I've been skating just under a year.
I attend a small club approx 30 skaters. We have a defined A team and a newbie problem. We have tried to do a B team for years, but never had the numbers.
We have A team training, B team training and then mixed training (numbers about 10 people from A and about 5 people from B) on a regular basis for mixed.
I have been a newbie for approx 8 moths, moved to B group training after skills pass, so B group about 3 months? B group training is attended by about 7-10 people, so whilst we do drills, practicing having a proper scrimmage is hard due to numbers and you can guarantee someone is no contact at practice, some sessions it's only about 4 people. I feel I hold my own well during drills and I pick things up and I can see and feel I am progressing.
The only time to actually scrim is mixed training which is mainly group A, Group B just doesn't have enough people regularly attended. Group A has experienced skaters and I feel so lost and defeated after training I'm starting to loose my enjoyment for the sport. The communication in A team feels poor and there doesn't feel like much support to get to the correct position. It very much feels like I'm just getting in the way. Group A whilst generally kind, just don't communicate, they sort of know where to be/who will do what. Group B is way more supportive in terms of positions, but if I'm only ever doing drills with Group B I feel I'm never going to get to a level where I really understand the game.
I'm possibly being really hard on myself and just expecting me to pick things up, but everytime I do the mixed training, I come out of training feeling frustrated, I don't want to not go to the training, but finding it hard going.
Would love to hear from people who have been in the same place. Do I stick it out and keep going, do I stop for a few months.