Hi.
I'm new to all of this but have felt for a while a strong pull toward Hecate. I felt like recently the signs had gotten a bit stronger.
I recently moved to a new home. Prior to my move, a tiny spider was crawling on me and I gently placed him on the ground, only for it to come back several times.
After moving, I asked her for some more signs and a few days later we found hundreds of little spiders in my storage shed.
I've begun to feel her presence a bit more, it's a sweet, motherly, warm feeling that overcomes me for 15-20 seconds.
Yesterday especially was a very hard day for me, my mother has relapsed again recently and it's been affecting me a lot.
I felt Hecate's presence during a difficult moment yesterday, and I lit a candle, asking her if she was present.
The flame was very strong, flickering wildly. I put on some music for her, even sang her a song dedicated to her I found. I cried, I spoke with her, thanked her, and made my first offering.
I don't have an altar yet, do not have the financial means to start one but it's in my plans to make her one when I can.
I heard that she liked olive oil and flowers so I picked some purple flowers, and poured some olive oil in a clean small container and placed it outside in my garden on top of a big flat rock near some trees.
I spoke to her, honored her and let her know it was a humble offering for her.
Today when I passed the rock, I noticed that right next to it, were two crow feathers. It felt like it was from Hecate, an acknowledgement.
I've washed the feathers and brought them inside.
I'm still learning to trust my intuition a bit, and wanted to know if I'm just reading into things or if this could be a sign?