Sure, having friends to play games and have fun with is nice, but I don't really feel anything towards them. Sure, I care about them, but only because I generally just care about people. When I do get a best friend, it's because I have a crush on them. Playing games with friends is nice, and that's why I want friends, but I don't really feel any kind of "love" or deep connection towards them. I feel like I can only feel romantic and sexual love