r/cna • u/forestywatermelon • 14h ago
Rant/Vent Clinicals: Biggest Work Pet-peeves
Before becoming a CNA student, I was an underpaid Shift Lead at a fast-food service chain. We didn’t have a general manager. So, I did their job. It prepared me for the fast-paced nature of clinical rotation, but recently, I feel like that past life is coming back to haunt me.
The rest of this is not me honing my maturity, professionalism, or insight because I’m venting, and:
“I don’t like you standing around. Why are you standing around? There’s always something to do; go find it.” - My instructor, today (post-conference)
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Look, I get this sentiment, and…we’re asked to stand around. Our CNA will help a patient and then tell us to watch their lights. We’re students. For the most part, we’re not helpful. So, I try to do what I’m told.
I have to document away from the patients. I’m a student who doesn’t have access to any charting equipment, so I have to write everything down by hand. Where do I do that? I’m standing out of the way, against the wall, so that staff and patients can walk through easily. I have to report. I’ve written down a copy of the entire assignment every morning because no one answers each other’s call lights. So, I have to go looking across the entire floor for them. I answer every call light, regardless of my assignment, because that’s what my instructor told us we’re supposed to do. I have to stand in line to wash my hands. I have to use the restroom. I need to catch my breath for 2 minutes when it’s not busy. Maybe all of these statements are excuses.
The saying “There is always something to do” drives me nuts. My regional manager from my food-service days telling me to “Scrub the baseboards. They’re dirty“ because “Remember. There’s always something to do!” (By the way, when I left, everything fell apart. The first thing they did was hire a general manager). Is this normal? I don’t know. If it is, I’ll stop complaining about it.
Apparently we’re supposed to check the rooms, even if the call lights aren’t on, now. /s Okay, so I’ll make sure to squeeze that in! It’s not like I’ve been…I don’t know…busy? Was I busy doing my job? Who could’ve known? By the way, I already check in on patients when their lights aren’t on!
I refill the linen carts in my spare time. I dispense an extra paper towel for the person washing their hands next to me because the dispenser sucks, so I want to make their life easier. I don’t say this to boast about how “great” I am. That's gross. I just…I’m feeling exasperated. I truly put my all into this work, even though it’s unpaid, and even though it’s grueling. I’m kind of battle-hardened because I’ve seen a lot of awful things in my life. Patient care, even graphic or scary things, is overall tame for me thus far. It’s still grueling, a lot of the time, but it’s worth it. I know what it’s like to be in a place that’s unimaginable to some. I want to give the best that I can to these patients. So, what more can I do? That’s the question I’m asking myself, when I’m feeling so exhuasted. Do I really need to just work harder? If that’s really the “answer,” I’ll do it, and I’ll figure it out. I’m just sharing my thoughts and feelings, I guess.
By the way, our instructor makes one of us play charge nurse for the rest of the class. Our newest student “charge nurse” declared that we’re ALL taking our 15 minute break at 0945 because we’re supposed to take it before 1000 and so we can be there during the “rush.” The reasoning is logical, until you realize that means 15 students are simultaneously stampeeding into the tiny break room where ALL of the staff are. There’s barely enough room to sit for 15 people. Not to mention, we may be there for the “rush,” but leaving immediately after leaves no support for the CNA afterwards because we’re all gone. Also, I want to take my break when I want. I think people should be able to take their breaks when they want if it’s okay with their CNA. Why? What if we get frustrated to the point we need to step away? There’s the bathrooms, sure, but we’re not supposed to just hide in there. If someone doesn’t take a break when they need, that puts patients at risk, and if they do outside the scheduled ”time,” then I guess we’re making up clinical hours! What if we need to take prescription medication? What if we need to take an important call? What if someone has sudden pain? By the way, our instructor WILL drop us, if we‘re tardy. I mean minutes, too.
I think my instructor is amazing, and I truly appreciate her. I also think that the student who was chosen to be “charge nurse” is lovely and I think she absolutely earned it. At the same time, today, and the …direction things have taken has left me uttery exhausted.
I work my tail off and still try to maintain a semblance of healthy working practices (not overexerting or overextending myself).