Highgarden, Fourth Moon 54 AC
Leona Pommingham nervously tugged on her braid - which was as usual slung over her shoulder and fell to her torso - as she waited in her room. Part of her was upset at herself that she was nervous at all. These last moons being alone in Highgarden - or at least without family, obviously the majority of her time was spent with Lady Kyra - had done wonders for her confidence. Especially planning the ongoing fair and festivities. The fact that things had gone well, that she had not screwed everything up and embarrassed both herself and her House, had made her beam with pride. Yet, said festivities had ended up drawing the source of her present anxiety and discomfort. She grimaced, and then rummaged through a storage chest placed at the foot of her bed until she found her leather-bound sketchbook, along with a moleskin bag that contained charcoal. She had had the idea to try her hand at charcoal sketching perhaps a moon ago, and she found that it helped her think.
Sometime this afternoon, there would be a knock at her door and then her parents would enter. This would be the first time she had seen either of them since the day of her departure from Thornfield Hill. For whatever reason, that day remained particularly memorable to her. Every detail remained sharp and crisp in her mind. That had not been an easy day for her, for a myriad of reasons. Obviously, the prospect of leaving home had weighed her heart down mightily, but her parents queer behaviors had only added to her general stress level that day. She shook her head, trying to clear her mind. This was no time to think of times past and decisions made. She heard a songbird outside her window as she began working with the charcoal.
Leona always preferred going into a sketch with no prior idea of what she would work on, instead letting her mind find a worthy subject as her hands worked. She lost herself in the rhythm of drawing. The background became a vast hill, shadowed, with quick strokes to represent sparse brush clinging to its stony soil. A door penetrated the hillside, stocky trees to either side of it. Careful erasing work managed for a crude approximation of the Pommingham sigil carved deep into the knotted wood. Most of the time was spent on blending work, with her bare fingers, making sure everything looked exactly right, her fingers all stained black. She did not know why she had drawn this - the entrance to the familial crypts of House Pommingham - on today of all days, but she thought her technique was good enough, and that was what mattered the most in the end.
With a sudden start, Leona suddenly realized that someone stood in the doorway. She looked up quickly and the blood drained from her face as she recognized her mother. Lady Elyn Pommingham looked at the scene in front of her with amusement in her eye and a wry smile tugging at the corner of her lips. Her mother looked quite nice on that day, with a dress of soft red wool, there were vines embroidered on her bodice and golden thread on her sleeves. She stepped aside to let her father enter as well, who was leaning heavily on a carved wooden cane grasped tightly in his right hand. Her father’s garments were much more plain, as usual, but his linen doublet and cotton trousers both looked well-cut, although that did not do enough to offset the near-permanent grimace that lay on his face.
Nearly the instant she saw her mother, Leona nearly leaped from her seat as a furious flush filled her face. Even in the rush, she managed to place her newly finished charcoal drawing carefully down on the lacquered table before nearly sprinting over to the washing bowl. She could not avoid a grimace as she left stains on the handle of the porcelain pitcher when she poured- the fact that drawing with charcoal could result in such a mess was by far her least favorite part of the medium - but then quickly began to scrub her hands as soon as the washing bowl was full.
“Mother, father,” Leona said as she washed her hands roughly. “I’m sorry, this is not a very proper greeting, I fear I lost track of time.”
The water had been crystal-clear in its fluted porcelain pitcher mere moments ago, now it was darker than the muddy and sluggish waters of the Honeywine. She heard her father chuckle behind her, but it was her mother who spoke next.
“I did not know you had begun drawing, girl,” Lady Elyn Pommingham said, she sounded amused.
Leona lifted her hands out of the water, and saw that they were clean. She quickly dried her hands on the cloth stowed next to the washing bowl, and then grimaced, using the cloth to wipe off the handle of the pitcher as well. She turned around and could not hide her mild shock at the sight of both of her parents next to the table, looking at her charcoal drawing. A flush entered her cheeks.
“That’s quite a somber subject, daughter,” her father said as he wrenched his gaze from the drawing to her. She was unsure how to take that statement until he smiled. She laughed nervously in response.
