Also what do y'all think ??? :)))

bonus points for you if you can guess my gender

Been exploring my gender for some time and not even realizing it. Im not sure what where I'll end up but I know what I want to change to start.

I want my hairline back. Been using minoxidil some progress.

I want face and body hair softer. Hair growth inhibitor lotion some progress.

I want softer cleaner skin.

I want hips.

I want to maintain performance and size of phallus.

Would honestly be fine with removing the testicles. (Longest sexual dysphoria)

Lowered libido would be fine.

Breast growth fine as long as minimal.

Nipple sensitivity ok.

Parental instinct (desire to have kids) awesome boost.

Was thinking of a diy hrt monotherapy t blocker.

Low dose Bicalutamide, I wonder if it could be turned into "stickies"?

Maybe I need to maintain phallus with pump, ok.

Any better ideas?

Do i look androgynous? Which gender do u think i am?

Good night x

summer fashion has never been my thing

So in terms of gender identity and presentation, I present myself as androgynous (as in the way I present myself and make my decisions so on tends to have both masculine and feminine elements) and I identify as agender, and I wanted to make some merch of my labels because despite being deathly afraid at the thought of being proud of being queer in this socioeconomic climate, I do enjoy """"subtly"""" hinting at my queer-ness. This needed the colors of the flags of the labels I felt fit me, and while searching up my other labels' flags was easy, the androgynous flag came with some weird blurry areas.

The flag on the LGBTQIA+ official Wiki is the one with a purple gradient (see here: https://lgbtqia.wiki/wiki/Androgynous), but the one that shows up on the Non-Binary official Wiki is the one with (in descending order) blue, purple, pink and yellow horizontal stripes (see here: https://nonbinary.wiki/wiki/Androgyny). And there are also a crap ton of other results when you go to the images section if you search "androgyny flag" or "androgynous flag".

I hope I'm not being insane, but which of these flags is more commonly used?

And heck, are the terms "androgyny" and "androgynous" the same? The NB wiki article for Androgyny is very similar to the one about Androgynous on the LGBTQIA+ wiki, yet there is no article for androgyny on the LGBTQIA+ wiki, and no article for androgynous on the NB wiki. Are they interchangable?

It's a long ramble, but I appreciate help. Thanks.

i like wear all black