Just came back from an amazing trip.

I Have a supply on hand but rarely feel the urge to go in. Tonight it felt like it was calling me in.

Entities were opening filing cabinets in my brain and removing unwanted, unimportant, toxic files.

I couldn’t be more Grateful for the experience.

Journey safe ✌️

Hey yall, last Tuesday I brokethrough on 50mg of DMT. While it was eye-opening and life changing, I honestly had a traumatic experience. I just could not let go no matter how hard I tried so I was dragged to hyper space against my will. The entities kept telling me that I shouldn't be there, that I lacked respect for them and that I need to take better care of myself mentally and physically. It's as if they were punishing me for taking such a high dose and for being in such an unhealthy state in life while doing it. I thought I was either dead and not coming back or that I was going to be stuck that way forever and would need to be institutionalized. I just couldn't accept those ideas that felt more real than real. I actually ended up somehow calling my Dad during the middle of the trip which was very comforting and grounding as we are very close but its safe to say that I fought the experience hard and was traumatized because of it. The positive takeaway from the experience is the gratefulness I now have for life and sobriety. I've been eating much healthier, working out and quitting my nicotine, weed and molly addictions as a result. So overall it was the experience I needed not the one I wanted, it's changed my life for the better. I'm just worried and sad that I may have ruined DMT for myself and will never be able to return and have a good experience. Either way I've received the message that I need to stay away from DMT for the time being and focus on bettering my life.

Hey all. I'm not even sure how to describe what just happened. I've been dabbling in DMT and so far I've had some very profound and amazing experiences. As far as the language barrier, I've been picking up on similar clicks and robotic sounds, and each experience has been with similar colorful creatures. That was until tonight. I haven't done or thought about DMT in a couple weeks, so I wanted to enjoy an experience. I did a smaller amount than usual so I didn't think it would be crazy. For those wondering, I smoke it on top of some very mild cannabis. I close my eyes and usually put a cloth over my eyes. Not only did I lose all feeling in my body (somewhat common) I had visuals of a clown like figure bouncing around whatever visual area I had. It was grabbing my face and upper body and felt as if it was trying to crawl through my eyes. That wasn't the weird part. It was speaking English and tormenting me, teasing me and predicting every upcoming move I'd make. I'd open my eyes to make sure I wasn't dying and legit felt this creature trying to crawl over me. It was like it was using my actual thoughts and fears against me. Now I hope this was a one off, but I'm wondering if anyone else had an experience like this?

I’m posting this because I don’t know if anyone else has experienced what I’m going through.

I’ve done DMT multiple times recently, and instead of having beautiful or enlightening trips like i’ve had, every single one now similarly to my first experience has left me disturbed. Every time I go back into a trip it’s an immediate sense of what have I done, and that i’m realizing I cant go back and i’m understanding some dark truth that I am only my mind. At the same time my mind doubts even that leaving me more lost.

Ever since those trips, I feel like my mind has become completely consumed by consciousness, reality, and existence. It’s not normal curiosity anymore. It’s constant.

The biggest thing is that I’ve become hyperaware of my own consciousness. I can’t stop noticing the fact that I’m aware. Instead of just living my life, it feels like I’m constantly observing myself observing reality. I don’t know how to simply exist anymore.

My mind constantly asks questions like:

Who am I?

Why am I experiencing life from this perspective?

Why am I conscious at all?

How can I know anything is actually real?

How do I know anyone else is conscious?

How do I know my own brain isn’t creating everything?

The terrifying part is that these don’t feel like interesting philosophical questions anymore. They feel like problems my brain absolutely has to solve before I can relax, even though I know they’re impossible to answer with certainty.

My trips put me into a state of feeling like i’m in a psychotic break and that I shouldn’t be there, yet I feel so tempted to go back and finally come to some understanding. I keep tripping now regardless of how bad because it feels like understanding the truth of my mind.

During the DMT trips, I had this overwhelming feeling that I had uncovered some truth I wasn’t supposed to see, and an uncanny sense of being watched. It felt like I had looked behind the curtain and realized something terrible about existence. Since then, I can’t shake the feeling that I opened a door that I can’t close.

Logically, I know I can’t prove any of this. But emotionally, it feels completely convincing.

I also feel like my brain has developed an impossible standard. I feel like I can only trust something if I discover it myself and know it with absolute certainty. The problem is that I don’t think absolute certainty is possible. Every reassurance immediately turns into another doubt. Even if someone gives me a helpful way of thinking, my brain dismisses it because I didn’t come up with it myself. Then I start doubting my own thoughts too. It feels like my mind constantly moves the goalposts, so nothing is ever enough.

