I have noticed it trys to get into everything it makes me doubt I know what I know I this want to do what I want with those who I care about I don't want the thoughts or anything to do with that cult I left I have to whenever walking somewhere like my close dollar general there is church that I left and even more of them around me it's annoying I have to pretend stuff like one I walk by is odd gas station or something or this look to right

It feels so annoying beacuse it this seems like it won't stop I keep trying to remind myself that I don't want it and how I know my life will be better because I am not in it