I recently discovered a channel where someone is recording his OBE experiences and attempts at escaping. He seems legit and honest about his nightly OBE journeys.

I have been here awhile and have heard most gnostic stories and conspiracies but this particular one is really mind blowing and hard to accept I guess you could say. It's from the Cathar's book The secret supper: the book of John the evangelist. From what I understand this book boldly takes the genesis story and throws it onto it's head by saying that when the devil and his angels fell from heaven he created the earth and tricked a few of the angels that fell with him into human mortal forms and and that the earth is basically his creation from those angel's energy. That is why life is so brutal with so much suffering. It is so absolutely radical ever since I heard it I can't stop thinking about it. It didn't help that I watched prebirth memories with an angel like being basically forcing people onto earth playing good cop bad cop by showing a reptilian in that experience too lol. The cathars believed Jesus was a 7th heaven angel and that their rituals would save them from this evil world. Very fascinating to me. I'm not sure this is 100% right for what they believed though and also I wonder how they explain the fallen angels in the flood then. I don't think that part of their beliefs was preserved so we may never know. I finally get why people in the new age say they are reincarnated angels now though. If the material realm is made by something evil it kind of clicks in a really weird way for me.

These texts were written in 2nd century CE.
The Orphic Gold Tablets instructs the soul to avoid drinking from the "spring on the right" in the underworld, which causes forgetfulness (Lethe), and instead to seek out the "spring of Memory" (Mnemosyne) on the left. By drinking from the correct spring and declaring their identity ("I am a child of Earth and starry Heaven"), the soul maintains its memory and gains access to the blessed afterlife.
The tablets essentially serve as mnemonic devices to help the soul remember what it needs to know and say when facing this crucial test in the afterlife. This theme of remembering versus forgetting is central to Orphic soteriology (theology of salvation).

Anybody ever heard of these texts before?

Entities that exist somewhere beyond our ability to perceive are harvesting a substance we expel in various concentrations and/or qualities depending on how we are emotionally stimulated. Why is this so upsetting? I mean no one is getting fired up about the bacteria that gobbles up the waste we flush or the little critters that take care of all the dead skin that we constantly shed. I know there are those who believe we're being manipulated behind the scenes to produce it but Monroe said that the best kind was produced from love. Why would it be a bad thing to be covertly guided toward the best thing in the universe? Speaking frankly, if that's being done they need to step their game up because we are so good at being bad to one another I'm sure we have negative loosh in surplus. What other angles are there to this?

Anyone think that true reality resembles the cyberpunk world and we are all jacked into a simulation right now?

My husband and I have never seen eye to eye on our beliefs, he was brought up catholic and though he’s not anywhere near devout, that is the religion he identifies with. He thinks that I am crazy for believing in what I do, specifically prison planet theory. In the past I’ve tried to explain it all to him in an attempt to maybe peak his awareness somehow, especially when talk of the Epstein files was going on, but he was adamant it was all nonsense and I pretty soon concluded I was getting nowhere. So, we’ve agreed to disagree for quite some time now.

What’s interesting to me is that even though he laughs at what I believe in and openly calls it utter lunacy, he has very visceral reactions whenever I’m watching something like David Icke on tv for example, or if I even show him anything relating to PPT. He gets visibly very uncomfortable, he starts pleading with me to turn the tv off and that he can’t stand to “hear that quack speak about nonsense”, he’ll even leave the room until I do. If I talk about it he instantly shuts me down and says he never, ever wants to hear anything about this “stupid theory” and that I’m no better than a flat earther.

It’s not just him, I’ve experienced it with many other people in my life that I dare even mention it to, and it does truly make you think about the concept of “programming” that makes them physically recoil/turn hostile at the thought. If this all truly was just nonsense and madmen talk, then why get aggressive? Why get upset? Surely you’d think they’d be more likely to just laugh and brush it off, as you usually do when presented with a “ridiculous” idea.

This seems to be different somehow, I am genuinely starting to believe that there is some kind of intentional built-in barrier/programming inside most people for this very purpose. Which makes sense considering they will do everything in their power to keep convincing people of their non-existence. Totally explains why it feels close to impossible to show others the truth without them freaking out on you.

Any thoughts on this? What do you think?