a woman approached my camp just to hang out and talk. she seemed super cool. few hours in, we got the fire going, and i had shared some drinks and sausages i had brought with her and she was super appreciative. just all around great vibe. i had accidentally overdone it and was more drunk than i should’ve been and was trying to tend to the fire. i had scavenged for wood in some woods by my house before going, but since i was carrying most on foot, my firewood wasn’t the best. so she shared some with me.
i was on my way to the fire to add a log, and i can admit i was more intoxicated than i should’ve been. i hadn’t drank for months prior and lost all the tolerance i had, but tried to follow my same drinking habits so i was unintentionally SLOSHED. i tripped over something and was heading face first towards the fire, but she had AMAZING reflexes and jumped out of her chair and tackled me away from the fire which stopped me from landing in it. i genuinely don’t know how she even managed to be quick enough. even faster than gravity, but i think of her all the time.
i know i would’ve survived the fall, but i definitely would’ve been badly burned and would’ve lost my hair. i can admit im a bit of a vain woman. my appearance is a bit important to me. my hair is one of my favorite features and i’ve been growing it for years. it’s down to my butt and with all the money i’ve spent on bleach and hair dye over the years to keep it green, i’d be heartbroken to lose it. even if it does grow back. and if i had bad facial burns, i think id struggle for the rest of my life to feel beautiful.
that’s not even touching on the possibilities of it actually giving me a debilitating injury. i imagine your eyes and fire don’t mix too well. i think if she wasn’t there, and i had landed in the fire, i probably would have ended my life. if not, id definitely struggle horribly with my self image to the point my life would basically feel over to me.
i never caught her name. i really wish i did. but it was an amazing experience to joke and laugh, to share, and live in the moment with a stranger, and for them to care so much to risk landing in the fire with me to save me.