Hi everyone.
My name is Teja. I'm 21 from India, and honestly I feel like my life has no motion right now.
I'm a 3rd year CS student in the same lame ass college that I hate so much. I don't like this place, I don't connect with the people here, and I honestly don't like my friends either. I know it sounds harsh, but that's genuinely how I feel. It feels like I'm at the wrong place with the wrong people, and I'm trapped.
I tried a lot of times to get out of this college, but because of my family's financial situation, I can't just leave. So I kept looking for ways to make money online. I tried a lot of the things people recommend, but nothing really worked.
Then I watched Mr. Robot.
I thought hacking looked cool, so I started learning. Eventually I found Web3 security, and I completely fell in love with it.
Since then I've spent countless hours reading smart contracts, learning Solidity, using Foundry, writing PoCs, and hunting for vulnerabilities. The problem is... I still haven't been paid even once.
One of the biggest things I worked on was an ERC-4337 EntryPoint bug. I genuinely believed it was a critical issue. I spent almost 8 months researching it. I built multiple PoCs, gathered evidence, exchanged around 50 emails with one of the code authors, argued back and forth about the issue, and kept trying to prove that it was real.
I honestly thought, "This is it. This payout is going to change my life."
I thought maybe I'd finally have enough money to leave this college or even leave my country one day.
Instead, the report got marked as spam, my GitHub issue was closed, and nothing happened.
Eight months of work... and I got nothing.
After that I just kept hunting.
I got duplicate reports.
I got informative reports.
When I first started, I didn't even know how to write proper bug bounty reports, and I eventually got banned from Immunefi because of it. That was completely my fault, and I learned a lot from that mistake.
Now I mostly use HackenProof and other platforms, but sometimes they require money to submit reports or there are platform issues. There have been times where I literally couldn't report a bug because I didn't have the money or because something on the platform wasn't working.
One example was Hyperbridge.
I found 4 vulnerabilities—2 Critical and 2 High. One of them was a token inflation bug that I thought was a really big deal.
I actually had to ask my father for $5 just so I could report it.
Then HackenProof had some wallet issue where my balance wasn't showing correctly. I emailed them.
No response.
I emailed the protocol directly and explained everything.
They replied once and then later just told me to submit it through HackenProof even after I explained that I couldn't because of the platform issue.
Later I noticed that one of the bugs I had publicly documented was fixed.
Still no reward.
Still no response.
Again... I was stuck.
At that point I started feeling like bug bounties weren't enough, so I began applying for security researcher jobs.
I applied to OtterSec.
I even got to chat with one of the founders, and I was so excited because I thought maybe this was finally my chance.
Then came the interview.
It was just an intro interview, but I'm still a student, English isn't my first language, and I'm not really someone who's good at talking.
I tried my best.
I really did.
But I got rejected.
It was my first rejection, and it hurt because I felt like I had wasted such a huge opportunity.
Recently I got another opportunity.
Nethermind invited me to interview for their internship program.
I had my interview on the 16th. I think I did much better than the OtterSec interview, and now I'm waiting to hear back about the next steps.
I hope something comes from it.
During my summer holiday, I basically locked myself in my room for almost 2 months.
While my friends were going on trips and hanging out, I was sitting in front of my laptop every day hunting bugs, reading code, and trying to improve.
Sometimes I wonder if I'm wasting my life.
Sometimes I wonder if all of this effort is going to lead anywhere.
Now my holidays are over, and I'm back in the college hostel that I hate.
I honestly almost cried when I left home because I really didn't want to come back here.
I still have bugs that I haven't reported because of everything that's happened with Immunefi.
I keep posting my research on GitHub because I don't want all this work to disappear.
If anyone wants to see it, my GitHub is Tejanadh.
Right now I just don't know what to do.
I'm 21.
I'm in my 3rd year.
I feel like I'm trapped.
I don't know if I should keep focusing on bug bounties, keep applying for security jobs, build more public research, or completely change my approach.
I'm not looking for sympathy.
I just want honest advice from people
Thanks for reading.