i just got out of a relationship a few months ago, and while i was doing surprisingly good, feeling happy after the first week, im now heartbroken like i was initially 2 months almost 3 later.
he reached out recently saying he had a lot to say and somethings he wanted to apologize and take accountability for. when we ended, he initially asked for three months and then we had a date to meet back up and discuss if we have accomplished our healing journey and goals and can make it work.
I started getting hurt when he removed a lot of of the comments and pictures only a day or two after this, which was part of the plan but we weren’t supposed to block each other. When I was here ended up, blocking him but didn’t block the contact. He’s still ended up reaching out like he said he would but by the time he did, I was so hurt and angry, which was about two weeks ago that I drafted a huge message to him. That was honestly very cruel and hurtful and he didn’t deserve.
About a week after this, I apologize to him because I felt guilty with no other intentions, and he left me on read a few days ago. Surprisingly he didn’t block me or turn off. Read receipts, but I am blocked on social media.
Ever since then, I keep having lingering doubts and questions, wondering if and what he was going to say? if we had a shot of getting back together, and I messed it up, and if so, would things have gone differently? I thought we really did love each other and I’m still wondering if he could’ve been the one that got away.? Would we end up breaking up again?
were we a good fit? And is there a better fit out there for me?
Through all of this, I’m also in a weird romantic entanglement with a good friend of mine, we always somehow end up cuddling and kissing and somehow I end up ending things with him every time it starts, but it’s like we always find our way right back to the same spot. I wonder also if maybe he’s the one since he’s always there for me no matter what rain or shine even when things end. Like last night, for example I was drinking with my friends and I was really depressed over the whole breakup thing and he’s a shoulder to cry on. He just cuddles with me and is there helping me sober up and helping me while I was vomiting.
Alongside this, I’m planning to move out of state alone pretty soon here. I’m just confused honestly, and I really need some guidance through answers. I know this is very long, and I’m sorry, but I’m really going through a lot.
Please, nobody comment your own opinion about what’s going on. I genuinely just want a reading in psychics to help me out please not mean ppl on the internet telling me to get over it cuz im genuinely lost.