r/ArtistLounge • u/WashclothMan • 5h ago
Goals & Motivation Was anybody else constantly told they were an artistic genius, extremely talented and better than everyone else at art growing up, which resulted in them never learning the fundamentals or actually bettering their abilities at all?
I really thought that if I looked it up, I’d see more anecdotes of this nature, but I found nada. My mother was always a huge fan of my art and was SO proud of me as a kid. Things I have heard about a million times, for example, are:
“You’re better at drawing than anyone. Anybody on Earth would be jealous of you. Come on, maybe other people are decent at art, but you’re way better than them.”
”Just skip college. It’s a waste of time. You are already the most talented artist in the world.“
”Everything you make is a masterpiece. Seriously, people would pay hundreds for this doodle in your sketchbook.”
This was extremely frustrating as I sort of believed this to be true, but I was also extremely unsatisfied with my art. I never once actually tried learning fundumentals or any sort of art lesson whatsoever. I don’t think I ever used a reference image throughout my entire childhood. I didn’t practice or correct myself because I figured I was too good for that. I just drew full images and became very very upset when they didn’t look anything like I wanted them to. (All of this was made a million times harder having undiagnosed ADHD, but that’s not really what this post is about.)
The truth of the matter, looking at it objectively now, I was decently good at drawing compared to the average kid. I was not particularly skilled compared to other kids who actually learned drawing. This is especially emphasized in my teenage years. Yes, I did get better as I grew up, but at a pace so slowly it meant nothing.
I‘m majoring in animation and illustration starting next year. I’m able to actually learn skills because meds no longer make it impossible. Before, a 10 minute video about learning how to draw hands would take hours and result in me crying and tearing up a page, and now it’s the kind of thing I do for fun if I have a few minutes to spare. I have actually started to learn the art fundamentals. I love learning! I am having so much fun noting my own mistakes and redrawing a better attempt. It doesn’t feel like the hardest thing in the world, and I no longer feel like it’s a statement on me as a person if I can’t get it right instantly (“shouldn’t I be able to as the worlds most talented artist?“)
I have improved in my art more in the span of the last two month than I have in the two decades I’ve been alive combined. Because I’m learning.
Here is something I love saying: I’m a begínner artist. Yes, I‘ve been drawing my entire life, but I never learned the beginning. Now that I can accept that, I can actually grow.
This isn’t a vent post, this is meant to be a genuine discussion because I’m curious if anyone else has a similar artistic learning journey. I would love to talk about it.