So it seems like I’m talking to the crows when I say this but weed literally ruined my life. Growing up I was golucky kid who didn’t give a flying fuck about anything I played sports was popular life was going great. Then I started smoking weed and at first I would have such bad panic attacks I used to actually freak out and even have pretty bad delusions at times. The years went by and eventually I loved weed it was my best friend. It didn’t matter if I was with the biggest narcissist or asshole I had ever met I would chill with them for hours if they had some weed. Then I got older and the weed started to make me very spacey. I stopped feeling like myself and I started to forget a lot of things more than usual and my brain fog got really bad. Then I devolved anxiety like bad anxiety I started to believe everyone hated me that I was weird I’d have panic attacks. Now even when I’m sober I have this anxiety. It literally hasn’t gone away. I could go on with a bunch of fucked up shit that I go through but if you’ve read this far I don’t wanna make you read more. I basically wrote this as a precaution that only certain people should smoke and only certain people mentally can handle it. If you’ve already have anxiety I’ve seen weed help them actually but if your like me a normal guy there’s no reason to smoke like at all at least alcohol has some social plus involved if you use in moderation. With weed I literally destroyed my friend group and started hanging out with literal losers just cause we wouldn’t bond over a drug pretty fucking sad way to live. Now there’s a dispensary on every block and all I can think of is all the people who are just normal somewhat happy people who start smoking for fun not knowing the risks of chronic use down the road. Weed is a high risk drug for some people and a low risk drug for other people and I’d say the risk isn’t worth it unless you have chronic pain or your diagnosed it. I think the perfect middle ground is decriminalizing it so people don’t get locked up for an 8th like back in the day and keeping it medically legal for certain extreme cases but keeping it non recreational so we don’t have a land of idiots. I think alcohol is already bad enough that it’s legal but it’s been an apart of society for so long it’s hard to take away.

Weed made my dad negletful and distant,he wouldn't feed me and i was malnourished When he had withdrawal it made him overly angry,and he would yell and make me feel like shit Weed causes child abusers,please dont do non prescription drugs.

We got him the help he needs and now I'm back. He was smoking almost 9 whole weeds a day and even the doctor was astonished he was still living.

Many many months in intensive physical therapy to get him to stand up from the couch. He has fought hard to get his life back from the Green goblin. He's a beautiful man who I love deeply. Maybe more than you know.. normal.