I hope everyone is feeling well right now.
So i play a lot of vivid/stasis, especially last year to early this year, until i slowly started to play the game less often. Originally it was because of being busy with other things, but now i started to feel like i should play even less because of my weakening skills and burnout. There was one time where i took a break for the few recent months, and when i played the game just today, i still don't see any improvement at all. Even if i take breaks, i still don't feel any improvement and don't feel satisfied
Lately, whenever i play easier charts, like up to 11 (for the uninitiated, the maximum level in vivid/stasis is 17), i felt like my accuracy is getting worse. I started to get less accurate FCs and ACs on the easier charts. Several months ago, I once got 80+ regular crits (not A. CRITs, just regular CRITs) on a 10 FC and even though it's an FC, i still ruminate about it to this day because of the terrible accuracy for a level 10. Then i started getting more regular crits in easier songs than i should have, especially as of late.
I also tried FCing a chart under level 11 today and i keep fucking up so much that i gave up, and the same goes to trying to AC a chart with a one digit diff level (i have terrible memory lol, i think it was a 7).
I keep wanting to practice before rereading Chapter 2, hell even rereading the entire game story because i wanted to feel the story again, while at the same time try to get back to playing harder charts (14s-15+s, maybe even harder charts) like before, but i keep unintentionally shifting my mindset to be about achievements on easier charts instead of actually having fun and feeling flow.
I'm starting to feel like it's becoming a cycle at this point and i don't think i will improve again, at best not anytime soon. I had a similar thing to Phigros (except instead of about the easier charts, i tried too hard to FC the 15s and got me stressed) to the point that i just don't feel the energy to play this game much anymore and i'm scared it'll happen again in v/s. I was supposed to have fun, but now this keeps becoming about achievements again and again that i started to feel so much burnout from rhythm games.
I have loved rhythm games since 2019 and i don't want to lose interest in them because i feel like this is the only whole game genre i'm actually interested in. I do play games outside of this genre but i find RGs to be my most favorite genre, and i don't want to lose this interest. Am i trying too hard on achievements? Maybe I think I am, but what do you think? Does anyone have advice on how to improve or at least get through this?
P.S. Ironically, i FCed the Chapter 1 boss on FINALE 14 on first try. I find it strange in a time where i keep feeling burnt out from trying to FC/AC easier charts š