Hello humans, I (adhd c, bp1, asd traits...sprinkle + comorbs) want to start a social account focused on mentals conversations, research discussions and real xperiences with adults...still figuring it out.

Suggestions/strategies are welcomed 😊but thats not the ask.

Just wanting to check the emojis I found. Which do we tend to use for bp, bp1 and bp2?

Here's what ive found for bp1:

🎭...

💛 🎗️...these are awareness/friends of?

🎢...

🌗 / 🌓

BP awareness

💚

🖤🤍

I’ve been waiting for a special someone to go to a boy into a man. Meanwhile I’m doing anything to learn myself. I’m so selfish I have many tantrums throughout the months. So he reaches out and when he does I’m in a love triangle. The person I’m staying with now is suspicious and draws attention to himself (he OD’s into unconscious). All while I’m not finding myself I lose my cool and tell the love of my life to fuck himself. Before this im pacing thinking suicidal I’m calling help and my mom. I should’ve packed my bags but I tell this boy the one I drained myself for to fuck himself. It’s been 12 weeks I’m selfish from all angles and I can’t talk anymore.

Bipolar type 1

I been taken to a mental institution during a manic episode

Where I suddenly quit my job left the town where I lived with no savings and I was kinda freestyle life until my parents took me kinda by force there .. like they found me and took me ..

And there I was not told my diagnosis, iwas kinda observed

First week or so I cried all day all night all the time lol and after a while I was suddenly working out learning piano at the facility writing a lot planning jobs and writing a memoir and my ghost writing I gig I abandoned when I was admitted there.. all in a notebook .

And only when I left did I know my diagnosis and I was in denial and didn't take my meds until I had crazy episodes again

And that's the thing looking back at the past, I had heavy craycray moments and moments when I was so depressed I didn't even wash my face or brush my hair

But now I feel fine

One day I decided I ll sto taking meds

And it seems like I didn't have a crazy moment like before

Depression can be heavy and I refuse to blame my optimism on mania

And idk do heavy episodes get triggered ? Only ?

I used to travel impulsively cuz I couldnt stand control limits .. cuz I didn't wanna die lie like this ...

My friend who was Bipolar 2 got her adhd assessment and now she tells me I'm adhd

I hate to think about Bipolar but I know it explains a lot,

When I first admitted they thought I was on drugs and did a lot of testings on me

I realised later that without mood regulator , antidepressants make me manic, and I was kinda obsessed wit them fir a while lol

What if my damage is just damage as Diane say

Or am I healed,?