r/MinoxidilSideEffects • u/parlemoipas • 9d ago
Minoxidil fucking ruined me
Just need to vent.
I started taking minox about 6 years ago and it just fucking ruined my life, I can't believe it.
I was 18 and I desperately wanted a beard lol (still do) so I went online and found out about "the magic drug". Applied it on my face for about 5 months and stopped because I barely had any results.
The following weeks I started to notice I was thinning on my widow's peak more and more, even though my dad has a full head of hair and no one started balding before 30 in my family. But I didn't know minox could cause that at the time so for years I just blamed the anti depressant I used to take at the time.
It got better, stopped thinning, and then it got worse, my hairline kept receding ,slowly but surely, so I started taking it again 5 years later and went and applied it on my beard... I was probably gonna go bald in a matter of years so I thought instead of fighting it and taking an even worse drug (fin) that could fuck me up even more, I might as well get a nice beard.
Problem is, it made things so much worse for my hair. In the 3 months I put it on my face, the balding got so much crazier, I started thinning bad on my crown which used to be intact, the recession also attacked the whole front part of my hair.
Unfortunately I hadn't connected the dots yet that minox might not be for me or whatever so I went and applied it on my hair as well to try to gain some time. And obviously it did the exact opposite. After 7 months of daily application (1ml beard area morning, 1ml hair at night) I lost almost all my hair. The whole MPB area is extremely thin and I had to shave my head bald.
At this point it clicked and I knew minoxidil was the reason why I started losing my hair in the first place (I know it's debatable and people might not agree but I'm convinced it is).
You guys are gonna say I asked for it but that's when I wanted to try oral minoxidil out of pure desperation about 2 months ago and stopped applying it topically. And now not only is it not working for my hair, which I expected, but I'm actually also LOSING my fucking beard now. I was sold this idea that beard hair stays even after you stop applying because it's not the same hormones that come into play blablabla, but here I am actually losing it, what a fucking joke. I see hairs on the floor everywhere and on every furniture constantly. I actually see them fall out. Also it's making me age like crazy but it might just be me idk.
Anyway all of that to say I so fucking wish I could go back in time and prevent myself from taking this shit. I was so fucking beautiful. Looking at pictures of myself from just a few years ago literally breaks my heart. I can't even look at myself in the mirror, I turn the lights on only in the next room when I have to so I don't see too much of what I've done to myself. Fuck I'm on the brink of killing myself over HAIR for fucks sake, just stupid, useless, dead fucking cells, it's so dumb.