**Warning: Long**
I got my POTS diagnosis today after months of searching. It's bittersweet. This is gonna be long, but I feel like I need to get my frustrations just off of my chest. Maybe it will help someone else feel like they aren't alone too, if i'm fortunate. Thank you to those that take time to read and even more so if you wish to reply.
I have diagnosed anxiety/c-ptsd (parental death + medical trauma), major depression, adhd neuropathy in my left leg, suspect hEDS and now there's the POTS. It all started with constipation that was worse than usual. I have what's called a tortuous colon, so it's larger than it should be for my body and it takes longer for me to digest. I noticed some severity begin and my medical trauma causes me to be hyper vigilant when I notice something new or different. When you've been surrounded by people dying from cancer always telling you they wish they didn't put off going to the doctor and they regret shrugging things off or being optimistic... you tend to overcompensate.
Anyway.. with the uptick in early diagnosed colorectal cancer and with me approaching 40 (i lost my mother when she was 47) I decided because of my history that I would get an early colonoscopy. I was reading about prepping for it, and suddenly my throat closed and my chest got tight. I lost all feeling in my hands, my face turned white as a sheet, and i ran upstairs to have my partner hold my hands.
A panic attack caused by sudden bodily symptoms. I have had many panic attacks before so I thought it was normal at first. But then, I woke up at 4-5am drenched in sweat. Panic again. I calmed myself and took my rescue med and it didn't touch the feeling. Spoke with my PCP and my SSRI was increased. Every single day after this I was having these attacks. Sometimes back to back. This had never happened to me in my life, even unmedicated. He prescribed me Propranolol and that helped the racing heart but I still had so much fatigue and brain fog that I could barely think straight. I could feel the adrenaline surging but my HR was blocked from going into tachycardia.
I told him it wasn't helping after doubling my dose. He asked if I was open to trying something and he said try pepcid (Famotidine) and it actually did help the panic moments to start to go away. Then, it was colonoscopy time. I noticed during prep that these symptoms like my lungs feeling inflamed, wheezing, dizziness, palpitations etc started subsiding after I couldn't eat anything. UNTIL I had 2 bowls of chicken broth (high in histamine) and everything came rushing back.
I had been keeping a diary since doctors are supposed to love those and took note. colonoscopy had a polyp and it was benign and removed. after, i decided i wanted to look into dysautonomia since all of my symptoms together shifted and were systemic and body-wide. Boy, did I not realize what a can of worms I opened. I first went to an allergist and got poked and stuck for allergic reactions and I did the whole 5-hIAA, catecholamine, n-methylhistamine 24 hr urine tests. Everything was normal. She ended up saying most of my symptoms were caused by acid reflux.. even though prior to seeing the test results, she said it sounded like I was producing too much histamine.
I asked in tears what to do because a stronger antacid wasn't going to help me. She said she didn't know and talk to my PCP. No direction, no advice, nothing. she was yelling at me. I told her that she failed me and I hung up. When i brought her the diary that I kept for 2 months, she held up her hand like she didn't even want to look at it and I knew from then that she didn't want to hear what I had to say. GERD, Vocal chord dysfunction.
So then I went to the cardiologist. The simple lay to sit to stand for a minute in the office gave me a 25bpm increase to which he said wasn't alarming, but he was concerned about a fall I had when i blacked out after i got up from bed. I described all the symptoms and he ordered an echocardiogram, a CAM Monitor for a week, and then the dreaded tilt table.
I went from a resting rate of 77 to 150. My entire body trembled. I wanted to cry, I wanted to pass out, my legs felt like they could burst but the nurses didn't stop it and i thought that if I beared the entire length of the test that maybe someone would believe me. My own PCP had started to tell me a week or two before that everything was likely Psychosomatic. But it wasn't. Follow up call today and the cardiologist confirmed POTS. Im so relieved that i can be believed now with some of my symptoms... but i still have Histamine Intolerance that's unaddressed and an allergist that told me MCAS hysteria is caused by social media disinformation and is also life threatening and i do not have it.
She even went as far as to have her office call me when she saw the catecholamine blood labs ordered by my cardiologist to specifically tell me i already had those labs and it was a waste of money and time. I verified with my cardiologist and he asked me if I took the labs standing and i said no. he followed up with, "then it's medically necessary. for certain subtypes of pots, catecholamine levels will go up after standing" which I didn't know. how can this allergist be so up her own ass that she calls when I'm seeing someone else to discourage further testing?
But yeah.. I want to try to figure out the histamine intolerance but i'm not sure where to go now. and it's not like I have infinite money or time to keep going from specialist to specialist. Just the current appointments and testing that i've done so far has drained all of my PTO and we dont have sick days at my company. I feel like I need infinite naps and some therapy after all of this. hahaha
Do you think I should persue looking into hEDS or just do the diet switch and hope for the best? What would ya'll do in my situation? If you're still reading this, thank you for sticking around.