Hiii,
I'm on day 3 of flare, after stupidly going ice skating for 1.5hours and staying there on day 1. I didn't have a spacer. But I did use my puffer many times (knowing I wasn't going to get as much in without the spacer). I thought it would get better once I left, but the 1 hours drive home it just got worse. I pulled into the chemist and got a spacer, did 4 puffs and couldn't catch my breath so walked into the GP clinic.
The rescue ended up working. I was monitored but sent home with atrovent. Dr refused Pred because of my bipolar. He told me not use any more Ventolin until the next morning because he was worried I'd over done it. That night was HARD. I called 13health who wanted an ambulance but I cancelled it, because the atrovent kicked in after an hour. However I had a prolonged expiratory phase and LOUD audible crackle from 9pm-8.30am.
Day 2
In the AM I was TIGHT and couldn't wait for my GP appointment so my mum took me to the hospital after I had Ventolin and Seretide, I got there at 8.30, an hour after my Ventolin.
While I was talking to the nurse at triage I coughed and cleared what i presume was a plug because my crackle resolved and it became a lot easier to breathe.
I left and attended my GP appt instead and asked for steroids and a clearer plan with Ventolin and atrovent.
He tried to make it about my anxiety and bipolar and I got really angry and nearly walked out. Because I had meds I was clear in the chest and able to speak sentences. He also tried to prescribe antibiotics despite me not being sick. I felt like he didn't believe me.
And the he said he didn't want to do steroids because he was worried about what my psych would think?? And I was like AIRWAY TRUMPS BRAINS. Even though he was worried about Ventolin toxicity he tried to make me have a burst at the practice which I didn't feel I needed, so I just had an atrovent "burst" of 6 puffs with him.
Anyway after arguing I got the prednisolone (50mg D1, 25mg for 4 days). He really wanted to just do 25 because I had no "wheeze" but he ignored me when I said I have atypical asthma and it's based off my WOB, sob and tightness.
I and was finally able to get some sleep yesterday after the atrovent and 50mg dose of Pred, during the day because I could finally lie flat. When I woke up I was crackly again and SOB and had stretched too far with the inhalers.
However since yesterday evening, all night and all morning I have been upright. Unable to bend forward, or lie down. Because it makes me really short of breath. I can't walk to the bathroom or kitchen without increasing SOB. I just have to sit still and upright.
I can't breathe deeply so my resps are shallow and fast 24-30. But I'm also not as bad as I was yesterday morning when I went to emergency. I feel like if someone listened to my chest they would say it's clear. But I feel it is tight!
I'm taking the pred daily (which hasn't given the relief of hoped for today) I am taking Seretide morning and night and he also wants me to use as rescue, and if it's not enough I'm using atrovent and then Ventolin as break through. This am I have needed all of it.
I don't want to go back to that dr. I have an appt with my reg gp on Friday.
I feel stupid going to hospital because I don't feel compromised enough yet. I feel like I'm doing everything they would be doing at the hospital anyway.
I haven't had a flare like this before which was just caused by cold air exposure. In 2021 my last flare this bad was from thunderstorm asthma and resp illness and I spent 24hrs in Ed.
Idk am I being dramatic?
Breathing - short shallow, because if I breathe deep it's too tight and I cough.
All my ribs and ab muscles hurt from coughing and it's hard work.
I have to be upright. I'm living on the couch. Very slight tracheal tug, but I'm over weight hard to see WOB but I feel it.
My first real meal was last night. I had 1/4 toast and 1/4 sausage this AM.
No signs of cyanosis and my hr is 70-100.
I feel like if I go to ED they're just gonna be like, why are you here?
Any advice or perspective would be helpful.