r/Concerta • u/Admirable-Pea1588 • 23h ago
Dosage/ ℞ question 💊 Medication sometimes works sometimes doesn't?
Hey guys I'm on zaggitin XL ( off-brand concerta, methylphenidate).
I've started on 2 weeks of 18mg
And 2 weeks of 36mg
Some days this helps and others it doesn't tbh. The 18mg did barely anything at all the only difference is that I noticed I didn't have to hype myself up to do boring things like showering or doing dishes.
The 36mg was a bit better and I noticed I no longer needed background music or a YouTube video to get me through doing housework but I've noticed that sometimes I'm a bit emotionally flat.
I also HATE arguing with my partner now whereas before ( as toxic as it is ) I would get a bit of a dopamine hit from it or something.
It's strange, on some days my brain is quiet and on others it's just as loud. Usually when I'm around other people my brain is just as loud as me unmedicated but when I'm alone it can be eerily quiet.
On some days my eyes have been struggling to focus and it feels like my brain can't take in visual information as well but on others I'm able to read a book ( something I've not done for years)
My memory has been just as horrible if not worse.
On some days I've literally spent hours daydreaming.
I've also had some headaches here and there.
I've been eating a bit less than normal throughout the day but I make sure I take my vitamins have water and sleep well.
My heart rate feels quite high but my blood pressure is a little low. The other day I was slowly walking and it got to 145bpm.
To be honest with you i notice some changes but it's just not doing much, right now it's just not worth it. Should I change to a different kind?
I'm a bit worried as I do suffer from some anxiety and not great at emotional regulation. I can be an arsehole when I get overstimulated.