I need help figuring out if I’m going insane.
Months ago I had a small wart in the area marked in green in the picture. 1 or 1,5mm in diameter.
I removed it with multiple applications of salicylic acid. And I mean a lot. Digging all the way into the flesh.
When the skin healed, the dermatologist told me TWICE (during separate visits at one month distance) that it is gone.
He told me to leave the skin alone…
Still: I have obsessive-compulsive disorder, and it’s currently manifesting itself in recurring bouts of fear that maybe, just maybe, the wart is back…
…Which leads me to repeat the whole process of removing layers of skin, applying more acid, and still finding some “mysterious dots” that may be signs of a wart.
I just can’t stop, no matter what my dermatologist keeps telling me.
So this is what I did again. For three more weeks, I applied salicylic acid plasters and removed another 2mm-deep layer of skin.
Now, I can see little red dots where suspect wart used to be: my OCD is telling me that this may be the wart again and that I should resume digging.
Mind you: some of the dots are outside the area where the wart used to be.
Rationally, I know it literally can’t be the wart. But what else can it be? What can cause little red dots? Could it be from the skin removal?
I need more people with a sane brain to tell me if I can finally relax or if I should still be concerned.
Please help!