I accepted my first job as a new graduate in a specialty knowing there would be a steep learning curve. I never expected to know everything after training, and I was fully prepared to continue learning independently outside of work.
What I wasn’t prepared for was essentially being expected to practice with almost no formal training.
When I interviewed, I was honest that I had completed an elective in the specialty and had prior experience working in the field before PA school. I think that experience led the practice to assume I required very little onboarding.
Instead, my “training” consisted of a few days learning the EMR and observing clinic before I was expected to begin seeing patients independently. There was no structured education, no discussion of diagnostic approaches, no review of common conditions, and very little direct supervision.
There are also aspects of the clinical workflow that have made me question whether the standard of care aligns with what I was taught. Without getting into identifying details, there are diagnostic tools and examination practices that I expected to be routine but are not used in this practice. As a new graduate, that’s left me second-guessing both my own knowledge and what I’m seeing every day.
I’m honestly becoming increasingly anxious because I want to provide safe, evidence-based care, but I don’t feel like I’ve been given the support to do that.
The difficult part is that my employment contract includes restrictive clauses that make leaving financially challenging, so I feel stuck between wanting to practice responsibly and feeling obligated to stay.
Has anyone else started found themselves in a situation like this? How did you handle it?