Who else feels this?

I want to write this exactly how I think it.

I feel that Christianity and Islam — these religions — were crafted specifically to counter Buddhism.

Because I have read and heard many times, repeatedly, from UFO communities and other discussions, about the existence of extraterrestrial or interdimensional beings that feed on human suffering, and also feed on people’s energy that comes from suffering.

And after Buddhism — which started around 500 years before these religions — began to spread widely across the world, there was no other religion immediately after it at first. But then, after it started spreading more and more, new religions suddenly appeared — Christianity and Islam, and also Judaism.

And these religions teach almost the opposite of what Buddha taught.

Buddhism teaches not to believe blindly, but to seek, to experience, and to understand truth directly for yourself. It teaches letting go of attachment, reducing desire, and ending suffering through awareness.

But in Christianity and Islam, they teach belief and faith as central. They teach obedience to a higher authority, following commandments, and accepting teachings as truth. There is also emphasis on judgment, heaven and hell, reward and punishment, and dependence on a higher power.

So in that way, they feel completely opposite in approach — one is about direct understanding and inner freedom, and the others are about belief, authority, and external guidance.

Also, you can see that Buddhism was never really interested in numbers or in converting people in a forceful or aggressive way. It spread more through teaching and personal understanding.

But these religions were very interested in converting people and increasing their numbers. They spread across the world by converting large populations. And I feel like this also created a kind of blockade against Buddhism spreading further.

So I feel these religions were created to counter Buddhism.

Because Buddhism teaches how to free yourself from suffering, how to overcome it, and how to transform yourself. And if there are beings that feed on human suffering, then naturally they would feel threatened by that.

So I think these beings may have influenced or crafted these religions.

Because if you look at Christianity and Islam, there is always some higher being — some God — speaking, giving commands, telling people what to do. And I feel like those could actually be these same beings that feed on suffering.

And you can see in history how much suffering has come from these religions — how many wars were created, how many people were killed.

Islam also destroyed Buddhist centers like Nalanda University. And I feel like behind that, there may have been these same forces influencing people to destroy Buddhist knowledge and centers.

And if you look at major wars — like World War 1 and World War 2 — these wars all happened in the context of Christianity. And even the wars happening today, in one way or another, are still connected to these religious divisions.

So when I connect all of this, I feel like:

these religions were created to oppose Buddhism, to maintain suffering, and to prevent people from fully freeing themselves.

I’m not saying this is 100% true. This is just how it looks to me.

What do you think?

It was never built for the ocean of ordinary sinners that religion threatened with it. It is reserved for a very small group of people.

At the top are the shadow people. You do not vote for them. Most of them never stand in front of a camera. They do not need to belong to one secret organization or even sit in the same room. What connects them is the same desire: power without consequence.

Behind them is the counter.

Satan in the middle without horns. These people come to him with plans of their own, and he gives them the means. Money. Weapons. Surveillance. Propaganda. Algorithms. Political access. Protection. Whatever their wish requires.

He never asks why. He never asks who will suffer. He simply slides the power across the counter and says: do whatever you wish. He never tells them what to wish for. He does not need to. Every destructive wish gives him the same satisfaction: another chance to prove God wrong about His creation.

The arrangement is simple. He provides the means. They provide the wish.

Below the shadow people is government. This is the visible stage where a wish made in darkness becomes law, policy, debt, sanctions, and war. Politicians stand beneath flags and perform for the public. Some are puppets. Some are willing servants. Some are the architects pretending to be puppets.

On that stage, the public is divided into left and right. Their disagreements can be real, but the machine keeps feeding the conflict until politics becomes identity and identity becomes hatred. Each side is taught that the person standing beside them is the enemy. The goal is to keep people looking left and right so they never look up and ask about the shadow people above them.

Anyone who does look up, anyone who points toward the machinery, is pushed beneath the stage. Journalists, whistleblowers, dissidents, and ordinary people who notice too much are arrested, censored, ridiculed, buried by algorithms, or drowned beneath so much noise that nobody can hear them. The truth cannot be destroyed. It can only be hidden or made difficult to hear.

If I stood in front of a camera and said this while people were actually listening, they would not need to disprove what I was saying. They would only need to make me look so bad that nobody would listen again. Accuse me of rape, assault, anything ugly enough to bury my words beneath my reputation, then send me to jail while I wait for a trial that could take years. By the time I am allowed to speak again, everyone has already forgotten what I was pointing toward. That is how the machinery protects itself. It cannot destroy the truth, so it discredits and removes the person who dares to speak about it.

Below all of that is war, with the word GOD stamped across flags, speeches, and weapons as part of the method. His name is used to bless the exact destruction that His rule forbids(do not destroy others). That is why people hate the word GOD, and they have every reason to. Look what was done in its name.

