r/Firefighting • u/under_reacted • 6h ago
General Discussion How should I handle the toxic shift as a probationary firefighter?
I work with a dual Fire/EMS agency. I know my job at my scope of practice well, and I’m always on time and eager to work. Since I’ve started there, my shift has always kind of a little me. Call me a r*tard, made fun of me, well, almost daily remarks about how they were surprised that I did that well on something or that I knew that tidbit of information. With other daily remarks of how healthy fired or something of that sort. As I’ve got two months left on my probationary period I’m really trying hard to hold it together, but it seems like it’s becoming a lot. Especially after I pulled overtime on another shift and looked at how they treated their probationary firefighter but respect and a desire to teach and guide them. On my shift, I can probably count on two hands how many times I have trained fire or EMS over the last 10 months. Especially recently when I went to train with another station that was at our station using stations facility. I told that crew hey if you’re ever out here again, I’d love to come on trade with you guys because I wanna learn more about the job and that somehow made it back to my crew saying that they’re not good enough for me and that we don’t work hard enough, etc. I was told if I wanna train so bad then why don’t I put together training and everybody else. Am I likely to get fired for complaining, I just wanna be a good firefighter emt and train that I said I can work as hard as I can and it feels like nobody else wants that for me so what do I do?