r/SkyDiving • u/solemnlyrainy • 16h ago
BEER! First time skydiving was... rough.
I have OCD and was working my way up towards doing this. I struggle with severe intrusive thoughts and, as you can imagine, had a lot regarding this. I DID THE DAMN THING ANYWAYS!!! I do have some questions though because I think I am crazy enough to go 1 more time, only for a more positive, all around better experience. Let me explain.
I hardly remember any of it. My memories of it are in fragments and can only remember bits and pieces. For example - I can tell you what I did yesterday. I went rollerblading and can visually, in my mind, see that. With my skydiving experience, I can't. People keep asking how it was, and I just can't give them an answer.
Later that night, I became so incredibly nauseous and dizzy. The next day, I was severely depressed.
My friends are planning to go again in Sept/Oct and want to go again, but be able to lock in that freefall memory, and just be able to be in the moment more. I don't want to be scared to let go of my harness. I want to throw my hands out and FLY!!!!!!
I am not asking for medical advice, but is there a way to better prepare myself to achieve that?
Also - how the hell do you manage the dry mouth?! WOW, that was insane lol