r/Concerta • u/TDAGARIM1995 • 8m ago
Rant/Vent 😠 Feeling anxiety over meds and psychologically dependent on them
I started ADHD meds shortly after I first entered the workforce roughly 2 years ago…I have anxiety/OCD as well and the first meds I tried were short acting…it kinda sucked…tried Vyvanse and for a few weeks I felt like a brand new person…during all of this my work performance was improving but i started to feel like I needed them to do well…I didn’t physically crave them but I felt like my job and productivity were completely dependent on them…I started needing to go up on my dose and started to develop anxiety about optimizing my dose and medication
I changed to concerta and I liked it to begin with, but I’ve been having some struggles with 27 mg and now I’m beginning to doubt my decision to even change in the first place…I know this is obsession/anxiety driven but it’s really hard
TLDR: the inconsistency that can occur with ADHD meds is driving me crazy and making me spin my wheels. I don’t necessarily like being on stimulants, but i feel like they are absolutely essential for me to achieve my goals