I’ve been on desogestrel 75mg since January. I have an appointment with my GP tomorrow morning because they want to do some blood pressure testing stuff, but this sub isn’t for medicla advice and stuff so. Not the point if this anyway.
I’m 15 (goijg onto 16 in December) and FTM. The idea of havinf a period is terrifying to me, I hate it, it makes me feel disgusting, and I literally believe that my depression has gotten better in the 6 months of no period. I’m on the pill because my periods used to cause me to puke whenever I ate (prompting me to avoid eating), have such bad cramps that I felt I physically couldn’t get out if bed or out of a chair, sweat so much, had really bad migraines that didn’t let me focus or anything and it actually made me do worse in school because I couldn’t concentrate or I just didn’t go in because it was that bad. I also had my period twice a month, both times heavy with minor clotting, and there was no investigation into why that happened, I was just put on the pill (very happy about btw, didn’t want to have to undergo an interrogation). Dysphoria not included.
My mum says they’re just doing a check-up, and that they’ve ordered for a new prescription within 24hrs (my last pill is tomorrow) which means I get a new refill on Friday. Was meant to collect it at the GP today, but they said I needed checkup first because it had been 6 months.
I haven’t had any side-effects aside from maybe being a little more sleepy, but as far as I’m aware, that isn’t bad. Like, not enough to warrant me stopping them, I think. I feel fine. I actually feel a lot better!! Happier, more physically active, more relaxed and my education is better because I’m not taking pointless days off per month because it felt impossible to even get out of bed some days.
Tbh I don’t even know, I’m just nervous and stressing about it because I seriously just don’t want to get off the pill. I also can’t explain about the FTM reason because my parents have said that I’d be kicked out and abandoned if I did anything like that so :/
TLDR; if my GP says, for whatever reason despite having no negative side-effects and feeling much better, that I can’t be on the pill or that I need a period, can I just take it and refuse to have a bleed? Does anyone have experience with this situation stuff or what?