TL;DR: Dizziness + anxiety since 2018, started with a moment I mistook for an earthquake. For years I couldn't describe my symptoms usefully at appointments. I'm a developer, so I built myself a tracker. My own data surprised me: supermarket trips and short sleep are my two biggest episode predictors, exercise days have noticeably fewer episodes, and most episodes hit in the evening. Now I bring a one-page report to my doctor instead of guessing. Screenshots attached.
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In 2018 I was waiting for the lift at my office when the ground under my feet started moving. My first thought was earthquake. I looked around expecting everyone to be reacting. Nobody was. That moment was the start of something I'm still dealing with 8 years later.
Since then it's been the constant off-balance, rocking and floaty feeling, plus the loop everyone here knows: you feel unsteady, you worry about it, the worrying makes it worse.
The most frustrating part was always appointments. "How often? How long? What triggers it?" My honest answer after years of this was still "I don't know, it blurs together." Every appointment started from zero.
I'm a software developer, so a few months ago I did the only thing I know and built myself a tracker. I log every episode (type, intensity, duration, what I was doing, what helped) plus daily stuff like sleep, stress, screen time, exercise.
32 logged episodes later, my own data surprised me in ways "just paying attention" never did:
Supermarket trips keep showing up. Episodes follow supermarket days about 1.7x more often than normal days. I'd half-suspected busy visual environments were bad for me, but seeing it flagged as a strong pattern in my own logs was a different thing entirely. Apparently I'm a walking stereotype.
Short sleep is my biggest one. Nights under 6 hours are followed by episodes almost twice as often. 17 of my 20 short-sleep days had an episode.
Exercise genuinely helps. Days I move have about 3x fewer episodes. I always treated exercise as risky (what if I get dizzy mid-workout), but my logs say the opposite.
My episodes cluster in the evening, 5 to 10pm. 15 of 32 so far. No idea what to make of that yet, but it's consistent.
The bigger change is appointments. I now walk in with a one-page report (second screenshot) showing frequency, intensity over time, triggers, and even what's been ruled out, instead of vaguely gesturing at my symptoms. My doctor engages with actual data instead of asking me the same questions from memory.
Tracking didn't fix me completely yet. I still have off days, my average intensity is sitting at 7/10 and I'm not thrilled about it. But going from "this is random and hopeless" to "there are patterns and I can see them" has helped the anxiety side more than anything else I've tried on my own.
Does anyone else remember the exact moment theirs started? And if you've tracked your symptoms, what patterns showed up? The supermarket thing can't just be me.