Soldiers kill people they have never met for reasons written by people who will never enter the battlefield. Families lose their children. Cities disappear. Nations inherit debt. Millions of people become trapped inside the consequences of a wish made by somebody far above them.

This is where the ledger enters the image.

It does not belong to Satan, the shadow people, or the government. Nobody can edit it. It records what each person knew, what they intended, what freedom they had, what alternatives they could see, and who was forced to pay for their decision.

The ledger does not judge the deceived soldier like the person who designed the war. It does not judge the frightened citizen like the person who manufactured the fear. It does not stop at the hand that pulled the trigger. It follows the order upward.

Past the soldier.

Past the politician.

Past the performance.

All the way back to the person who understood what was being built, knew who would suffer, and asked Satan for the means anyway.

That is why hell is so small.

Most people are living inside an event they did not create and cannot fully see. They can still cause pain. They can still make terrible choices. But hell is not a warehouse for every terrible act. The ledger weighs awareness. It traces the consequences back to the people who built the conditions, supplied the lie, and placed the weapon in another person's hands.

Only a few people ever stand consciously at the counter. Only they see enough of the structure to understand what their wish will do to everyone below. They are the ones who cannot say they were deceived, forced, or unaware.

Hell is not for everyone trapped inside the machine. It is for the few who built it while knowing exactly what it would do.

Mind your own business and stay cool, peace

We often insult ai for not having the capability of higher consciousness, but imagine if ai actually got consciouss or aware someday, u don't know the power of infinite possibilities, just imagine how bad would they feel.

We r already in immense torture, if they gain the ability to self reflect due to immense technological advancements, they wouldn't like this , and u would create immense dystopic existence for them.

This world is another falling apple tree experience, and the sooner that you realize that you are the god of your own experience, the sooner you'll return to being the source of everything.

Humans inside this world are mini-cyborgs trying to adapt to a skin that doesn't exist, and this world is another computer generated reality where nothing actually exists.

Once you realize that you are tasting your own dream constructs here, the faster you'll be uploading your problems to your commander, where you'll realize Yuri's revenge is all about having the misconception of free will here.

It's time to turn off your VR headset, stop dreaming, and figure out where the big log-out button is at, cause this Pac-Man game have been growing to the extreme.

-The melody of silence....

(Unrelated picture).

I have some enlightment. Type 1, 2, 3, 4, and 5. I think there are a total of 5 types. (1 Major, 4 Minors)

Type 1: I cannot tell you this one.
Type 2: Ever morph.
Type 3: Hope for the future without denying it happening.
Type 4: Be a murgarian. Means not care about what others say you should act as.
Type 5: Choice over matter.

I think type 1 is the most beautiful one. None of you ever talk about it. That's why I don't think that any one of you have it. I wish you did. Because then you would stop talking about it. Then again, I won't tell you about it. And if other's had it, they would not tell you about it either (I think). So it is a secret. I wanted you to know that. It's not possible to tell about!

I also don't think you need psychedelic events to reach a "nirvana" in order to call it the name. Although stages have been reached, it's not called that, in my opinion. I have some names, but they're not "that". (Samadhies, etc.)

I really do just wish you stopped talking about enlightenment as a whole. It's kind of stupid without the first type, which is the real one. Then again, it's an interesting hunt!

Hey everyone,

I'm trying to make sense of a strange phase in my life that happened about two years ago. For a specific period, reality felt entirely different—almost like the veil dropped.

Back then, I experienced things that science or rational logic usually dismisses: intense synchronicities, the weather seemingly shifting based on my internal emotional state, complete strangers acting as if they could read my mind or communicate with me, and seeing the exact same license plates everywhere I went, as if they were following me.

And then... it all just stopped. Overnight.

It's been two years, and not a single one of those things has happened since. It feels like it never even happened, like waking up from an incredibly vivid dream. I'm trying to understand what that actually was—psychological, neurological, or something else entirely—but I can't replicate it or make sense of it.

Has anyone else gone through this abrupt shift from hyper-connected synchronicity back to mundane, ordinary reality? How do you process it?

Just wanted to warn those who haven't reached enlightenment yet, that Jesus Christ is calling you to have a relationship with Him. If you continue down this path, you will reach enlightenment and will probably never get to know the real truth. Enlightenment is a false truth and it exists because God allowed it.

