r/poverty • u/X2EWIB • 21h ago
Support Request Everyone left me because of the environment i was born in
Even before i was born my parents were broke
They wanted to abort me but they couldnt afford it so my mom sold her phone to do it but she couldnt go to the place to abort me so it didn’t happen
I wish she did, now im 14 soon to be 15, no mates, no gf, never heard a im proud of you or i love you, surviving in poverty and all my mates and everyone that i knew left me. why? Because i live in a council estate (if your not from uk its a place filled with houses that the council built for people that struggle with poverty, it’s usually really normalized for gangs and criminals to live on these blocks) as yk living in poverty and thinking you have to provide for your family ruins your mental health, ever since i found out i need to provide i start doing bad shit to get money (i cant speak about it on this app). They found out after i got arrested. After all my school mates found out. And they all live in good houses with perfect familys. They all left me
Ignoring me on whatsapp, snapchat going outside and shi without me
Im so lost in life right now, i got no clue what to do
I still need to find a way to provide
Im so lonely that the only notification i get is low battery
Im mentally tired
I need help