hey.. c:
this is a bit darker and if something like this triggers you, then please don’t continue reading (TW)!.
i‘m looking for something more or less specific and it’s because of some personal experiences. i think it would be a bit helpful to read something that includes some comfort and healing scenes that i never got to experience yet.
so… i‘d love a fanfic where one of them has significant trauma around physical touch and/or sex. i‘m not just looking for a story where love magically fixes everything; i’d prefer something slow and realistic.
i‘m looking for things like:
- asking before touching
- noticing freezing or shutting down
- checking in often
- lots of gentleness, patience and emotional safety
- the traumatized character gradually learning that they don’t have to brace themselves all the time
and i actually do want eventual smut, but it has to fit the story after a long build-up of trust, consent and emotional safety.
some angst, hurt/comfort, healing, lots of emotional depth and a slow burn would be amazing (so, preferably a longfic and not just a oneshot).
thank you in advance, you’d be helping me a lot! 🫶🏻