The first time i purchased moldavite was on etsy. it was little shards and i sort of made them into a shitty bracelet and at the time i was NOT healed and only wanted it to get me out of my parents house. the bracelet broke a few days later and the pieces scattered never to be seen again 😭. I purchased it again, I think in 11th grade and i would just keep it on my bedside table and hold it every once in a while. This one I had speculations that it was fake, but again, i lost it in a matter of weeks. I am an adult now, and i bought it from a trusted metaphysical shop in november of last year. this time, i made sure to meditate with it, set my intentions and cleanse it when i could. it was tiny but i’d carry it with me, put in under my pillow and it gave me bad headaches and weird dreams. That, i’m assuming was me getting used to the energy. weeks later, i accidentally knocked it off my bedside table and i heard it drop. I moved all the furniture and carpet and it was gone. y’all know how expensive moldavite is, i was pissed. Do I do more inner work/ shadow work? should I leave it alone or try a different crystal that’s similar? Or should I just stop 😭 and if i should try one last time, PLEASE give me recommendations of where to get real ones. thanks !