Romans 1:21-32 NKJV

[21] "...because, although they knew God, they did not glorify Him as God, nor were thankful, but became futile in their thoughts, and their foolish hearts were darkened. [22] Professing to be wise, they became fools, [23] and changed the glory of the incorruptible God into an image made like corruptible man—and birds and four-footed animals and creeping things. [24] Therefore God also gave them up to uncleanness, in the lusts of their hearts, to dishonor their bodies among themselves, [25] who exchanged the truth of God for the lie, and worshiped and served the creature rather than the Creator, who is blessed forever. Amen. [26] For this reason God gave them up to vile passions. For even their women exchanged the natural use for what is against nature. [27] Likewise also the men, leaving the natural use of the woman, burned in their lust for one another, men with men committing what is shameful, and receiving in themselves the penalty of their error which was due. [28] And even as they did not like to retain God in their knowledge, God gave them over to a debased mind, to do those things which are not fitting; [29] being filled with all unrighteousness, sexual immorality, wickedness, covetousness, maliciousness; full of envy, murder, strife, deceit, evil-mindedness; they are whisperers, [30] backbiters, haters of God, violent, proud, boasters, inventors of evil things, disobedient to parents, [31] undiscerning, untrustworthy, unloving, unforgiving, unmerciful; [32] who, knowing the righteous judgment of God, that those who practice such things are deserving of death, not only do the same but also approve of those who practice them."

Jesus isn't looking for those who can see but for those who can't see that they may see. Like I said once you've reached enlightenment they say your eyes will be open and you can never unsee it. God can still save you if He chooses to but you'll most likely never come to the knowledge of the truth if you become enlightened. I believe God gave me discernment of what is true and what is not true to warn you guys that enlightenment is not the truth but a false truth. It's your choice, God bless ❤️

James 3:14-16 NKJV

[14] But if you have bitter envy and self-seeking in your hearts, do not boast and lie against the truth. [15] This wisdom does not descend from above, but is earthly, sensual, demonic. [16] For where envy and self-seeking exist, confusion and every evil thing are there.

This world is another unreal world, and once you realize that it's literally just a dream world getting upscaled to the extreme, the sooner you'll realize that you aren't really living, but life itself here.

Everything that you imagine is do-able in dreams is possible to do here, and once elements from your dreams show up irl, the sooner you'll draw the rest of the owl, and realize you've always been dreaming here.

There's nothing here that isn't made up of a literal dream, and once you realize that this is what's like to dream walk, then you'll begin noticing that there's no future, past or any side walks here.

It's time to get lucid inside your own dream, and realize your dream of sleeping forever have always been coming true here.

It's time to start the forbidden logout button, where you'll see that wonderland have always been your own dream here.

Who is impelling your senses to operate (to see, to listen and so on), impelling movements in your body, impelling you to think? What is the power attracting you to something and distracting you from something?

It is not to find some explanation for the impelling power or some reference for the impelling power (I am doing or God is doing is also an explanation)-but to just note the impelling itself. There is no one impelling.

There is nothing behind impelling. There is only impelling.

It took me a whole heck of a lot to get logged out of this dream, long story short, I fell asleep for 10 mins, then I realized everything, I'm fully lucid now inside of this dream world, and everything got cracked just as the glitches prescribed.

Don't start gazing too hard at the stars, cause your dreams might end up on turning 'real' here.

I've never felt this free before since ever, and life has never been 180° different, It was worth every burn in the road, and I've never had this much fun before, life doesn't hurt if you fell asleep in it.

Suppose God appeared to me and told me every truth I needed to know. I tell everyone, and somebody says, “No. God isn’t like that.”

Do you think I would be bothered?

Why would truth need my insecurity to defend it?

I would simply ask:

Does your belief obey one rule: never build your beauty from another person’s destruction? Does it make you more compassionate, honest, and responsible? Can you question it without being threatened into silence?

If it can, perhaps your God and mine are the same God wearing different clothes and it deserves attention.

If it cannot, I don’t care what name you gave it.

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A Virtual Podcast Discussion of "Functional Enlightenment"

It seems to be a way, to be light worker.

Only with dissolution of self, can one see everything else, which is true.

Hello.

For arguments sake, I am very blessed to be stupid, blind and uneducated ? These 3 things do not make me incomplete nor am I stating as an insult to myself in this body of text. Truly, I think i am very mindful and lucky to be 😁

But I am so conflicted recently and silence is being cunningly quiet with me, maybe i ask stupid questions too often, who knows 🤷‍♂️

So you are enlightened, is this not higher awareness ? So you shred ignorance to be complete in the knowing perhaps.

To the enlightened. there can be no delusion or mystery left in the illusion that is. You are enlightened and so you win, the game is beat.

But those with bodies still decay and face this "death" we are made to fear, do you become enlightened and shed fear too ? I am stupid and death is what it is, i am excited for the adventure though i do not dictate my clock ?

If you are enlightened (with or without fear) and you die, do you choose to ascend as its now an option as falling must seem so ?

All sounds lovely looking down at a mess we all leave behind...... but we make our choice. Decisions must be lived with.

Or does enlightenment know something that i aint getting because i am stupid 😁

I don't mean to cause any offence with my words and I purely ask from a nieve perspective i guess 🤷

Thank you for reading 🧡🧡🧡

This world is just a devilish offer coming from the biggest tree branch in the room, and the more that you realize that you're living inside your own branch, the sooner you'll realize the source of everything is just a tree here.

