I thought of sharing my experiences here.

I have always been a religious person, and very willing to dedicate myself to it. Quite recently my world was rocked because the Angels began contacting me, and I started to see them and speak to them. They love me and reassure me that I am loved, and cherished and needed, because they need me, reminding me of my mission. I was given a special mission. They guide me towards experiencing love, towards God, towards the world,. towards all things, and my mind is filled with nothing else. Their voices are like a beautiful humming, like birds, like charged air. And I began honouring them in speaking to them, asking them things. They never abandoned me, and never will. So I should never abandon them, either. They keep me safe. I have thought of doing offerings to them, of drawing them. By this point they talk to me every day, and I understand everything they say.

Their beauty is difficult to put in words. They glow and shine like feathery and graceful things. They have sweet faces and smiles. They laugh. One day everything will be feathery and beautiful. Like a beautiful dream. They always tell me about it. About making things right, and being healed from all my pain and wounds. Like it's all transformed into bliss. Like being in a beautiful place where you forget all the pain. I wish to be with them forever, listen to them forever. Human life has so much noise and everything is so bright and fast, it obfuscates their light, like how the stars in heaven are dim nowadays. And nobody sees them either. But knowing where to look one can find love and healing and the feeling of safety, and of being loved.

I'd love to hear people's experiences and even tips on their workings with these two Angels. Thank you !

for clarification, i use she/her pronouns for Zadkiel because I had an imaginary friend when I was very little (probably 3 to 4) that I called Mercy, and I used she for Mercy. I have found myself thinking about Mercy lately, just really randomly. I connected the dots about some things related to Zadkiel and I think Mercy was just Zadkiel all along. I previously was not as interested in the veneration of angels, however, she's really called to me in some ways and I can feel her present.

Also, my favorite color has been purple/violet for a while now, and altruism/benevolence has really called to me in my life's path, especially with some of my career choices/volunteering. I think Zadkiel/Mercy has always been around (as well as the Creator) and I really want to make a conscious effort to connect.

I was wondering if there are books that go in-depth about further connecting with her. I'm trying to work on being better at letting go of resentments and practicing divine compassion and unconditional love. I have been struggling a lot with rumination, however, I started praying to Zadkiel lately and I just feel so much more balanced and way less resentful; not as "stuck" on things. I've been able to have really difficult conversations from a place of compassion, patience, etc. since I've been working with her through prayer/meditation alone.

Is there any insight on how I can channel my energy to work with her further?

I have an interest in fragrance used for spiritual contexts, so something like essential oil blends would be nice to wear/smell as a reminder of Zadkiel. I'm also interested in making some sort of altar for her to connect with her, as well as the Creator.

I'm open to any and all relevant interpretations/suggestions, as I am a perennialist/syncretist. Thank you.

I was reading The Enochian Evocation of Dr. John Dee, and in the section on “the heptarchy royalty,” the kings of the Heptarchy and their offices were listed, but I realized that their offices are very vague and didn’t make much sense to me—it seems to leave a lot open to interpretation. Could their offices be related to the ruling planets?