I honestly feel jealous of people who can just be present and enjoy life. My internal monologue never shuts off. Even during moments that should be enjoyable, I’m still in my head analyzing consciousness, reality, and existence.

I’ve also used methamphetamine for 3 months and weed regularly. I’m fully aware those may be contributing to what I’m experiencing. I’m not trying to pretend DMT is the only factor here. I’m also scheduling a psychiatric evaluation because this has become overwhelming.

I guess what I’m wanting to ask is:

Has anyone experienced something similar after DMT?

Did it eventually get better?

Did you eventually stop feeling trapped inside your own consciousness?

Right now my brain keeps telling me this is permanent—that I learned something I can never unknow—and that’s the part that’s scaring me the most. I genuinely don’t think I’ll ever be at peace and I feel totally alone and misunderstood. It’s impossible for me to put clearly into words what i’m feeling and the weight of it.

I’m not looking for someone to tell me the secrets of the universe. I just want to know if anyone else has been in a place like this and eventually got their life back

I'm just curious, for those of you who have used DMT extensively like 100+ times if you've ever noticed any cognitive/nuerological problems that seem to be related to it? Like memory problems, trouble focusing, things like that?

I know that there haven't been a ton of official studies done on the subject, so I figured i'd ask people about their subjective experiences

Just curious to hear about any

I want to use mesh for my dmt, but wat is the difference between RDA and RTA? which of the two should I pick?

Hello friends, just learning how to use a dab rig to break on through.

I've got like a bubble carb cap with a small hole at the top and doing cold starts. I notice some vapour leaking out of the hole before i start to draw, is that less than ideal? And when drawing, do i cover the hole with my finger or do i want air flow?

Much love x

SWIM can use just enough NaOH to get to 14 pH but it seems like they get less yield. If they use minimum NaOH in 750 mL of water with 50g MHRB they get pretty low yield but with 50g NaOH and identical procedure they get more like 1.5% yield. It’s consistently like this. Their scale is definitely accurate. They are using pH strips that aren’t expired. This makes no sense to them. What could be going on here?

I've seen several ways to do it online, and this seems like the most surefire way not to burn anything. I've seen the 310f temp recommendation, but are there any other tips to using it? Do I need any of the accessories? (bubbler, carb caps, ect) Waiting on the supplies to get delivered for my first extraction

First time trying it. Made a tea out of Syrian Rue by boiling 3 grams of seeds for about 15 minutes or so, then drinking it with an excessive amount of coffee creamer. The taste was pretty inoffensive with the added creamer, but the plain seed water was quite bitter.

First impressions was "Woaaaaah"

It feels very different. Much slower and a lot more gentle. The colors also feel brighter and more lighthearted maybe? Though that could just be my headspace lol

It also feels a lot more functional. Being able to function, walk, talk, and eventually - swim, all with cartooney visuals was very interesting and fun.

I did go swimming with a nice little low dose. Im with a sober friend lol so im not too worried about drowning or anything.

Anyways, I've just been experimenting with low doses. I plan to go deeper whenever pool time is over 😎👌

Hello, been trying to find a proper all in one device for break through solo. Do not want to use a torch solo for obvious reasons. Heard good things about devices like this..Any advice or recommendations would be greatly appreciated.

Thank you :)

All I have found is this comment. Does anyone know of more details shared by Clob? Or has done it themselves?

Thanks

I was accidentally using the 4v setting because thats how it was out of the box. i'd say ive used about 10 puffs of it at that setting. the liquid still looks the same and still tastes the same but is harsh on the back of my throat. The effects feel weaker than I think they should be but I'm not sure.

I have had a calling to psychedelics for a long time. Since I was about 12 I think when I watched Bruce Parry consume ibogaine with natives in their traditional ceremony. DMT has long interested me but I came to psychedelics quite late, in my mid 30s. I have had several trips on mushrooms and lsd and had ups and downs. I’ve not had an ego death and the most mushrooms I have had is 3g and acid a 250ug tab. Some were very strong and slowed down my willingness to proceed to the big time. I have done some reflecting though and the calling is back. I have a friend who can get hold of it and has offered to sit for me. I’d like to know if anyone has any advice on how to work towards it or perhaps if I should just relax and let everything happen as and when it does?

I tried 5 bottles of rosonol and they all left a circular ring, clean otherwise. I don't believe this brand is safe to use anymore, despite people saying it was fine years ago on other forums.

