I wish I had the words that felt right to explain this. I don't feel as though I'm cis just not completely angered by my feminity. I'm even on a lower dose of T since my body hair and acne (2+ years on T) started to cause sensory issues recently. I'm actually looking forward to exploring and figuring out what is really meant for me. I still present masculine and use the same pronouns. I don't plan to change anything. I'm just more comfortable where I am and I believe God truly wanted me to learn these things about myself.