I applied for a job a number of months ago and got it. But then I had to withdraw my application last minute due to financial commitments.
The guys said I would have got the job and to keep in touch. I noticed they hired someone, but they left. I sent the owner a message, but he has ignored me. I really want that job.
I have never done anything like this before and I'm just looking for some help and some advice on something basic that I could try that may make the person respond to my email with a positive or negative response as long as I get a response.
When I found out the person got the job I did try and think about the person leaving and I did that for 6 months and that come true. The person left, so i thought I would email the company and try my luck. But they have so far ignored me.
I tried writing my intent on a piece of paper in pen also why I want to work there, the name of the person I spoke with. I wrote the address and all the reasons I wanted the job.
I then lite the paper. I waited for it to cool and got the dust and through it in the wind. I also say these words each day
Words once sent, now find their way
Let a kind reply come my way
Open eyes and open heart
let our communication start.
So Mote it be.
I also think about the email coming through each day morning and night.
But so far nothing is happening.
The job is perfect for me and there is not many of these jobs around my area. So thats why its so important to me. I keep thinking deep inside that if I wait long enough it will all be ok in the end and I will get a response.
But its been 2 weeks and its looking un likely. But some where deep inside of me is telling me not to give up hope
I don't have access to different sorts of material's and apparatus. I don't want to be using jars and all sorts of things left around the house. .
What else can i try? Words, writing intent and placing in a drawer, thought. Does this work as I'm really keeping an open mind when the out looks doesn't seem positive.
I know I should just give up and move on, but something is stoping me.
Thank you