“I thought it might be a good way to pass the time,” she said weakly.
“Bored already?” Her mother said with a raised eyebrow.
Leona shook her head to deny the assertion. She took a seat at the table, reluctantly, smoothed her skirts, and then turned towards her parents who both stood there, looming over her. She inhaled deeply, this would not be a pleasant conversation.
Ser Perwyn Pommingham sat on a rickety stool in a warm tent that billowed with a soft breeze, the early afternoon sun outside seemed like a fiery blaze. He grimaced as he rotated his left shoulder, bruised muscles complaining. He had performed his best today and still lost. He and Ser Ossifer Marbrand had fought to a tense stalemate with no broken lances for five rounds, and then two broken lances, just like that. If it were not for a smattering of squires inside the large tourney tent with him, he would’ve cursed loudly and perhaps kicked a few things. A bloody awful day, a bloody awful year.
He stood up and tested the rest of his body gradually, going slowly for fear of pain. He was alright, for the most part. You could not participate in a legitimate joust without at least your fair share of scrapes and bruises, and he had those. Plus in the final round the Marbrand knight had taken him by surprise, their blunted tourney lance exploded his wooden shield, then struck him low on his left shoulder, near his armpit. He could not move that entire arm without a sudden sharp pain, he would need to see a Maester before he left.
He fumbled through his bag next to the stool, until he found a leather bladder containing wine which he took a too-generous sip of. Some spilled into his beard and he ran his fingers through it while grumbling. He would need to wash tonight or his beard would feel sticky come the morrow, just another annoyance atop the rest.
Trying to calm himself, he thought about how his brother Olyvar had won the archery competition. A grand thing. He had been working hard with the bow and arrow these last few years. He was a fierce fighter with the sword, but Perwyn had proven himself the better more often than not, and Galad and Addam were more skilled than either of them. Olyvar had adapted finely to the bow, though, and although he would most likely find himself with a sword in hand if it came to real combat, at least for now his skill with the bow could earn him some gold.
Perwyn felt the anger in his gut rise again, but he tamped it down furiously as he drank the rest of the wine in the leather bladder, which he threw back in his bag, He had sulked too much of this year away, things may go poorly but he would not let himself stoop that low again. He thought of what lay a few moons ahead, in King’s Landing. The tourney to celebrate the princess’ nameday. Therein, perhaps, lay a purpose in life; if he had the skill within him somewhere.
He firmly gathered his things, suppressing his winces as best he could, and went to see to Stepper. He had performed admirably today, his loss was not of his noble steed’s doing. He was sure the stablemen here in Highgarden were well trained and trustworthy people, but he always preferred to care for his horse himself, and found a sort of calm in it. As he sat there lathering down Stepper - who seemed as exhausted as Perwyn had ever seen him - he tried to keep his attention focused on how to heal quickly and improve even more quickly. If he were to traipse from tournament to tournament, what was the point unless he put every effort on being as good as he could. Sulking could wait, if it went poorly, but for the first time since he marched away to the Red Mountains in the Third Dornish War, Perwyn felt a glint of optimism in his heart.
Leona sat there calmly stirring a dollop of honey into her hot tea, absentmindedly blowing the fumes of steam as she always did. Her mother and father sat there at the table across from her. Her mother - a flush in her cheeks as there always was when she was pleased - was sipping tea herself, and treating herself to a pastry kindly provided by the bountiful Highgarden kitchens. Her father had half an uneaten pastry on a porcelain dish in front of him, and had made no move towards it for many minutes. He had chilled red wine in a goblet of beaten brass that had been polished until it gleamed. He seemed pleased enough, though, and certainly had been nothing but acquiescent when talking to Leona. Same as her mother. That made Leona suspicious, but she tried to feel pleased, and tried to tell herself to feel pleased.