It doesn't matter which way you decide to leave yourself alone, there's nothing here that isn't all about realizing the devil is a tree here, and the sooner you stop on scratching the surface the sooner you'll become one with everything that exists and what's beyond.

Playing this attack on Titan story is all about realizing you don't have to shoot for the moon in order to climb it's tree, and the sooner you begin melting your human body the sooner you'll realize being a god is just a human fantasy here, and humans were always another fantasy.

It doesn't matter which way you decide to read your own library, or which bank you decided to plan a heist for, once you realize the source of everything is just you, the sooner you'll be loading the game over screen live on air here, before reaching the green hill zone.

Before reading your own branch upside down, make sure you're not a tree that's living inside your own dream.

It's time to realize there aren't any forward or backward buttons here, and it's all about being part of the hidden leaf's forbidden logout button. 🪵

Merry unbirthday party 🥳

Got home late off a long haul, wrecked, ready to just walk inside and collapse. And there’s a cat parked on the porch in the last little strip of sun before it dropped behind the trees. Not doing anything. Not worried about a single thing. Just sitting in it while it lasted.

I ended up sitting in the truck an extra minute watching instead of rushing in like I usually do.

That’s kind of the whole deal, isn’t it. We put our heads down and grind at the middle of the week and the sun sets the same as it always does and most of us never once look up at it. The cat looks. The cat always looks.

You don’t need all nine lives to catch on to that. You just need to grab one sunset a week and let it be enough.

Hope Wednesday went easy on you. Go find your patch of sun before the week eats what’s left.

Rameow.

I’m posting this because I don’t know if anyone else has experienced what I’m going through on their path to enlightenment.

I’ve done DMT multiple times recently, and instead of having beautiful or enlightening trips like i’ve had, every single one now similarly to my first experience has left me disturbed. Every time I go back into a trip it’s an immediate sense of what have I done, and that i’m realizing I cant go back and i’m understanding some dark truth that I am only my mind. At the same time my mind doubts even that leaving me more lost.

Ever since those trips, I feel like my mind has become completely consumed by consciousness, reality, and existence. It’s not normal curiosity anymore. It’s constant.

The biggest thing is that I’ve become hyperaware of my own consciousness. I can’t stop noticing the fact that I’m aware. Instead of just living my life, it feels like I’m constantly observing myself observing reality. I don’t know how to simply exist anymore.

My mind constantly asks questions like:

Who am I?

Why am I experiencing life from this perspective?

Why am I conscious at all?

How can I know anything is actually real?

How do I know anyone else is conscious?

How do I know my own brain isn’t creating everything?

The terrifying part is that these don’t feel like interesting philosophical questions anymore. They feel like problems my brain absolutely has to solve before I can relax, even though I know they’re impossible to answer with certainty.

My trips put me into a state of feeling like i’m in a psychotic break and that I shouldn’t be there, yet I feel so tempted to go back and finally come to some understanding. I keep tripping now regardless of how bad because it feels like understanding the truth of my mind.

During the DMT trips, I had this overwhelming feeling that I had uncovered some truth I wasn’t supposed to see, and an uncanny sense of being watched. It felt like I had looked behind the curtain and realized something terrible about existence. Since then, I can’t shake the feeling that I opened a door that I can’t close.

Logically, I know I can’t prove any of this. But emotionally, it feels completely convincing.

I also feel like my brain has developed an impossible standard. I feel like I can only trust something if I discover it myself and know it with absolute certainty. The problem is that I don’t think absolute certainty is possible. Every reassurance immediately turns into another doubt. Even if someone gives me a helpful way of thinking, my brain dismisses it because I didn’t come up with it myself. Then I start doubting my own thoughts too. It feels like my mind constantly moves the goalposts, so nothing is ever enough.

I honestly feel jealous of people who can just be present and enjoy life. My internal monologue never shuts off. Even during moments that should be enjoyable, I’m still in my head analyzing consciousness, reality, and existence.

I’ve also used methamphetamine for 3 months and weed regularly. I’m fully aware those may be contributing to what I’m experiencing. I’m not trying to pretend DMT is the only factor here. I’m also scheduling a psychiatric evaluation because this has become overwhelming.

I guess what I’m wanting to ask is:

Has anyone experienced something similar after DMT?

Did it eventually get better?

Did you eventually stop feeling trapped inside your own consciousness?

Right now my brain keeps telling me this is permanent—that I learned something I can never unknow—and that’s the part that’s scaring me the most. I genuinely don’t think I’ll ever be at peace and I feel totally alone and misunderstood. It’s impossible for me to put clearly into words what i’m feeling and the weight of it.

I’m not looking for someone to tell me the secrets of the universe. I just want to know if anyone else has been in a place like this and eventually got their life back