Which brands have you had success with recently that pass the evap test?

Well guys it happened to me, i been smoking changa for two weeks not everyday but it happened i got kick out of the realm for a while i don’t know for how long, but they told me i was fucking it up, and yes i think im fucking it up on my life i think im going to get back on my feet and get back when i feel like i really need to go back i dont know if it was entities or my superior self, but it wasnt a good trip this time :/

I’m just out of a session doing Changa and I kind of don’t have anyone to voice my experience to so this is kinda an emotional dump and being curious for others experiences with DMT.

I have a sweet spot on Changa where I get to this really emotional place. Reality and my perception starts to distort (in the way only DMT can cause) and I’m hit with this overwhelming sense of “WOW” is the only way I can describe it. It’s like pure bliss or gratitude or something but VERY loving and positive. I cried happy tears several times in that space tonight.

I don’t push myself with it to hard, I like my little sweet spot there, it feels very loving…but then I thought I would take a reasonable sized pipe whilst in that place and hollyyyy shit!!! I found myself starting to panic and had to work really hard to lean into it…I felt like I was clinging on for dear life. I felt as if I was completely dissolving and my mind was trying its absolute hardest to cling on to random thoughts…my work, have I taken to much, what if I forget to breath….and everything started to look like some kind of mad cartoon, it was pretty wild.

I have been to that point before but really struggle to push myself past it….its like I’m right in the edge of a breakthrough and I loose the bottle, then revert back to my safe, loving WOW place (as I like it there 😂)

Now that i hear myself saying all that, it all just seems to be a bit of a blur….. damn.!!!

Last night was my third time having a notable DMT experience. I fully felt an entity or presence enter my body. Once I accepted the experience and just let her in, I immediately felt my entire body vibrating from every single point - from the top of my head to the tip of my pinkie toe.

Then she settled in and started to show me calming vibrations and what different emotions felt like in my body followed by my seeing the rest of life flash in front of me, and I saw it all and felt it all and every emotion possible in my body I would ever feel.

It was insane. But so beautifully calming and serene. As I started to come down, there was this oval shape in the middle of my chest that felt warm. I knew that entity or presence was still there and she’ll be here forever. It’s not a scary feeling, it’s very comforting. It almost feels as though my body met and saw my soul and they rejoined.

Has anyone else felt or experience something similar? Have you ever heard of anyone else having a similar experience entering their body?

If I smoke DMT first than eat shrooms will the shrooms trip me or I will waste them ?

Many people who have done nn dmt in this sub have said the absolute soul shattering lonely feeling of being god. My friend also did a sub breakthrough dose and he felt very alone.

Now everytime I’ve done dmt it was sub breakthrough and everytime I hit the point of enough mental walls breaking down that it convinced me in a embodying way that everything is me and I am everything, to the point that there was no "other" to be lonely for. It was the most freeing and happy and thrilling feeling I could never have imagined.

If god is everything then there is ultimately no "other" to care for, be lonely for, be sad or happy for.. you ARE the "other" you’re feeling lonely for, and have not seen or realized it. The experience very much seems to transcend the lonely god feeling and it goes from something unknown or sort of closed in to when realizing that you are the other, expand Infinitely with nothing closing us in and it’s just all good, all positive.

Of course I’m not saying this is the ultimate truth but in a non dual way this is it and I hope it can help you guys who are suffering through the lonely god experience. <3

Just made a 1:1 for the first time and it went so thick as soon as I took it off the heat, got most of it in but lost about 1/5 of it 😭 are ya’ll just speedy mofos or you got some better syringes maybe??

I tried DMT using a glass pipe. I didn't know what to expect from the experience, and I can't quite put into words what I'm feeling, but colors look much more vivid, and I feel in control of every movement I make. I didn't manage to have a breakthrough because the taste isn't great and my stomach feels a bit heavy. It’s been 20 minutes, and I’ve mostly focused on the view outside my window since I can't bring myself to close my eyes. I watched the clouds "dissolve" and the sky turn an increasingly deep blue. Even though I didn't have the experience I expected (seeing or speaking to entities), I feel like I’ve already gained a lot; for a while, I felt closer to the things I love, and the heavy burden I often carry—not knowing what to do with my life—seems to have vanished. After 10 minutes (my experience lasted 25), I turned toward my trip-sitter and saw his face change shape—not much, but I’m very detail-oriented, and something about him no longer seemed like him, even though I knew it was him. Honestly, I don't know if I want to smoke any more right now, but that’s okay. Any advice?