r/SatanicTemple_Reddit • u/XYBlueJeans • 18m ago
Ritual Unconventional writing
No candles or incense. Not even rage or hate.
Back in 2017, amongst a great many other acts of malice directed at me throughout life at various other points, I was abused so very badly at work. Whatever it was, I met her ex boyfriend of 10 years, he never said her name but when I overheard him speak, my first words were "I know right? That woman terrifies me!"
My ex employer has caused a great deal of harm to me & this man & his current love through his trauma responses. He is still tied to her through their children & she continues to cause him great distress. A very real chance of becoming a witness of character in court looms as ambiguous as it is.
I wrote her a letter forgiving & thanking her for the cruelty she wrote & how it is now one source of my own emotional success as peer specialist. I even wished for her own self growth. An act I know to be for many unbearable.I will not turn the other cheek, and she'll likely never be forgiven by those I love. But this I know, when truth with love is spoken the real monsters can't stand it. For as much as she hated me, her ex told me of how when she took it out on him before we met, she couldn't find one bad thing about me outside of inexperience."HE'S EVIL! HE WAS SENT HERE TO RUIN & SLOW ME DOWN!" he quoted. I know many in this sub are atheistic satanists but this is my truth & part of why I'm agnostic. There are too many coincidences in my life for it to be nothing but not enough for it to be something either. I feel good now. If I had still been a Christian I'd have prayed for her death while turning the other cheek. Not anymore. I love me. Ave Satanas, my liberator.