so maybe this isn't the right place to post but how do i do sigils? like okay i know how to make them and charge them i just.. HOW DO I FORGET? i know it wont work if you keep thinking about it so how do i forget????

Apologies in advance if this isn’t the correct subreddit to post

my dad passed away and on his urn I would like to place a tarot card and some crystals to represent a new life and rebirth. Which would be the best to represent that?

Healing work

I've had a rough few years, tooth and jaw issues and a pretty gnarly neck issue. Unfortunately all the treatment that will work for me is totally out of pocket and I've been looking for a job for 3 years while on the mend and it's taking its toll. Are there workings for like healing, finances and life purpose rolled into one? Do I try separate ones? I'm working on the issues by practical means and will continue to but it's been too long

VETIVER. I love working with it because it’s versatile. When I do a prosperity or fast cash working with vetiver I usually end up also seeing an increase in sexual passion—hotter, longer, primal sex, which I then use to pump a lot of energy back into the money working. If I make a fast cash oil with it I’ll also use a bit of that oil in any working that needs to be manifested quickly—as it has such strong grounding “bring it NOW into the here and now” energy.

I was invoking Lord Rosier and in the midst of it, I got a very heavy feeling in my chest. It was so heavy that I could hardly breathe. I started seeing images of fire and words written in what seemed like blood saying “you will die”. Followed by a laugh that sounded menacing and almost like it was mocking me. I’ve never had this happened to me before. I immediately said out loud ‘you are not invited here, be gone now!’ As sternly as I could but the heaviness in my chest grew more and more.

I asked a more experienced practitioner what happened and they told me my ritual was “hijacked” by low level astral parasites or trickster spirits. They said when I showed no fear and told them to leave, the thousand-pound weight in my chest was a physical symptom of energetic compression because I refused to give in to fear, the entity tried to physically overwhelm my heart chakra to force me into a state of panic. Panic and fear emit a low-frequency energy that these parasites eat like food.

They gave me a few banishing rituals to help.

My main concern is, will this interfere with my work? Has it gone to waste? When I first invoked Lord Rosier, two nights later I had VERY vivid dreams that the person I was trying to establish communication with, messaged me in the middle of the night. I woke up and grabbed my phone in excitement because it genuinely felt real. Until I realised I had been dreaming. This happened thrice. And each time the dream was so vivid and real that I would jump up from my bed and grab my phone. I even remember some of the texts I read in my dreams, it was that real. I’ve heard this is a sign that my work is getting done. Is that true?

But this latest episode has had a weird effect on me. I’m not scared or anything. I just don’t understand why that happened. And the “you will die” written in blood, surrounded by fire; is that a threat? Someone also told me this means there will be a delay in my work because it was hijacked.

Thanks for reading and any help will be appreciated. I’m new to this so please be kind. TIA.