I just need to vent because I'm over this crap.
I live in the GTA in ontario, canada.
Why the HELL is every food item on any given menu at any given restaurant unless exclusively vegan pumped full of dairy !?!
Why does bread have dairy in it !?!
Not everything needs cheese sauce, or ranch squirted all over it.
Why is whey an ingredient ? why does dairy need to be used in fried chicken batter !?!
I use to LOVE takeout and now I really friggen don't because nothing is safe.
The level of careful I now have to be reminds me of my obsession with food when I was anorexic and it's fucking with my mental health.
Just straight up not happy.
And sure, I can cook at home. But don't get me started on the cost of ingredients from the grocery store.
Is eating even worth it anymore ?
Give me a fully incorporated daily nutrient supplement with all the calories I need and leave me alone.
I'm so tried of food and trying to eat.
( Incredibly lactose intolerance. Lactaid doesn't help. I've taken 12 at once - doesn't work )
Why is dairy in EVERYTHING in Canada
edit: it got worse, since I've been eating so many veggies, I am now deeply concerned I have the viral diarrhea that's going around the states ( Ontario is attached to Michigan )