“I’m glad things are going so well here for you, Leona,” Lord Garth Pommingham said as he rose. He leaned stiffly on a wooden cane carved with vines and a singular pomegranate tree. The handle looked well worn from much use. After a glance and a pause, her mother rose as well, smoothing her skirts, and Leona followed. Her father looked at the half-full goblet of chilled wine on the table, and with almost a snarl, grabbed the goblet and finished the last of it.
“Yes, yes, we’re all very happy for you.” Lady Elyn Pommingham said with a motherly smile. She grasped Leona in a hug before she even had time to blink, and returned it with affection after a moment.
“We have to head back to Thornfield Hill now, I think,” her father said, with a glance towards the door. “A journey of a few weeks isn’t so bad when you’re younger and more fit, but,” he grimaced. “Besides, a lord should be in his keep, I should not dwell in Highgarden too long, no matter how hospitable the Tyrell’s want to be.” Leona’s mother sniffed sharply in response to that, and then smiled with a flush afterwards as if in apology.
The niceties and formalities of saying farewell lasted a few more minutes - and of course her mother had fit in a few more hugs while she could - and when Leona was alone she collapsed into her cushioned chair with a sigh. That had gone well, more well than she dared hope for. The initial feeling of apprehension about seeing her parents was beginning to melt away now that it was all behind her. That had gone very well, and things were going well here. She repeated that to herself several times, like how she had memorized things in lessons with Maester Hosteen as a child. She would remember that, and things would continue to go well.
She turned back to her tea, still hot, and took a grateful sip. She had finally figured out the right amount of honey for her, she thought. Just a small dollop. The best tea had a bit of a bitterness to it, or an earthiness, and honey could drown that out. Her charcoal drawing was still on the table, well-settled now after a few hours. She thought she had done well with it. She placed it neatly into a stout wooden box that she had acquired back home somehow; she figured it had once been used to store things in the vast cellars beneath the Pomegranate Tower in Thornfield Hill. For now, however, it stored her handful of drawings. Most were done with charcoal, one with paint, and one was a crude ink drawing she had been extraordinarily dissatisfied with.
Leona Pommingham sniffed to herself before sipping her tea again. Most things would continue to go well, if she continued to do her best, she had to believe that. That seemed to be the case lately, anyway. She hummed to herself absently as she sat there in the quiet afternoon sun, finishing her tea.
Lord Garth Pommingham, Lord of Thornfield Hill, swung into the dark-lacquered wheelhouse with a grunt and a grimace, his stomach roiled and it took all of his willpower to not hurl. He adjusted his posture with another grunt, and leaned against the windowsill, looking at the bustle of Highgarden outside. A fine visit, all things considered, even if the vineries of Highgarden were not agreeing with him today. Leona - his precious daughter - seemed to be doing well for herself.
That moment of satisfaction evaporated as he saw his palfrey being led further down the column by some fair-haired squire. He scowled. His place was on his horse at the front of the column, but being in the saddle more than a handful of hours these days drove him mad. The last time he had made this journey - when there was a feast and tourney held to celebrate their victory in the Third Dornish War - he had done it all in the saddle, but his knee had taken near an entire moon to recover from the swelling afterwards. Was that worth it?
Suddenly the doors on the other side of the wheelhouse opened, and his Lady wife stepped in and settled herself with a smile, smoothing her skirts and straightening her hair.
“That went well, yes?” She said.
“Yes,” Garth said with a smile.
He was trying to cherish this, something small going well. A child of his own enjoying herself, becoming her own person. It frightened him in its way, but honestly it had frightened him much more when she was younger. Now it was here, and there was nothing to do but hope he had done his job as a father. He thought she would do well.
It did not take long for their journey to get underway. They were not a numerous party, and required no supply wagons at all for their provisions, only a hefty wrapped bundle of food stored in a locked compartment at the back of the wheelhouse. Garth tried to look at Elyn - his wife - with a smile, trying to force himself to feel this moment, when so much else had gone wrong.
“Now we return home,” she said, almost sadly.
“Yes, now we return home,” he responded in a voice flatter than paved stone. The wheelhouse jerked ahead as the four-horse team began to trot forward, and Garth tried to think about anything but home.