm constantly anxious, which has led to nausea.
I'm planning on moving on to industry, but the job market is just genuinely bad out there.
People keep telling me to atleast consider staying for a year. But I feel like it's not something I'll be able to manage here. I'm depressed, anxious and always angry.
My question is this - do I stick it out for some time until I find a good job to drop my resignation, or do I drop it now or do I stay here for a year because it will look good on my resume? Is there a lot of shame that comes with quitting early?
I would appreciate practical, sensible advice from people who've been in this position before.